enough of that. those were my buddies. really. what? you don't believe me?
Are you lonely without me?
I miss our friendship, we connected.
Pulling our high school letters out,
I reminiseed about what we had/lost.
Are you still striving for completion?
You know I never approved of them.
They couldn't treat you the way I could.
After I've convinced myself over and over,
I am still not over you.
Will I ever be?
What is it about you?
I am lost without you.
I need your communication.
I need your sarcasm.
I need our friendship.
Why do we always loose the contact?
Maybe it was meant to be this way.
No, otherwise you'd just be a memory.
So many bent up emotions of you.
Why?
What would he say?
What would she say?
What are you going to say?
Why do i feel this way?
I'm still...
----unknown
After all the chores are done
I'm sure there will be more, my dear.
We will fight again.
Then they will come,
You will tell them what a b!tch I am
And they will all nod in agreeance
or maybe ignorance.
Even if they disagree.
Cause you are you and I am me.
You, the big star
Me, living vicuriously.
For, everytime
I get my moment
Yours always has to be
bigger.
After the lights go out
I will sit here alone
Wishing I was under the lights again,
Back when I had my friends.
Not here
Not in your shadow,
All the parties,
All the nights
Not here,
Alone, yet not alone
Where did it all go?
Where did it all go?
-------------------------------chris
2001
to the wall flowers... let yourself grow!!!
i was going to go back to school next year, but thank you money hungry republicans... now i can't. see oregon tried to get a budget tax passed. but because people are so d*mned stingy, the tax was not passed. it would have been a three year tax to keep money in the schools so they can pay off their debts and prevent the grade schools from having to shorten their already short days even more. i was really hoping that would pass. even though i couldnt afford a new tax, the kids need an education and they arent going to get it now...
so instead of passing and costing the average person about 50-100 dollars more each year, for three years, they are letting criminals out on the street, cutting medical benifits for the mentally ill and elderly, making a whole lot of grammas and grammpas homeless, cutting more days off the school year and letting more people loose their jobs and raising the tutions on the collages 100-300 dollars per semester. thank you stingy f#$%ers of oregon...
just farther proves that sh@#heads are sh@#heads until the sh@# comes flying back at them.
that was my rant for the day. thank you.