Until there was you I cried myself to sleep. While I had you I fell asleep with a gentle smile on my face. before I lost you I worried myself to sleep. now that I know your gone I sit up at night waiting for you to come back.
How do you numb your skin after the warmest touch? How do you slow your blood after the body rush? How do you free your soul after you've found a friend? How do you teach your heart to cry, to fall in love again...
Love is when you have a bad day, but then you see the one you love and everything suddenly seems ok.
Is there a cure for a broken heart? Only time can heal your broken heart, Just as time can heal his broken arms and legs.
Nothing last forever no matter how bad you want it to. I know, I wanted him pretty bad. But maybe it is for the best. I am letting him go silently though. I can't tell him in fear that I will make a fool of myself by begging him to stay. Suck back my tears and walk away. I can't worry about my heart breaking. Someday I'll find someone...someday. I wish the tears would stop.
No more crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please, and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you...and I can't do that.
Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.
I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart. I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it. The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you. I believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why I left it with you. Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart. In fear that you will hurt me once more.
They say love is forgiveness, well, I'm not sure, because I loved you, but I can't seem to forgive you for not loving me when you said you did, and I can't seem to forgive you for breaking my heart.
It's time to let you go it's time to say good-bye. No more excuses, no more tears to cry. There have been so many changes; I've been so confused. All along you were the one, all the time I never knew. I want you to be happy, you're my best friend. But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been.
Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of your eyes just waiting to be found.
In a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me, when he looked at her, he would be looking at me, when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me, when he laughed at a joke, it would be one that came from my mouth, when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with, and I would still be standing here, waiting for him still, when he finally knows this. But this isn't a perfect world, and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay, when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do.
I was the one who said things changed, but you were the one who showed me exactly how much they really did.
Why do people think it's okay for them to do horrible things to other people as long as they apologize afterwards?
I'm trying really hard to believe you still feel for me but your absence is making it really hard.
I just want you to think of me, and miss me, when we're apart, I just want you to hold me and love me when we're together. I want to be happy again and when I see you, be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug. Is that too much to ask?
I don't know what it is, really, but sometimes it takes everything in me to not reach out and run my fingers through your hair, or turn around and hug you when you are least expecting it.
Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need it. Not a hug, but just hold me, ya know? I need someone to actually love me for once in my life.
My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at their best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would take just one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of "getting over you" advice they'd ever given me and realize you are my life, you were meant for me, and moving on or giving up is simply not an option.
I can't say 'screw him' about the boy that I have come the closest to being fully in love with. I still would do anything for him, and it sucks because I know he wouldn't do the same for me. That hurts more than anything, but I just can't stop loving him. Believe me, I've tried.