I am into substance abuse again. This week, I have been drinking too much coffee and I reckon my depression is worsened by it.

Mixed emotions, I must say.

I just don’t know exactly how I am feeling right now. I am lonely. Maybe because of Boo leaving OKFM. Or maybe because i have no one to look after me. Or maybe because my plans are starting to shatter.

I don’t know...

I am just trying to gloss over my depression by laughing at anything (crazy bitch, ayt?) and believe that life making fun of me.

Who would give a damn anyway? So why the talk?...

I am hurting.