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Wow...So I had this huge rant on who I am on here. I was just going to delete it, but I read it, and I'm glad I did. I wrote that like a year ago, and it made me realize how much I've grown in one year. Last year I was deppressed, had a terrible relationship with my mom, and didn't even know how to treat my friends right. It's amazing how a person can grow and mature so much in one year. I still like the same stupid stuff and I still act that way, but I know what the time calls for. I actually don't even act as mature as I feel. I guess because I never really had a childhood I'm trying to stick with that. But I've just realized I can't. I have to grow up whether I like it or not. Maybe this is a birthday thing or an I'm a junior thing, but it's how I'm feeling. And I'm happy about it. I now know how to handle people. Even if I don't always do it correctly. I'm sick of trying to scare people. That means I care about what they think. And I just realized, I don't care. As long as they see the real me. Whether they like it or not. I'm happy now. And even though lately my luck has been incredebly bad, I have people who care around me. And gosh darnit! People like me:) Even if I don't think they do cuz my self esteem still has room for improvement, I know they really do. Thanks you guys. |
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Favorites: COLOR-red FOOD-chicken CLOTHING-my only pair of jeans and camo shirt DRINK-pepsi ALBUM-ashlee simpson 'autobiography' MUSIC-punk rock, pop punk, rap, r&b GIRL SINGER-ashlee simpson BOY SINGER-i don't listen to boys that sing BAND-Blink 182 RAPPER-umm...i have 2, the ying yang twins SHOES-my black ones from 6th grade, they're dying SONG-that one d12 one that says b*tch all the time WORD-ummmm.... VEGGY-raw carrots FRUIT-plums MAGAZINE-cosmoGIRL! and spin SMELL-cherry SOUND-thunderstorms ANIMAL-frogs and tigers NUMBER-21 SPORT-basketball ICE CREAM-strawberry FLOWER-carnations RESTAURANT-mc donalds and recently arbys..don't know why SUBJECT-usually english RADIO STATION-97.9 and 107.5 CARTOON CHARACTER-bender and stewie MOVIE-pirates of the caribbean and nightmare before christmas CANDY-anything fruity CONCERT-nelly was pretty cool TV SHOW-the ashlee simpson show, futurama, family guy, and of course THE SIMPLE LIFE! MOVIE SOUNDTRACK-2fast2furious SEASON-winter HOLIDAY-don't have one BOOK-i'll have to say MY LIFE BY BILL CLINTON hehehe PLACE-don't have one SHAPE-circle TEXTURE-rough DAY-saturday QUOTE-"gotcha baby!" |
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By the way, I so stole that from Amy. There amy I gave you credit. |
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