By Quicksylver
17.14.2001
The Song "Possession" sung by Sarah Mc Lachlan from the album Mirrorball
Standard disclaimers apply.
Warning: Dark, angst, yaoi, non-con.
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| Possession By Quicksylver 17.14.2001 The Song "Possession" sung by Sarah Mc Lachlan from the album Mirrorball Standard disclaimers apply. Warning: Dark, angst, yaoi, non-con. |
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| Listen as the wind blows | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| It is night now, the darkness enfolds me like a cloak? thick and heavy against my shoulders. I stand, like I always do? like I've done since that day, watching. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Across the great divide | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| The perfectly cut green lawn spreads like dark moss in the moonlight, soft and moist the dark carpet that separates us, that clings to any soul that dares cross? dragging the crying spirit into it's own private hell. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Voices trapped in yearning | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I know this hell, the dark womb pulled me in that day, that soulless day. my spirit cries form it's depth, the depths of the abyss I wander? but no one hears, no one hears the glass tears when they fall. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Memories trapped in time | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Each tear holds a thought, a memory frozen, lost as the tiny capsule breaks on the heartless rocks over which I walk. With each droplet I lose a little more? more of what I was ?of what I could be. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| The night is my companion | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Headlight's for a passing car seek me and I seek the dark embrace? the night is all I have, and the moon it's harsh mistress. This is the only time I'm free, free to watch? to watch what I cannot touch. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And solitude my guide | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| As always I am alone, alone in this embrace? alone in my journey, my quest? my hell. there is no other way, no other way I can ever find, no other soul to speak to mine. I breath, the vapor mists in the chill air. Just a involuntary bodily function, I stopped breathing along time ago. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Would I spend forever here | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| My cloak spreads around me as I wait, wait for a glimpse, wait for my reason to live,wait for salvation? wait for you. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And not be satisfied | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| But you never come, always flitting from light to light in the ivory tower where you hold my sprit captive. My finger crave to touch you but you never come, my eyes pain to look upon you but still? you never come. Can't you hear me calling? Can't you feel me yearning? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And I would be the one to hold you down, kiss you so hard | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| With trembling hands I would hold you, my hungry lips to taste your fruit, so soft? so sweet. The more you give the more I want as your slender body lies beneath mine. You shiver as my hands roam the temple I worship, the smooth alabaster skin tingling as my fingers carry out their heated exploration. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I'll take your breath away | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| You scream silently as I claim you totally, the sheer pleasure penetrates your very soul. I cry to see your face, taut and frozen in ecstasy as euphoria ripples through every cell in your body. You look at me and weep, the intensity of emotion too much. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And after I'd wipe the tears away | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I gently marvel at the droplets, they are not cold as my own, they are not made of glass. I taste one and kiss the rest away, precious gifts to keep as my own forever. I hold you as you sleep, whispering into you beautiful hair as you settle against my heated body. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Just close your eyes dear? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Through this world I've stumbled | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I shudder and look up again at your window, the dream all to real. An ache comes from deep within my groin, a sinful lust blinding me as I run from where you are, too shamed to face you? too afraid to stay. Down the dark street I run, such is the world I flee. This place that I exist, this place that will not let my body escape. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| So many times betrayed | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Through and through this place I've been, I have seen it from crude birth all the way through to rotted abortion. This maze leads me on, teasing and taunting me as I feel my way along the barbed walls and rocky ground. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Trying to find an honest word | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I searched for you, for words like yours? words that rang truth in my muted ears. Soft comfort to my crying soul? my yearning dying soul. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| To find the truth enslaved | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| But the sweet song bird long departed, I snatched at the echoed that flitted in the misted air, cutting my tender spirit against the razor tongues that lashed and scourged mercilessly. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Oh you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I remember when you spoke that first time, I was ready to give in? but you didn't want to own me? like all the others before you. From your lips came kindness? stuff with which I had never made acquaintance. You were a mystery to me? an enigma I could not decipher. Did you know that you brought chaos to my fragile world ?? yet your presence gave me a peace I could not comprehend. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| My body aches to breathe your breath | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| How my lips wished to swallow the words as you spoke them? to taste the sweet symphony of your voice as you spoke? as you moaned. Your soft lips my treasure to plunder. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your words keep me alive | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| In the cold of space where the silence goes on forever? it was the truth you spoke? the bitter pain in your voice still sweet as you suffered? that kept me from surrender? that kept my soul from dying. You were what I fought for. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And I would be the one to hold you down, kiss you so hard | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I'll take your breath away and after I'd wipe away the tears | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Just close your eyes dear | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Into this night I wander | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I collapse against a doorway, breathing heavily, my chest achingly tight as I struggle to deepen my breathing. My lungs are about to explode as one more glass tear escapes and slips down my cheek? and with it a part of me. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| It's morning that I dread | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| The sun is rising? it's wicked rays stripping me of my cloak? my protection. His fire burns the moon and makes her hide her snarling face. I crouch against the inevitable intruder? knowing that with sun's light, I can see my hell all to clearly. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Another day of knowing of path I fear to tread | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I push myself to my feet, dragging the weights that shackle them behind me as I head back? back to where the cyclops counts his sheep? the devils his souls reaped. During the daytime this is my prison? my body naked to harsh eyes. my bruised flesh exposed to carnivorous hands devour my humanity? that whip my bleeding soul. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| oh into the sea of waking dreams | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I stare into nothing as they come one by one? shame dulled by pain ?dulled by time. I do not feel the hands, the skin? the blood as it trickles from my ravaged body as the life trickled from my crying spirit. I submerge myself in thoughts of you, you lips touch everywhere that hurts? spreading a healing through me like only you can. That only you ever could. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I follow without pride | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I rise from Tartarus and silently put together the parts of myself torn apart today. The pieces of this jigsaw never fit. Soon I am at my station again and the night moves in once again to embrace me. But my lover does not stay, blinding lights shatters my solace. I freeze and cower like a frightened deer? like the coward I am. But this time pain does not follow but something else, something beautiful? something like you. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| "Trowa?" you say, the flashight you hold aimed at the moist grass. Your eyes brighten as recognition fills them. Suddenly you're hugging me, your slender frame caresses mine. I place my trembling arms around you, filling my nostrils with your scent. As you voice speaks sweetly, worldlessly to me I run my fingers trough your hair. It is not what I imagined, what I dreamed. It is more? so much more than my mind could comprehend. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| You look at me and smile, your spirit calls to mine. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Nothing stands between us dear | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| We are inside you house now, you are in everything that surrounds you. You chatter happily as you fix yourself a drink. I can do nothing but watch as your movements hypnotize my very soul. So close you are to me that I can feel the warmth of your body as it calls to me from across the room. The ache from deep within me flowers in my loins as I see your body move like soft music. So long I have wanted you? so long my soul has cried out to you. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And I won't be denied | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And I would be the one | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| You speak my name as I stand suddenly, my want for you evident as I stride toward you. Your skin is so soft as I hold you, caress you? make you feel how much I need you. You gasp my name as I pin you to the wall, plundering the forbidden fruit of your lips. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| To hold you down, kiss you so hard | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| You moan into my mouth, your hands thrusting against mine. I can't stop this feeling as you move against me, your voice a higher pitch than before. With unknown strength I hold your thin frame silent, you surrender to me utterly, trembling as I trace my fingertips against your skin. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I'll take your breath away | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| You breathe heavily as I break the kiss, soft lips trembling from the loving abuse. I bury my face in you hair and inhale the scent of you, that unmistakable musk that defines your very presence. I look at you and you look away, I turn your face to me and the tears on your face glisten in the light. I gasp and take the moisture tenderly between my fingertips, feeling the wetness bombard senses long thought dead. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And after I wipe away the tears | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I lick away the tears, careful not to waste, and lay you on the soft rug beneath us. You know what is to come .Your fragile body shivers against mine in anticipation. I will keep you warm my love. I will take away the fear, the pain. I will rescue your soul? my spirit cries out for yours. Can't you see that we were meant for each other? I will show you the way. Do not be afraid my love? do not be afraid. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Just close your eyes ? | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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