The Return
by Dorotea
Type: Adult
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: None
Author's Notes: This is my first attempt at fan-fiction and smut. I hope it
is at least tolerable!
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You are standing in the temple, just watching the activity all around you.
You have been gone for almost three years on a mission, it feels good to be
home again. Then you see him, he is striding quietly through the throngs of
Jedi and Jedi-to-be. He stands out even though he is not trying to. He is
very tall and powerfully built. You try turn and leave, but you can't. You
try now to feel anything, but your stomach tickles and you suddenly feel hot
and flushed. "I must leave now, before he sees me.," you think, but move you
do not. You feel frozen in place and he is getting closer, he will soon spot
you. You take one more look at his face and then start to walk away. You
sense that he has seen you, so you begin to walk faster. There is no point
in bringing back those feelings, nothing good could come of it, ok, well
maybe some good, you think to yourself.
He is walking behind you now, you can feel his presence. "Kaeleena?" You
hear the thought in your head. "Damn, you woud think after 3 years the bond
would be broken." "Kaeleena, would please stop walking, I would like to talk
to you face to face." You feel the warmth rise in you, just from this
sharing of thoughts, you attempt to push it away and shield your thoughts,
sending no response to Qui-Gon. "Little one, you know I can catch you,
remember that time in the woods?" The time in the woods, oh yes, you
remember that one quite well. A smile comes to your face, then you remember
the painful parting when you left on your mission. "Go away", you send to
the Master and you speed up pace. You get no response, so you decide he has
taken the hint. You should be pleased, but a nagging sadness lingers. You
turn the corner to your quarters and there he is standing in front of the
door. His legs are slightly apart and his arms are crossed. When he sees
you, he smiles. "There is no escape, little one."
You momentarily consider just turning and walking away, but he would only
have to take one long stride to be in front of you again, so might as well
just get it over with now. "Please do not call me little one," you respond
trying to keep your voice strong and even, "Come in." You reach around him
and open the door to your room. You walk in and he follows you. He closes
the door behind him and locks it.
"Why did you lock that?" You demand.
He smiles again and responds, "Privacy".
You give him a harsh smile,"We don't need any privacy, our relationship is
over. Remember, it was less painful that way." You throw his words back in
his face. See how he likes that.
He glances down for a second and then walks over and puts his hand on your
shoulder. Why must he always touch. How are supposed to think with his hands
on you. "Kaeleena, I'm sorry that you were hurt, but I told you before the
affair began that it was not a good idea. I knew you would get hurt, but you
pursued me."
Masters, they had such good memories. You wanted to blame him for
everything. He had completely ruined you for other men, you have a right to
be angry. You turn away from him and sit down on the sleep sofa. "Qui-Gon,
I, umm...", you falter unsure of what to say. How can you tell how much
you've missed him; his hands touching you, his lips kissing you? How you
only turned away to save yourself from another painful parting. You had
wanted him so much, you had chased him, you had been so happy when he
returned your feelings. The two of you had shared stolen moments between
missions, on missions, whenever you could. Then you found out you would be
going on a long-term mission, 3 years or maybe longer. When you told him,
you felt a wall close in him, he had shut you out. Why, because he was
hurting, because he didn't want to be faithful, why?
Qui-Gon moves silently and sits next to you. His hand strokes you cheek
gently, brushing away stray tears you hadn't even realized were there. His
hand brushes stray hair away from your face, his finger traces your lips.
You can feel yourself melting. "I wanted you to be free to find someone who
could give you more. You deserved better than what we had. Stolen moments
are not enough for a woman as beautiful as you.".
You look up at him. Giving him a sad smile you say,"You are the only man
I've ever wanted. You are the only man I will ever want."
He looks intently at you. You can not read his expression at all. He
continues to stare for what seems like an enternity, finally he speaks,
"There has not been any other woman since you. I only want you." He leans
forward and kisses you very softly on the lips. His touch is so light, you
can barely feel. It has always amazed how such a large man can be so gentle
and graceful. You return his kiss, opening your mouth to allow his tongue to
slide in. His hand moves to your shoulder and then slips down to your
breast. He softly caresses you as your nipples begin to harden. He begins to
kiss you harder and his hands begin to massage your breasts forcefully. You
lie back on the sleep sofa, pulling him with you. You kiss his neck and move
your hands around his massive chest and down to undo his belt. His belt
undone, you toss it across the room and spread open his tunic, your hands
caressing his chest. He removes your belt and tunic completely. He rubs his
fingers across your erect nipples and then leans down and begins to tease
them with his tongue. He licks your nipples and then takes them completely
into his mouth sucking hard. You begin to moan softly, it has been so long
and this feels so good. His hand slides down to your thigh and then up
between your legs. He can feel your wetness through your pants. You gasp as
his hand begins to rub harder. "Maybe we can remove our pants." You suggest
between moans. He moves down licking your stomach and caressing your legs as
he goes down. He pulls off your boots, then removes his own. He crouches at
your feet, then slowly he moves on top of you. With his knees straddling
yours he put his hands on the outside of the waistband of your pants. He
looks down at you and smiles. "Do you wish me to continue, little one?"
"Please," You whisper. "I want you deep inside of me."
As he strokes your face gently, he says, "I don't know, this morning you
turned away from me, maybe we should talk first."
"Talk now?" you exclaim. Was he insane? You could feel his hardness against
your leg, you knew he wanted you. "We can talk later, I promise." Masters,
always trying to negotiate!
He smiles down at you, his hand softly caressing your breasts again. "I
don't want to hurt you again. We are Jedi, our first duty must always be to
the council, not each other."
You close your eyes and sigh. Your reach down and stroke his cock through
the rough cloth of his pants. "We can work it out later, take off your
pants."
"I'm the Master, you are only a knight." He says roughly.
"You should put in my place then." You respond hopefully. It was an old game
the two of you had played. He knew you liked being dominated.
As an answer he begin to kiss you roughly, pushing your head back into the
sleep sofa. His large hands moving harshly all over your body. He stops them
on your arms, pinning you down. "Have you been naughty over the three years
we've been apart?" he asks.
"Very. I've questioned my elders and talked back, punish me." you respond.
"I deserve to be punished." He smiles and pulls down off your pants.
"Spread your legs." he commands.
You obey immediately and he rewards you putting his hand between your legs.
He rubs you forcefully, enlarging your clitoris and making you moist with
anticipation. He quickly thrusts a finger into you, causing you to moan and
gasp. He follows with another finger rocking your hips. You move with his
hand, your pleasure building. You feel as if you are going to explode if he
doesn't fuck you right now. "Take me, fuck me." you gasp.
He removes his pants. You look at his cock lustfully, had it always been
that big? Oh god, you spread legs wider, arching your hips, inviting him to
enter you. He mounts you, but doesn't enter. You can feel his rock hard cock
against your vagina, hot and ready. "If we do this," he whispers, "you will
be mine always, little one." You stare into his beautiful eyes and answer
"Promise?".
"Yes, always and forever."
You moan as he pushes into you, at first slowly. *I don't want to hurt you*
he says in your mind. *Hurt me, please* you share with him. He begins to
thrust powerfully into you. His massive size does hurt, but not for long.
Your wetness allows him to slide in and out. Your hips rock together as he
his powerful thrusting pushes you up against the wall. Your nails rake his
back, gashing him as he pushes even harder. He moans loudly as takes you.
You begin to come, your musles contracting quickly as he quickens his pace.
He waits until you at the height of your orgasm, screaming, until he
releases his hold and explodes inside of you. He comes so hard he pushes the
both of you off the sleep sofa and onto the floor with a thud.
"Are you okay?" he asks.
Still out of breath you stuggle to respond. "Yes, fine." you finally say. He
gathers you into his arms and places you tenderly back on the sleep sofa. He
lies next you and you snuggle up to him. "We can talk now if you want" you
say. When he doesn't answer, you look up at his face. He is asleep. You
laugh softly, well, even masters have to sleep. You close your eyes, there
will be time talk later.