"... and it hasn't faded, not for a minute."
- somewhere in Ohio

I remember you. In the trees, in the car, beneath the sky. Clouds floating by, other people, pain, excitement - I didn't need to see any of them when I was lost in you. I remember blue beneath, just as I do green, black, soft dark brown, grey and when we floated off, nothing. Softness and callous, a welcoming and a faux cold shoulder; after a short time and a reminder I could tell the act from the actress and I loved them both.

.. still do.




the flaw is that you aren't ethereal, you aren't a dream, and I haven't built you into something you aren't, changed within my head who you are outside. I didn't fall in love with a distant thought of who you might or could be or were... all of it, body mind and 'soul' (if we've got them). were was will be are.







i can't sleep now because
you're in my head. i remember your body. i remember your kiss, i remember seeing you from 20 yards, I remember seeing your house from 1 mile. they all made me want to fly off into the sky, but come right back. it's a crazy indescribable thing, how it's like an escape from existence and a portal into it's nexxus, simultaneously. away from everything i don't want and at the center of what i do, oblivious of my surroundings and acutely aware. flying through impossibly beautiful skies and cities and forests, and grounded in a dusty room or dirty ground or a running car.

like escaping reality, but i never wanted to, because you're real.
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