It's judgment day! Today's the last day of my On-the-Job training as a medical transcriptionist in WRI-Naga (we are at RCYAGO Transmed Systems).  My last file was easy yet Sir wanted me to achieve atleast 90% quality. Aaaargh.. I'll try. I am not that good though. But I do my best. I mean, I "did" my best.

So what's next after this? I don't know. Honestly, I hate it whenever I think of TESDA promising that they'll give us jobs right after out training. Yeah, right. Like, they promised that we're going to get an allowance if we get to be their scholars in this course.  Yeah, right.  Like, they promised that the school will eventually be really serious and well-equipped in training us.  Yeah, right.  Like, I don't want another zit on my face to inflame because of their false assurances.

Yeah, right, Philippines. There is really no good future here. 

So what am I to do? I would have to look for a job. I wil try to apply as a jock in OKfm. Okay, okay.. I am not that good, really.  But I believe there is something in me that people will really love aside from my taste in music and that is something for them to realize soon.

Truth is I miss my school, University of Nueva Caceres. I miss attending my duty at Bicol Medical Center and tending to patients. I miss my friends. That is, my real friends! I really do. And I am going to miss them more once I confirmed that i'll be flying to Australia with my grandmom on October. (Sigh) That is exciting but I can't help feeling lonely...

"Never let go of a dream until you are ready to wake up and make it happen.  Trials in life are not meant to to make us fail but to let us see how far our wings can take us."