Monday, 27/10/2003
net junkie Aargh, I seriously have an online addiction. I'm turning into a coputer nerd, though not as much as Grungi. Okay, I'm limiting myself, I'll get my butt away from the com for the next 3 days. Just 3 days, should be no problem.
The biggest thing I'm gonna miss when unconnected is him. Yuck, I gotta stop him this him that, but since I can't reveal his real name, lets just call him Kidd. As I was saying, I'll miss chatting with him, since we don't really speak to each other at school so IRC and ICQ is da bitch, essential to connect us.
Blah. Like this even counts as interaction. Grungi's right, I'm starting to think IRC is more real than real life. Omg, IRC is replacing my real life! Eek. Excuse me while get my real life back for the next 3 days.
Chloe crapped at 08:34 PM
Sunday, 26/10/2003
future brother-in-law? My sister, Kath has been dating Koon for 3 years. Problem is, for this entire 3 years, he treats me like shit. Okay, worst than that, he acts like I'm not even there! That sucks big time considering how close I am to Kath.
Something Wendy said got me thinking. She was complaining 'bout a girl who kept griping that her brother's girl is a bitch. Wendy was right, I had no right to complain, I'm not the one dating him. But it's not that I don't respect Kath's choices, Koon didn't earn my respect. He was cold towards me, I mean, the least you could do is at least say 'hi'. I can understand if he doesn't want to greet me when I tag along as a third wheel, but what about everytime else?
Damn, I've thought of all the possibilities. Shy? Nope, he gets noisy with my lil' sister. Introvert? Nah, he always starts cushion fights in the living room. I'm the bitch? Probably. Sigh, I figured that would be the reason since last year and have since been saying 'hi' and getting no reply, asking questions and getting monosyllable answers, making jokes that go unoticed like lame comments.
Kath knows. She feels the tension between us. She doesn't mind when I complain about him. Now, where else do I get an angel of a sister like that? For her, I'd try harder to fix this. I'm buying loads of choc for him this coming trip to the tax-free paradise - Langkawi.
Chloe crapped at 09:48 PM
Saturday, 25/10/2003
my yamaha rocks but kills I had the guitar restringed. The guy at the guitar shop didn't praise my baby at all! *sulks*
With chords I printed off an online tutorial, I went ahead and practiced. One word to describe the experience - ouch. Playing Dm, G7, F and C7 chords absolutely killed. I am now typing these with raw fingers. =(
But that's the price to pay. Nah, not chickening out yet. Seeing those people play while I was at the guitar shop earlier motivated me. Anyway Wendy is very willing to help out and dad offered to cantact his friend who plays guitar proffessionally.
Wait and see, I'll get through this hurdle and you'll see me move on to the electric guitar in no time at all. Wait... I can't feel my fingers!! Daddy?
Chloe crapped at 11:07 PM
Thursday, 23/10/2003
tired thursday Whee. I've never walked malls that much before. Since 11am, I was already out with Wendy and friends. We watched Freaky Friday, which was just released here. Damn, it's good. I'm a sucker for movies with major dance and music influence. I watched Save The Last Dance 9 times, Coyote Ugly 3 times, Josie and The Pussy Cats 5 times, Moulin Rouge 5 times and Crossroads 6 times, despite Britney's stale acting.
I've just decided to learn guitar, which I wanted to since 2 years ago, but never got around doing it. Wendy agreed to teach me, so earlier, I was searching for my dad's 21 year old Yamaha SJ-180. That baby is an antique. It had little scratches and dents, but otherwise still sweet.
I did a lil' research on the SJ-180 and whoa... it turns out to be a highly praised guitar but nobody knows much about it's origin. Not even Yamaha itself. This fella said: "I have had players ask where I got it and comment on its wonderfully bright tone through the years and I'll never sell it!!"
Chloe crapped at 11:29 PM
Wednesday, 22/10/2003
today's mood: =( It's graduation day for the fifth formers. He's going. And I don't have the guts to even mutter a proper sentence to him.
Okay, now I have precisely one month. Either I get it out somehow or it's goodbye. Next month, he'll be taking that important public exam, that'll be the last days of him in school. Maybe I should use the opportunity to hug him. Maybe he could feel something else if I say good luck that way.
Sigh, one month to overcome myself.
Chloe crapped at 08:23 PM
Tuesday, 21/10/2003
back again All right, I'm starting afresh. Just in case you're wondering, I used to be hosted by Keta at omgdudewtf.com/purpgurl but he stopped hosting and now, I'll have to settle for geocities.
Another purple layout. Heh, if you can't stand the colour, sorry buddy, purple is my life. Some of you might have trouble loading the images, I had to use BMPs for the layout 'cos JPEGs and GIFs doesn't give the same clean lines.
Chloe crapped at 09:55 PM