English 22
October 12, 2000
The single carat heart cut diamond set in platinum hangs from
a gold chain. The cherished piece of jewelry dangles from a delicate
neckline. Looking at the girl whom the necklace hangs on, a tired
look fills her face as she drops her luggage bag onto the floor.
Rachel, who has just rushed to her childhood home from the airport,
drops into a recliner as she looks up at me. I'd picked her up
at the airport with some friends, then returned to her parents
home, which was located a few houses away from my own. Thinking
back to our childhood and the brief time we spent together, I
still find it unbelievable that Rachel has been through so much
at such a young age.
As I watched my friend as she looked around her room, I couldn't
help but notice how she looked the same since the last time I'd
seen her. Standing up Rachel walked over to a long row of shelves
set into her wall. Trophies, metals and ribbons from cheerleading,
science fairs, soccer, softball, volleyball, archery, karate,
and horse showing, among other things, are displayed in her room.
Each award with it's own special story. Rachel, who had always
been athletic, seemed to excel in whatever sport or hobby she
tried. After going though a number of hobbies, including violin
and piano lessons, horse showing, and large number of sports,
she soon found while away at boarding school that drama and cheerleading
were her favorites. Framed pictures of Rachel with her cheerleading
squad from boarding school rests among the awards. Ribbons and
trophies from winning the all-state cheering competition the year
before, and the largest framed picture-a group shot of her high
school football team and cheerleading squad from her Junior year.
Rachel smiled for a moment as she stared at the picture. Then
her smile melted away as she moved over to sit down on her bed
as she took off the necklace to look at the ring. The brilliant
diamond shone with even the slightest movement, while the stunning
platinum gleams as if brand new. It seems hard to believe that
such a stunning and expensive piece of jewelry, especially an
engagement ring, could belong to a seventeen-year old girl fresh
out of high school. A wave of emotion flows over Rachel as she
remembers all the happy moments, and tough times, that will be
forever enclosed in this ring.
I think back to the sad day when I was seven, I'd known Rachel
since I was born, and she was leaving Hawaii. Her family had been
planning on moving for a while and soon the inevitable happened.
Rachel packed up her things and left me friendless.
Sitting on the porch on a hot sunny summer day, a five-year-old
Rachel watches as a moving van pulls up into her driveway. Not
long after, a boy not more than a year older than her appears
in the yard next door. After brief introductions from the children's
parents, Rachel runs to the garage and gets her roller skates
as her new neighbor, David, comes bounding across the sidewalk
on a scooter. After ushering her to hurry, the two run off and
play. Though this sunny afternoon was filled with new friends
and innocent play, the two kids became best friends. And would
eventually spend the next thirteen years going though every up
and down life could throw at them, but it would be worth it since
they would head into life's trials together.
For the next three years, Rachel and David shared many things
together. First days of school, learning to ride a two wheeler,
and first adult teeth among many more. As time wore on, Rachel
began to have problems in school. Not just academically, but socially
as well. She was far more popular at school than her twin sister
Julia, which often lead to fights among the sisters and problems
with Rachel paying attention in class and doing homework-though
this was more because she was busy with friends or talking to
be bothered with work. One day, when sibling rivalry hit an all
time high, Rachel ended up in the emergency room with a broken
bone, and the two sisters were sent off to boarding school. Soon
summer and Christmas visits home became the only time Rachel could
see her best friend. Though there were phone calls and the occasional
letter, the two grew up, and grew apart. Middle school arrived
for David and things began to change. The two next door neighbors
who used to be the best of friends, suddenly became mortal enemies.
But of all the reasons in the world, they perhaps had the most
forgiving, she was a girl-she was yucky, he was a boy and he had
cooties.
Just as they had done for the past six years, Rachel and David
met outside their houses on a hot summer day to go to the community
pool. But this day would different since this past year David
started the seventh grade, which meant a new school while Rachel
was still in the sixth grade and still stuck returning to boarding
school every fall.
Rachel closed the door to her house and ran into the yard, what
she saw knocked the wind out of her. David, in his driveway, playing
basketball with a group of boys whom she didn't know. Rachel tried
desperately to get her friend to acknowledge her, but David dribbled
and shot as if she weren't there. She finally burst into tears
and left. For hours, Rachel sat in her living room, looking out
to the driveway, watching her him. Then, for a moment, David stared
directly at her. Rachel grinned, thinking he had gotten over the
new found freedom of his new school and finally came to his senses.
But instead a scowl formed on David's face as he rounded up his
friends and headed to the pool, without her.
Events continued this way every summer when Rachel came home to
visit her parents and friends. Rachel eventually found out David
now thought girls were yucky, and even though they were the best
of friends, Rachel was still a girl. Then came the long stretch
Rachel and Julia didn't return from school. They had opted to
stay the summer for camp for a few years in a row. Then finally,
came the school year when Rachel returned home to start high school
back in her hometown while her sister remained away at school.
To Rachel's surprise, things had changed drastically since she
had last seen David. Though Rachel had been out with numerous
guys, she for some reason, there wasn't the magical feeling she
thought accompanied thoughts when a girl liked a guy. Perhaps,
she thought, it was because she held a soft spot in her heart
for David, he had always been her best friend, and had been the
first to kiss her. Sitting in the cafeteria on her first day as
a high school freshman, she was glad she was unattached. When
she glancing to the entrance, in walked the cutest guy she had
ever seen, once she got a good look at him, her jaw dropped. There
he stood in all his six foot glory was David, her best friend
since her first day of school. It had been what seemed like forever
since the two had last seen each other, Rachel assumed it was
before puberty had hit.
Without a doubt in her heart, Rachel marched up to the football
playing jock and said hi. With the shock of not seeing Rachel
for years on end, David welcomed her with open arms. She was greeted
with a surprised look, a warm hug and an introduction to the rest
of his friends-which Rachel would soon find out, were the same
guys David had ditched her for all those years before.
Cliques at Rachel's high school were much for defined and segregated
than at her old school, and Rachel soon found herself friends
with the football players and cheerleaders which prompted her
to try out for cheerleading. To her surprise, she had not only
landed a spot on the squad, but she was also given the responsibility
of training the JV squad, since she was the only freshman who
managed to be a part of the Varsity squad. Her endless years of
dance class and gymnastics had paid off when she was a cheerleader
at her old school, but never had she had such an important role
in the team. From there, Rachel's popularity skyrocketed as she
soon joined band with David, and also became a member of the Drama
class. As her first year in Drama, Rachel's part in the annual
play was minor, she played Candy from "One Flew Over the
Cuckoo's Nest", a character better known as the tight-skirt
wearing slut. But this was an important part to Rachel, especially
since freshman weren't even cast in the school play.
As school progressed Rachel and David became closer than they
ever were and dating soon followed. He was the captain of the
football team and she became cheerleading Co-captain in her sophomore
year, it seemed almost wrong for them not to date. High school
passed by in a blur and soon David graduated high school. During
this time Rachel felt as if her world was crashing down around
her. She loved David more than she's ever loved anyone, and the
thought of him leaving for college while she was still stuck in
the same high school, still sitting in homeroom wile he was off
at frat parties and beer keggers. The fights eventually ended
and things returned to the natural state that was Rachel and David.
David soon enrolled at a local Junior College while Rachel finished
out her senior year. The couple soon became closer than they had
ever been, and while celebrating they're fourth anniversary, a
fight ensued about now little David sees her now that she's busy
getting ready for graduation. Not long after though, the fight
blew out and the decision was made that Rachel would move into
David's apartment.
Time moved slowly for the rest of the term. Rachel graduated;
David finished his first year of college and took on a summer
job in addition to his regular job. While time trickled by, the
pace of Rachel and David's relationship quickly escalated, and
David proposed soon after Rachel's graduation. While Rachel loved
David deeply, she couldn't help but realize she was only seventeen,
and to be married at such a young age Rachel feared her relationship
with David would end in a fiery blaze of wreckage, just like her
parents. Once Rachel declined the proposal, the relationship became
incredibly rocky and while David wanted marriage in the near future,
Rachel wanted to live life, then marry later and have kids-which
David directly protested since the pitter patter of little feet
gave him a headache.
Rachel felt they're differences in what they wanted from the relationship
were to bi-polar and they soon broke up. Rachel moved home with
her mother and sister as she started college. They would soon
try to fix the relationship, but things had been said that couldn't
be taken back and it was inevitable for they're second try to
fail.
Rachel looked up from the engagement ring to look at me as she
wiped a tear away from her eyes. At that moment I knew she would
always love him. He was her first love, and perhaps she'll never
fully recover from the break up, but she told me once she can't
live in the past, David and her wanted different things, and if
she had only seen that earlier, she would have been spared the
pain she suffered. But had she known how things would have ended,
she never would have felt the true, pure love that only comes
along in fairy tales.
Author's Note: Names have been changed to protect the guilty.