CRUELTY - A Creation from Illusions
Cruelty - A Creation from illusionS
i CHOOSE NOT TO BELIEVE IN CRUELTY TODAY
EVEN THOUGH I SEE THE ATTACK UPON ME
NOR DO I CHOOSE TODAY
TO LET DENIAL CONCEAL THE TRUTH FROM ME EITHER.
LOVE SOMETIMES CHANGES FORM BUT NEVER REALLY CHANGES,
WHAT WAS IS ALWAYS - AND FOREVER WILL BE FOR ME
THE LOVE THAT APPEARS TO DIE FROM OTHERS
HAS REALLY JUST BEEN THE MIS-PERCEPTIONS OF THE PAST
CARRIED TO AN ILLUSION FOR THE EGO'S OWN SAKE.
SO WHAT APPEARED TO DIE TO HER HAS JUST BEEN MIS-PERCIEVED
IN THE PAST AND CARRIED TO ILLUSIONS TO LIVE FOR TODAY?
NOW MY TASK IS PRESSED UPON THEE
TO LET ALL THE SPIRITS WITHIN GUIDE ME
AND CARRY THESE HERE ILLUSIONS TO THE TRUTH.
THIS TASK TO CARRY ILLUSION TO THE TRUTH IS NOT MINE
TRUTH NEVER WAIVERS, NOR SINKS DOWN,
TO DEATH AND DIS-EASE AND DISILLUSIONS.
FEAR JUDGEMENTS AND THOUGHTS OF DEATH
ARE THE TRUEST OF ILLUSIONS
THAT LEADS TO DISSILLUSIONS.
FOR DEATH IS FROM WHERE ALL ILLUSIONS STEM
TO CREATE DEATH IN AN HONORABLE RELATIONSHIP
IS LIKE TRYING TO PRESENT CRUELTY TO GOD?
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DISGRACED
FOR SOME MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT
THAN LOVE, PEACE, SERENITY,
HONOR AND COURAGE.
THIS IS THE BUMMER I MUST SEE TODAY
FOR I CANNOT EVEN GIVE A GIFT OF LOVE
WITHOUT IT BEING PAWNED CHEAPLY
hours of time and commitment
hours of precious work
months of dedication and a simple goal
for what its werth?
CANNOT SEND E=MAILS OF LOVE
WITHOUT BEING DENIED UPON AND DELETED
CANNOT PHONE CALL WITHOUT ATTACKS 2 ME.
FOR THINGS THAT I AM NOT?
JUST MISPERCEPTIONS OF MY REALITY,
COME BACK TO ME TODAY.
AND NOT FROM MY LOVE BUT THROUGH ANOTHER
AND JUST THINK
WHEN SHE LEFT ME BEFORE X-MAS
SHE TOLD ME AND SHOWED ME
HOW MUCH SHE DEARLY LOVED ME.
IF THAT WASNT THE ALL
THERE WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR ME
BUT
NEVER NEEDED ANYTHING MORE REALLY.
FOR THE LOVE I HAD IN MY ARMS DAILY
WAS ENOUGH TO RE-AWAKEN MY FRAILTY.
FOR
TO BE A MAN IN EMOTIONAL PAIN
WELL THATS SUPPOSED TO BE
A PERSON THAT IS NOT SANE?
WELL FOR TO LOOSE ONES GRACE
IS JUST SOMETHING SOME HAVE TO FACE.
TO BE LEFT IN LOVE
AND ATTEMPT NOT TO FEEL DIS-GRACED.
EVEN THOUGH TO HAVE LOVE TAKEN FROM ONE
IS TO HAVE URSELF FALLEN FROM THIS PLACE,
THIS PLACE IN MY MIND
LOVE
Q
2007-02-23 08:08:40 GMT