Title: The Return 16
Author: Dorotea [email protected]
Disclaimer: I don't own 'em, if I did the Star Wars movies would not be for
the entire family
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Kaeleena wakes up in bed between Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan and...read and
find out!
Feedback: Haven't deleted it yet! All complaints, suggestions, or comments
The Return 16
"It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together"
'A Question of Lust' by Depeche Mode
You awake snuggled between to warm bodies, you enjoy the cocoon for a minute
before you realize you can't move and they are heavy. After a moment of
struggling you free yourself from Qui-Gon's arm and roll Obi-Wan off of you.
You turn to Obi-Wan, sleeping, he looks so young and innocent. Gods, he is
beautiful; too bad you have to kill him for setting you up last night, you
think to yourself. You kiss him lightly on the cheek, plenty of time to kill
him later.
You keep gazing at him, as if waiting for some kind of revelation. Something
that will make everything all right again. How can you be in love with two
men? Even if Obi-Wan can learn to deal with his jealousy, how would it ever
work? How can you handle two alpha males? They will drive you insane. They
were definately going to have to suffer for setting you up last night.
Qui-Gon was going to have to understand you were not his. He had broken your
heart before and you weren't going to let him back in that easily.
You sigh and roll back over to face Qui-Gon. You are suprised to see his
blue eyes wide open and staring at you.
"Do I get a kiss too?" he asks quietly.
You smirk, "I don't know if you want one, that was his kiss before dying."
"You're not angry about last night are you?"
"Ummm, let me think, oh yes, very angry," not in the mood for stupid
questions.
"You're still here," he says softly.
"I hadn't slept in a month, I was very tired," you answer stiffly.
"Ah, but you were able to sleep, so you something must have calmed your inner
conflict."
You smile brightly at him. Time to play. "Yes, my inner conflict has been
resolved. I am no longer confused over who I want."
He knows that smile and doesn't bite. He reaches over and pushes your hair
out of your face, then strokes your face softly.
"Don't do that! Don't you want to know what I've decided?" you say as you
push his hand away, you'll never be able to stay angry if he starts touching
you.
"Let me guess, you hate us both, you're giving up men and this time you
really mean it," he says in an amused tone.
You frown at him. He knows you too well. He kisses your forehead, then your
lips as his hand finds a bare breast to caress.
Determined not to make it easy for him, you push his hand away, "I think we
should talk first."
He sighs, "I don't have very much time, I have to leave in a few minutes."
You glare at him, "So you are just looking for a quick fuck and then you're
just going to run off and leave me all alone!"
"There will be plenty of time to talk tonight. And you wouldn't be alone,
Obi-Wan doesn't have to come to this meeting."
You are really starting to get angry now. "Oh, that is a good idea! Fuck me
while Obi-Wan watches and then leave me alone with the insanely jealous
animal. Be sure to bring a healer back with you!"
Qui-Gon's eyes flash angrily and he frowns at you. "Obi-Wan has been told
what is acceptable behavior and what isn't it. Trust me, I made sure he
won't ever forget. Unlike you, he actually obeys me."
"And I am not an insanely jealous animal," Obi-Wan says angrily, turning over
to face you.
You arch your eyebrows at him and roll your eyes. "Right."
He glares at you, then rolls back over.
You turn back to Qui-Gon. "Is that what you want? Obedience?"
"It would be nice once in a while," he says flatly.
"Oh, well we can try that," you say with false sweetness.
He recognizes the false tone and his face hardens.
"Yes, and if I displease you, you can just tell the council to send me away
again. But make sure that I don't find out that it was you who told the
council to send me away. That way, when I return I'll fall right back into
your bed again."
"Ouch, that had to hurt," Obi-Wan says with a small chuckle.
"Go back to sleep, Obi-Wan," Qui-Gon orders.
"Yes, master."
Qui-Gon glares at you and you glare back for as long as you can, but you know
from previous experience he can out glare you.
"What?" you ask loudly, trying to goad him into some kind of response.
He just continues to glare you.
"Maybe he doesn't like your attitude," Obi-Wan offers.
"Too bad, I've had enough," you say sharply, not taking your eyes off of
Qui-Gon.
Qui-Gon manages to glare even harder at you. "You've had enough? YOU'VE HAD
ENOUGH?"
'Uh oh,' you think to yourself, 'he never raises his voice.'
Qui-Gon moves closer to you and you instictively move backwards, until you
are pushed up against Obi-Wan.
"If you want to talk about our relationship, I will, but you will NOT take
that ATTITUDE with me. Do you understand?" he asks angrily his face an inch
away from yours. "I have forgiven you many times, I have even forgiven you
for fucking Obi-Wan."
"You did everything but tell me to sleep with Obi-Wan!" you protest angrily.
"It was a test!" he says harshly. "By the way, you FAILED!"
You close your eyes, fighting the tears beginning to fill them and try to
come up with an angry retort, but you realize you did fail him, just as he
failed you three years earlier. You wish things could be right again, but
you're not sure if you're strong enough to make them right.
You look up into his angry eyes and immediately turn and bury your face in
Obi-Wan's chest, unable to face Qui-Gon. It was just too much to know how
much you had hurt him.
Obi-Wan moans, "I'm trying to sleep!"
After a long moment, you feel Qui-Gon's hand stroking your hair. He laughs
softly.
'Damn,' you think, 'he's gone mad, he going to kill us both.' You glance up
at Obi-Wan's face, you can tell he is thinking the same thing. He gives you
a small push toward Qui-Gon. You glare at him, then hesitantly roll over to
look at Qui-Gon, fear in your eyes.
You are suprised when he kisses you softly on your lips, his beard brushing
gently against your face. You make eye contact with him, and he smiles at
you.
"I missed you, little one. Thinking of those long three years without you,
not to mention the last month, I realized how boring and lonely life is
without you. I don't even care if you sleep with Obi-Wan. I don't want to
lose you. I love you," he says kissing your cheek.
"You're just trying to get out of talking about why you had me sent away,
aren't you?"
"Is it working?" he asks, raising a brow and giving you a half grin.
"For now," you say kissing him.
"Oh, gods," says Obi-Wan. "That would have never worked for me."
"Remember that, because I plan on having a long talk with you later about
these massive bruises on my arms," you tell Obi-Wan, turning to look at him.
He just moans and buries his head in the pillow. "I'm sleeping."
Qui-Gon's hands begin caressing you again.
You smile at him, "I guess we can fight later," you say moving closer to him
and kissing his chest.
"You can fight with Obi-Wan after I leave," he says laughing softly as his
hand moves down your stomach and between your legs, stroking you gently.
"Thank you, Master," comes the muffled reply from Obi-Wan. He lifts his head
up from the pillow. He rolls over and kisses your forehead and you meet his
eyes, the burning jealousy you see there sends a small tremor of fear through
you. You realize he's trying very hard to control it, but there was going to
be trouble later. You kiss him softly on the lips, trying to reassure him. He
returns the kiss, starting softly, but quickly pressing his mouth hard
against yours and thrusting his tongue in.
Qui-Gon doesn't seem to mind Obi-Wan kissing you, his hands just begin to
move more urgently. You moan softly and rock your hips slowly to the
pressure of Qui-Gon's hand, his mouth finds a nipple and begins to suck
gently, sending warm tingles throughout your body. He alternates between
your breasts as a large finger slides inside of your wetness. He moves his
finger inside of you, exploring every inch. He soon follows with another
finger, filling you. The increased pressure on your sensitive nerves brings a
new wave of pleasure through you. You moan louder as his speed increases and
your hips move faster, wanting more.
Qui-Gon whispers in your ear, as his fingers continue pleasure you, "I had to
send you away, little one. You were all that I could think about, you were
all that I wanted. How could I perform my duties as a Jedi? Do you
understand now?"
You break away from Obi-Wan's mouth and look at him, unable to believe what
you just heard. Since Obi-Wan had told you that it was Qui-Gon that had had
you sent away, you had assumed it was because Qui-Gon had gotten tired of
you, or thought you had been too wild and uncontrollable. You stare at
Qui-Gon, unsure of what to say.
"Do you understand?" he asks again.
"Yes,'' you whisper, a part of you wishing you didn't.
Qui-Gon moves his hand away from between your legs and mounts you. He gently
enters you, pushing slowly in. He moans as his hardness slides into your
wetness. As he thrusts into you he lowers his arms, bringing his weight
down on top of you. You grind your hips into his, trembling with pleasure as
his strokes find your sweet spot. He kisses your neck as you moan. You
turn your head toward Obi-Wan. He is stroking himself as he watches Qui-Gon
move inside of you.
You look into his eyes, you see arousal and anger. The fact that he is
watching you and Qui-Gon have sex deepens your lust and you begin to move
your hips more frantically against Qui-Gon's urging him to go faster.
"Harder," you moan as you wrap your legs around him, pushing him in deeper.
He grunts as he slams his hips into you, pushing you back on the sleep sofa.
You scream out as pleasure rips through your body, the release is ecstacy.
Qui-Gon's body shudders into you as he comes, pushing your head against the
wall with a loud bang. After his body has stopped convulsing, he collapses
on top of you.
He kisses you gently. "Is your head okay?" he asks smiling.
"Fine," you answer with a smile, returning his kiss.
"I love you," he says softly.
"I love you, too," you answer.
Qui-Gon kisses you again, then rolls off of you and stands up.
"I'm late," he says, quickly gathering his clothes and dressing.
You glance over at Obi-Wan nervously. You can see the jealousy burning in
his eyes.
"I thought you were sleeping."
"If you want to talk, I'm sleeping. If you want to have sex, I'm awake." He
says with a controlled casual tone, but you sense a sharp edge in the words.
Before you can answer, Qui-Gon bends down and kisses you on the lips lightly.
"I have to go. You'll be here later?" He asks but you can tell that it is
not a question, but an order. You bristle for a second, but swallow it and
answer, "Yes, Master."
"Be good, and get something to eat."
"I have something she can swallow," Obi-Wan replies, his hands already
roaming all over your body.
Qui-Gon gives a Obi-Wan a quick disapproving look and kisses you again.
"Food, little one, don't forget to eat food."
"Yes, Master," you answer obediently.
Qui-Gon gives you one last quick kiss and then leaves.
You turn to Obi-Wan, placing your hand on his cock and stroking softly.
"Jealous?" you ask carefully.
"Yes, but I'll feel better once you fuck me," he says, his mouth latching
onto a breast and sucking hard.
"What have I told you about all your sweet talk? Plus, I haven't heard an
apology for the bruises on my arms yet," you say.
He lifts his head up. "Sorry, next time I'll try to be more gentle."
"Next time, you'll be dead!"
He kisses your lips softly, "Am I going to lose you?" he asks, his voice
breaking slightly.
You sigh softly. "Not if you can control your jealousy," you pause, looking
into his eyes, still searching for your revelation. Are you failing Qui-Gon
again? Are you strong enough to make things right? Can you really be in
love with both of them? Can you handle both of them trying to control you?
Who do you belong to? Then you have your revelation. They both want you.
You are the one in control. You smile at Obi-Wan. "I love you, Obi-Wan. We
can make this work."
Obi-Wan's face hardens. "You just told Qui-Gon you loved him."
"I love both of you," you answer honestly.
You see the jealousy flash in his eyes. "I want to believe you," he says in
a whisper, "but I know now you will always be his."
You stiffen, taking your hand off his cock, "I am not his, I am not yours.
Do you understand?"
He gives you a small grin. "I understand, but I can't wait to see you tell
him that."
You frown at him and say, "I don't think..." but are interrupted by him
moving on top of you and quickly entering you.
"Enough talking," he says harshly, pressing his mouth hard into yours.
You try to push him away, but he pins your arms down. You bite his tongue,
causing him to cry out, and squeeze your already sore arms.
"I thought you were going to be gentle!" you protest.
"I thought Qui-Gon told you to be good."
"I don't think being submissive for you is what he was talking about! So,
stop now!" you protest angrily.
"Do you really want me to stop?" he asks, as he thrusts violently into you,
his hips bruising yours, his cock hitting your cervix.
You struggle against him, but you can't fight the lust rising in you. He
knows you like rough sex.
"No," you admit in a ragged whisper. "But we are going to talk later!"
"As you wish," he says as you arch your hips, grinding them into his,
returning the violent motion, enjoying the pain mixed with pleasure. His
hard cock pounding into you quickly sends a tidal wave of pleasure through
you. He screams out as you come, your muscles tightening around him. His
body convulses into yours with incredible force as he climaxes, screaming
your name.
He lets his weight fall down on you and buries his face in your hair. You
wrap your arms around him, kissing his shoulder gently. Trouble, there was
going to be a lot of trouble in the future, but you were going to enjoy now.
TBC