well what is there to say? i am growing... when i am writing this page i am 22. yeah old...
i have a boyfriend who can be really nice at being a jerk. but must of the time we get along...
i am from niagara falls new york then i moved everywhere and now i have no home. i suppose new york would be my home but i havent gone back there yet... maybe in another couple years. right now i am living in portland, oregon and it hasnt p!ssed me off too much yet. i left spokane washington cause they were on to me... the cops that is. see i dont get along with people in blue very well. but who really does except the people they marry. even then... well nevermind...
i have alot of friends. i supposed i could be famous if i wanted to. people talk and i know people everywhere. and you know when you are making money, your are everyones' friend wheither they hated you before or not. but most people i met like me. they spend enough time trying to impress me i hope they like me... loosers.
well i shouldn't call them loosers. not all of them are. a few have stolen pieces of me. but i have let them. so that was my fault i suppose.
i have 3 job... one i get paid for every friday... i hate that job... retail. bluck!!!... i also make jewelry... that is my biggest hobby and i am really good at it so why not do it when i want and get paid for it when i can?... the third is cards... tarot that is... that is mostly practice... i refuse to get paid for it. bad juju.
i like tarot cards. they can be really helpful. i have studied the works of crowley for years and some day i want to take his deck and perfect it... not that it isnt perfect yet. but there are a few things that i feel need work. so not only have i been studing paganism i have also been working on my studies in the quabbala. you know those jewish crazy people. i have tried to convince this jewish friend that i am not the child of satan so he can teach me a thing or two but he refuses to accept that... you know how some religious people can be.
like i said elsewhere i like music...
tool (i got to see them in concert. wow is all i can say. all hail the reverend), tori amos, switchblade sympony, portishead, 12 rounds, korn (i once told a bunch of my friends that if i ever got to see korn in concert i would probably get violent. i think that was the first time everyone in the room agreed with me.), coil, wumpscut, faith and the muse, enigma, delirium, vast, orbital, front 242, grim faeries, cradle of filth ( i also went to see them. wow i have never seen a concert hall full of sexier people in my life), lords of acid, ohGr, my life with the thrill kill cult (another one i got to see. i got to meet one of the chics from lords of acid there. god i swear she was the sexiest person in the place. it wasnt right. oh and tkc was good), skinny puppy, pink floyd, sneaker pimps, sigur ros, slipnot, the cruxshadows (i got to meet all of the band members at this show. very nice.), type o negative, a perfect circle, zeromaster, black tape for a blue girl, ministry, coal chamber, lunitic candy kreeps, einsturzende neubauten, almost anything waxtrax, chemical brothers, yeah various shit like that... the really obsolete shit no one has ever heard of. and a few some have of course.
yeah so i like music...
i also like clothes... velvet mostly. i am the velvet bitch. oh and i wear lots of lace...
i work in retail and i always get people coming up to me asking what i think of the outfit they picked and i usually say something that isnt very tactful like "frankly i like it better on the rack." this is probably why i don't work in apparell.
