Knowing that these deceptions run deep
In the back of my mind
Burning through my thoughts
Entering brain.
Forcing me to descent far beneath
Away from where I belong.
Where it is not apparent
You cannot see it.
But under it all, the hate is devouring me.
Dragging me in and spitting me out.
Far away from it all.
Where I wish I to belong.
Drifting away in the great sea.
Pulling me under
Suffocating me.
Would you save me from this hell torture
Would you pull me to shore
Open my eyes
Show me how to belong?