>>Would love to give you guys a ride, but we already have a full car :(<< straight from the papa's mouth... papa jon that is... words you just don't want to hear. i asked if jenny and i could get a ride with him and shari, fellow rkoper's we kinda met on 8/28. that was his answer... the car was full.
i was really saddened by the news. i really had my hopes set on going. another mraz concert, in another city with rkoper's. what could be better? well... i suppose we all know my answer to that, but let's keep this somewhat g-rated. tonight... i'm still a little sad but i shouldn't be. in case i forgot... i met him... i had my moment with him. there are still so many people that haven't had that yet. i had a moment of clarity while listening to keith urban's who wouldn't wanna be me. he sings "i'm alive and i'm free who wouldn't wanna be me?" that's so true... who wouldn't wanna be me? anyway... i'm still not completely over the fact that i'm not going... but i have to live with it right? i suppose i the most jealous about the fun that i know is going to be had. i know that the rkoper's are going to have fun with and without mraz and crew... i'm jealous of them. there's always next time... right?
it's times like these i wish i was younger... this sort of thing wouldn't be going through my mind. when you're young, you're in your own little bubble and everything that happens outside of that 10 foot radiused bubble doesn't exist. and i know radiused isn't a word... but it is in here. radiused.
well... i hope they rock it twice as hard. sing twice as loud. dance twice as groovy. photograph it twice as often. bang twice as sexually. live it up twice as illegally. and spread the love twice as much. all for me. i'll be rockin' it mraz style with them in kindred spirit on 10/10.
if only i could drive.
xo - cyndi
and these days
i wish i was six again