| Poems |
| If I could change the world If I could change the world I'd start with the way that they look at me I'd really show them what I just want to be seen. If I could change the world I'd make you love me for that is what is suspose to be. If I could change the world I would start over again and thats where your love would come in. If I could change the world I would have had my heart still but I dont its gone and well you hold it. I cant change the world Why? Cause I am just an ordinary girl! |
| Being There I will be there for you through thick and thin So you can know that you have a friend I will be there for you for the better or worse So you will know that I have faith I will be there as yout nights turn cold So you can have someone to hold Remembering I will be there for you An that you will always have a long time friend! |
| Friend What is a defination of a friend? No one may ever know But to me a friend is someone that is always there when you need them Someone that lends you a hand whenever your in need Someone that has a shoulder you can cry on Someone that is always there when you need someone to talk to Some that doesnt make fun of you when you do something stupid Someone that laughs with you instead of at you Someone who doesnt ditch you as a friend whenever you make a mistake And all I have to say is you are the defination of a friend, Dedicated to everyone from helens |
| Let Go The tears well in my eyes because of what I see I see the way you look at her like the way you use to look at me. And I try to push this feeling down and lock it in my souk but it seems to just break free cause I cant let you go. Any my heart starts to crack Everytime you speak her name Cause I know by the way you feel thinngs will never be the same And I go in circles everyday Trying to see whats out of sight and I hold on to the memories That i think of everynight And my stomach starts ti knot as I remember all you'd say the words swerm in my head they never go away. And still I think you care cause I see it through your eyes but you ack like nothings there liek you cant hear my crys And you pretend like theres no past between me and you and you act like you froget about the things you said we'd do And everyday you see me smile but in my slient chains Im shattered deep inside cause only memories of us remains But the memories are worthless for they're hearing me apart cause I cry alone at night and those tears just drowned my heart And all that I can think of is how you stole my soul and thats though I try so very hard I can never let you go. |
| Someone How would you feel if no one was there You couldnt share a smile or share a tear All bottled up cuz no ones there No one to listen, no one that cares. I know I'll never go throught that now Because you are here wit me... Its nice to know that you'll be there To share a smile, to share a tear To spill my emotions I know you'll be there There to listen and there to care There to hold me and help me along You'll be there when the world is not. Dedicated to my true friends: Jp Ki Liss Sam John |
| Hidden Truths Smiles and giggles and light-hearted sighs But underneath it all is where the bidden truth lies The pain and aching of a broken heart No one knows of the world of which she has set herself apart A world without nothing, a would without feeling Nobody knows about the girl they are slowly killing Memoried of now it was, hoped of how it could be Emptiness and darkness is the only thing she can see Yet she has to pick herself up and finally watch the sunset Leaving everything in her past back to the day they first met And the hidden truth is that another sun will rise With more smiles and giggles and light-hearted sighs. |
| Have you ever been in lover? Horrible isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens you chest and it opens you heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defemced you builed this whole suit of amor so that nothing can hurt you. then one stupid person no one different from any other stupid person wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. they didnt ask you for it. they do sumthing dumb one day liek kiss you or smile at upu and your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostage. It gets into you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness so simpled a phrase like "maybe we should be friends" or "how very perceptive" turnes into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.It jurts. Not just in the imaginaion. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. |
| In My Dreams In my dreams dreams we are together but I know dreams dont last forever You and I are the only ones under the falling sun we take a walk on the sand as we walk you hold my hand suddenly you stop and look at me picking me up and throwing me in the sea you laugh at me and jump in together we take a swim later we go in for the night I smile because everything is going right we go out to the balcony and you tell me how much you love me you pick me up in your arms throw me on the bed and lay down nect to eachother u tell me im the one you want to keep and soon together we fall asleep but when i awake you are gone because i know dreams never last long. |