::05292003:: ::2220::

Alright, here's my excuse for not being online as much. I had to think a lot because of this, so my thinking time took up my online time. Anyways, here's the story:

On Tuesday, May 27, I told my math teacher that she was bad at teaching in front of the whole class. This was the last hour by the way. After class, she took my outside the room and told me that I should have told her that one on one. I would have, but there's no time. And she never answered my questions even when my hand is raised. So then she's like, "I gave you a chance for a speech, now I wish that I didn't give you that chance." Then she just walked right past me back into the room. She left me standing. I felt really bad mind you, but then again, I'm not good at letting my feelings show. So then, I went to clean out my locker, cuz it was the second to last day of school. After I did, Mrs.Thompson [math teacher] came over and told me to go the the office and write an apology letter to the class and herself. She said that I was the only one who thought that she was bad, and not anyone else. [Which isn't true cuz everyone else doesn't like her. I know this for a fact, so shush.] So I sat there for an hour, writing a 5 minute apology letter. She said that she would talk to me at 3:20. [School lets out at 3:27] But you know what? She never came. [Oh, I think she's nice and stuff... I just hate her teaching.] So I gave the letter to an assistant and told her to give it to the math teacher. The next day [the last day of school] I had to report to the office. So I did. Then the assistant principal guy [Mr. V.] told me that I had to go to A.C.E. [In school suspension.] I was supposed to go to Saturday school but it was the last day OF school, so I had to go to a.c.e. I went there cuz I was [quote] "Very very disrespeceful." But anyways... so I went without complaint, and I sat there for 7-8 hours. My ass is freakin' numb. Then I went home. That's right, I didn't get to go to the park with my class, I didn't get my yearbook signed that much, why? Cuz I was in a.c.e. But you know what? I took it pretty well. I didn't complain much. Just told the story to people who asked, and my parents. They're on my side. My dad went to the school this morning, and told them that it was unfair. Mr.V. told my dad that I had to go to ace cuz I supposeably didn't apologize in my apology letter. WTF!? I did, three times damnit. But oh well. The principal said that he would hold a meeting with the math teacher and talk it over. They'd make sure that I'd be happy with the results. That's what they said. They'd give me a report too, hehe. So yeah, that's my story. I'll tell you the report when I get it. If I get it. But anyways... there's a point to this. The teachers work with each other, and they lie. Lie damnit! ::sigh:: At least I'm out of that shitty school. Well, that's the entry for today. Byebye, and have a fun summer ^_^

- Donnie

::0522003:: ::1656::

Hey hey... Sorry that I haven't written, or typed, in a long time. ::sigh:: Well, a lot has happened... then again, nothing really has. Oh, my parents are gonna most likely buy my aunt's Chinese Restaraunt. It's called Tien Tsin. [Pronounced: Ten-Sen.] I have to work on Fridays, and Saturdays. I don't know about Sundays... but I asked Ribs to come work with me, and she agreed. This is gonna be fun. ^_^ But... I have to put on a smile everytime I greet someone... ::mumble:: damnit ::mumble:: Ahem... anyways... See, I don't like babies or little kids. And they usually come to the restaraunt, so heh. Oh well... Well... what if I have a child you ask? ::shrugs:: I guess I'll have to just wing it, haha, but I don't wanna think that far ahead into the future. Argh! Damnit! Trigun ended... ::sniff sniff:: and now it's starting over. Now Yu Yu Hakusho is replaying too... Ooh ooh, I bought more mangas! Kekeke... I bought Ranma 1/2, Man of Many Faces, Chicago, and May's Animerica magazine. Yeah... well, I'm getting IM's even though my away message is on... so I'll go check up on them. Bye byez.

- Donnie

::0517003:: ::1757::

Hey hey hey. It's... *drumroll please* ME! Haha... I'm so weird. Anyways, I just bought a new cd burner. But... it didn't work. I tried to burn a cd, and I got nothing. I tried 5 times. Literally. So I decided to get a new one. This one, is better. It's a TDK and the software is Digital Mix Master. Hehe, sounds cool huh? Yap! Heh, yeah. Well, the first software I used was Nero Express... didn't do well at all. At first, I couldn't figure out what was wrong with the DMM [Digital Mix Master] cuz it wouldn't burn the first 3 times. Then I saw that it was over 80, and my recordable cds can only handle 80 minutes. Haha, so silly of me. Sorry if I don't make any sense right now, I'm watching this movie and my concentration is taken up by it. [Does that make any sense?] The movie is with Wesley Snipes and this chinese girl. It's about this whole United Nations and stuff. It's on TNT right now. Umm... I'll get the title later, if I remember, which I most likely won't. Anyways, it's a good movie. Blah... I'm hungry. I think I'm gonna go and eat. Oh! Watermelons and mangoes are so good =^_^= Yum yum yum! *runs off* Later!

- Donnie

::0514003:: ::1644::

Umm... I don't know what to type today... so I'm just gonna put in a funny convo. Well... I thought it was funny... anyways, here it is:

DRago nfiRE8907: you should be like: ya know what? KOREAN ROCKS SO TAKE THAT!
DRago nfiRE8907: and i'll be like: I KNOW!
DRago nfiRE8907: and you'll be like: oh tch
DRago nfiRE8907: and then i'll say: i've been tched!
Demonsprite: ok. you know what? KOREAN ROCKS, SO TAKE THAT
DRago nfiRE8907: i know!
Demonsprite: oh tch
DRago nfiRE8907: I've been tched

Yep, well, that's it. For now ^_^;;

- Donnie

::0513003:: ::1933::

Today's entry is strictly TRYING to express myself. This does not seem, or feel like the real me... Sorry...
Have you ever had the feeling if acheyness in your heart... but you just can't express it...? Yeah, I'm sure you have. Well, I have that pain right now... I mean, it's not the, oh me goshess, I'm having a heart attack pain, nor the, I can't breathe pain. More like... an emotional pain. And no, I didn't just break up with anyone, cuz I wasn't going out with anyone. See... this pain for me, is like... a reluctant confused pain. I guess... umm... let me explain that. See, there's this guy... [yeah yeah, a guy.] I like him a lot. He and I used to go out, and shit, we had great times. But... I broke up with him... for another guy. [Blah, I am such a bitch, I know.] But it's not what it seems... I guess I got caught up in the moment with that second person. So I broke up with him a week later... [I hurt too many people, reason why I keep my distance...] Anyways, that first guy and I are talking again. I love him still... a lot... but I promised myself not to go out with anyone for a long time. To tell you the truth, I'm still hurt from this other person... [Sorry, I don't want to reveal names.] Yeah, so... the ache comes from that... [Wow, I'm telling a lot about myself in this blog... I guess it's easier than telling people... even though people are reading it...] The pain of knowing that I love someone [Me, who doesn't easily love mind you...] but that I'm scared to love that person at the same time. I don't know why I'm scared... probably cuz... I don't want to get hurt again... [Even though I don't mind...] Or that, I don't want to get too close to anyone, just in case I or they get hurt. I took a ink blot test, it said that I was resistant... it said all this other stuff, which was true. But that you don't need to know. I've said a lot of my personal life, and you don't need to know anymore. Not until later that is... *sigh* so yeah, there's my entry for today. I hope I don't sound conceited, cuz I do try to mean well. I don't mean to sound like a bitch or a whore or whatever... these are the only words I could find to explain myself. I don't think I did a very good job... but hey, I tried... right...? [Yeah... I don't think there's gonna be another entry like this...]

- Donnie

::0512003:: ::1631::

Yo... this girl named Muushi... damn, she's a fucking dumbass bitch. I was in a chatroom right? And she comes in with her pictures that every guy drooled over. [Except for one] So I decided to make her feel guilty or bad, whichever one you prefer. I don't know how it got started, I think I just backtalked her. [I had a headache, and I was tired.] Then she said that I was pathetic, I should go kill myself, and all this other crappy shit. I took it all into consideration, or so I said. Then she said that she didn't mean all that, but I said that it was too late. She she felt bad, or so she said, I felt good, mission accomplished. [Of course there's more to it, but I don't remember. I was just out of it...] Anyways, lets focus on one person today. A friend of mine, "Pinky". She asked me, "Did I ever do anything to piss you off or make you mad or anything?" [I think that's how it went...] She read an entry of mine and asked that. To tell you the truth, she can make me mad sometimes. But all in all, she's a cool person. I mean... I guess everyone makes me mad. [Even the Stack Master herself...] But I can't stay mad at people. It's just not me... and as always, I feel terribible [I know I spelled that wrong.] afterwards. So if you're reading this Brit, please know that I do consider you a good friend too. *nods* Now I wanna focus on Cloud. An online buddy. He's pretty cool to. He's the kind of, smart-ass humorous kind of guy. [In a good way.] He defends people well too, hehe. Yeah... I would like to talk more about both Brit and Cloud, but I can't. Homework is being a pain in my ass. So I might as well do it before I procrastinate even more. Chow man.

- Donnie

::05112003:: ::1708::

Mmm... I don't know what to say anymore... This is a blog, and I'm supposed to write everything I feel, how I feel, what I do and shit like that right? Well... my friend, Furutsu said that she had a blog, but she canceled it cuz she didn't want to tell her blog all about her personal life... and you know what? I agree with her. It's been a little more than a month, and not once did I really tell about my personal life. I guess it's cuz people actually read this blog... but heh. *sigh* I don't know what to do... or say... *shakes her head* whatever... I don't know what I'm saying. Yeah... well... I'm going now. Byez. [Sorry or the short entry...]

- Donnie

::05082003:: ::1820::

*yawn* I'm so tired... I fell asleep in history, again. This is the second time this week. I gotta sleep more... but heh, oh well. Oh before I forget, Happy birthday Melissa. [Girl from school.] Kekeke, tomorrow is gonna be great. Well, maybe not great, but hey, good enough. I ain't gonna be in school. Well, technically speaking, I will be in school, just not learning. We [the class] is gonna go on a trip. Oh whoop dee doo... sounds gay, but it's better than it sounds. We're going to the mall and going to watch a movie. Ok ok... so maybe it doesn't sound all that great but hey, no learning! XD Hahaha, I got more manga! *huggles her manga and dances* I love you *muah* o_O ok, enough of that. I got Fushighi Yugi #6, Kodocha #7, FAKE #1, Ragnorok #2, and Newtype Mag. Total of $55.87. But I had this $5 off thinger, so it came to a total of $50.87. Hmm... this song is pretty good, it's "The Fall of Roses" from Angel Sanctuary. I wanna buy that anime... but I can't seem to find it anywhere. *sigh* Next time... when I'm not broke. ^_^;; Yeah... now it's Utada Hikaru's "Eternally". Another good song, ha. Yeah, well, my friend, Ribs, was giving me the silent treatment today. Here's how it all started, in the hall way at school:

Ribs:*pestering Donnie* Hey blah blah blah... [I forgot what she said.]
Me:Shh, shut up. [Of course I felt bad afterwards... but it was a jokingly shut up thing...]
Ribs:Oh that hurt, yeah, that hurt a lot. Right here. *points to her heart* [She said that in a sarcastic way though.]
Me:I'm sorry...! >_<;; [I felt bad, even if it was sarcasm... I'm just like that...]
Ribs:Psh, I was just being sarcastic. But I'm not gonna talk to you anymore. *turns away*

And that's how it went. But then later on in the day, she started to talk to me. But of course, that whole thing was a joke. Or so I think... but heh, she's the only good friend I have here. [I hope she knows] She's really a kind hearted person. Not to mention a genuis, haha. Ya know what's funny? I would jump in front of her if a bullet was shot at her. *shurgs* I guess... I'm just like that right? Haha... well, that's it for now. Ja ne.

- Donnie

::05052003:: ::1817::

Blah... I hate people. Especially those who pity themselves. God...! And people who want to commit suicide is just plain shitty and a waste of a good death. You say you're a cutter, yet you cut all wrong, you don't cut deep enough, and you cut in the wrong place. What the hell is wrong with people? [I don't cut by the way...] I know I'm rude and I should stop them, but I'll kill them myself if they act anymore pitiful and stupid. But anyways... you also don't tell people that you're suicidal and shit. You just don't man. Anyways... I also hate it when people think they know me, but they don't. "Oh I know what you're thinking" " Oh you're so this and that." "Oh whatever, you don't do that." That's just bogus. *sigh* People always think they know me... some do yes, but when people say that, and it's really off, it bugs the shit out of me. [Sorry for cussing so much...] Am I normal? Or course not. But it's weird... hearing, "You're not normal" or "If you were normal" comming from someone other than me... heh, that's just how things are though right? Right... well, this song, "I'll be" by Edwin McCain is really good. *koff* I guess I'll go... wow people actually like me for me. Just a few, like, 3 or 4 people. Haha, anyways. Some just don't know what I'm really like... Maybe just 2 people do... or one... [that's my sis, ha] but yeah, I'm going. Byez.

- Donnie

::05032003:: ::2300::

Yatta! The 8h grade Tuesday band at my school got a first rating at the IESA contest! *dances* Haha. Well... the monday band [way better band] got a first rating too, but there's three scores that makes the final score. [three judges an all...] So the second judge gave the monday band a two... which is so fucked up... but whatever. Anyways... I bought another manga! I got number four and five of Spirited Away. I'm getting the dvd later on... and I got Demon Diary. It's really good. I was gonna get Chobits... but I guess I didn't... Blah... I had to baby sit... I looked after my cousin for six hours... and how much did I get paid? 20 dollars... thats right, just 20... but hey, it's better than nothing right? Right... hmm... I'm gonna go now. Bye byez...

- Donnie

::04302003:: ::1750::

Alright... new layout and entries. Geocities was being an ass for a few days, so I couldn't update in a while.[Or write type, whatever, anything in here...] Man... looks so empty...Anyways... I'm really not fond of pink... but I figured that this blog has to match the pic you know? So I kind of had to resort to this color... blah... but hey, at least I have blood red in here. *evil cackle* XD I'm gonna try to add another column to make this blog look like the other ones out there. I doubt it'll look any better... but yeah. Well, I'm off. [To see the wizard,haha...] More entries yet to come! Keke, ja ne. Ok... I have tried to do that two column thing... not working. Maybe when I get really good at web thingies then I'll master it. But...not today. Now, I will officially leave. *Shuts the door behind her as she walks out*

- Donnie