| I've got to talk to you. Man... I feel really messed up right now. How do I even begin? (pause and deep breath) I feel as though I've done you a great wrong. The better our relationship gets, the more and more I'm reminded of it. And it plauges me. It tears me up inside. How can I explain... um... you remeber all the trouble you had in your previous relationship and how I was always there for you? It wa more than it seemed. I probed your thoughts. I analyzed every bit of you. When I figured out your weaknesses, I exploited them like a vicious hacker with incredible skill. The council I offered put thughts in your head. I used subliminal messaging. I used your subconscience. You already loved me, but didn't want to leave him. I made suggestions that I knew you would find appealing. I made it seem like I was tring to help you out. And I was, oh god believe me. But the way I helped seemed to do one thing when the intention was quite different. You know what I'm talking about. The manipulation was subtle but it ran deep. It was a time in which you were quite vulnerable. A tiger waiting for the right moment, to pounce. I was selfish. I was completly selfish and I violated you. A demonic thing of me to do. An act that even I find hard to believe. No!! It's not alright. Dont you understand what I've done to you? Stop!! Listen to me. I manipulated you just so I could have you for myself and did it while you were vulnerable. You understand.... Yet you're so calm. Why? You've reflected on it, okay. You saw the relationship coming to an end before you met me, yes I kinda figured that. And you've analyzed me? inside-out you say. (with a chuckle) You saw through all of my "so called" tricks and they weren't that bad? And you found it sweet? Becasue it wasn't like anything I thought it to be. So... you dont hate my guts. You love me more for trying to confess? All the love and joy in this room are making my eyes water. |