Well, i know very well inside me that we can nv work out because i know your heart and mind has been occupied by her. Should i say im stupid to believe i can help u get over her? Nah! Actually i know i can't. I knew i was holding on to something that will just hurt me if it continues. I'm able to let go cuz i know the truth. Truth does hurt but it makes me feel better and more determined to let go. =)
I knew you'll say sorry to me cuz u feel that you've hurt me. Like i've told you before on the very day i confessed my feelings towards you, i had already given you the power to hurt me. I don't blame you for all these sadness and pain i get. In fact i blame time for not letting me get to know you earlier. If we had, den things will not turn out this way i guess and u wun be so upset over a person. But i have you to thank also for things like helping me get over my ex in a short period of time and also those wonderful memories! They will always be kept in this very special place in my heart
"The day i sae I LOVE YOU will be the day i wan u to be my girl" Remember this sentence? Well i do and in fact it's still kept inside my hp. I waited one month for it but i guess i can nv get to hear it. Quite sad though but im perfectly fine. Haha! I've in fact kept all your msg u sent to me. Haha!
Hmmm, the past one month, i must say i had not been someone who's able to pamper or sweet talk to you and all that's all cuz for each time i face u, i'm just at loss for words. One thing i dare to say is throughout the period of one month, i had given you a love that comes straight from deep within my heart. I'm glad to hear from u that I had given you nothin but happiness. At least this shows that I'll nv make the one i like cried instead i'll make the one i like happy. =)
I know you had been in a difficult position cuz of my presence. There are many things which u dunno. For each time u feel sad or confused, i feel twice of you felt cuz sometimes i feel i was the one who caused you to be in a dilemma. It pains me to see you getting all so upset.Yeah i cried for you almost every nite, it's cuz of these reasons the confusion and pain u're going thru that makes my hrt aches for u. But i hope from today onwards, u'll stay as a very cheerful person! The very cute person i first knew. Haha! As long as you're happy, I'm happy for you too. Just rem that whatever you're feeling, i feel the same for u too.
I'm glad to have known you. You gave me not just wonderful memories but also the support to forget my ex. Those msg u sent me that cheer me up each time i feel down. I'll nv forget the first place we went to which was PS. The corn soup that you fed me with. The ice-cream you fed me at MAC. Our first picture together which was a disaster!!! Haha! All the bitings i get from u! Man! Pain leh!! Haha! Our MUCUS and FLAME thingy? Haha! Oh! I rem how shy u were when i wanted to bring u along to join in the EyE family dinner but we end up heading to Bugis instead. Well, there's something i did not tell you. Because of you, i purposely skip the dinner just to kp u company and make sure you're home safely. Because of that, I did not tk my dinner! Haha!That was on 3/8/2002.
Den was the 2nd time we went out which was on 8/8/2002, suppose to go the beach but cuz of the heat, we ended up in Suntec. Not forgetting we ate 3 ice-creams each before headin for our movie and u were freezing inside the cinema! Haha! And your scared expression that looked so cute to me. We den ended up in Boat Quay for no reason cuz we were walking aimlessly! Somehow on the way we felt as if we were tourists looking at all the buildings and i told u to go home and tell ur mum that we learnt the history of Singapore! Haha! Tell her how much u love Singapore that u went on a heritage tour with me just a day before National Day. Haha! We walked and saw that one of th fence of which part of it had been broken and you ask me to check if it drop of itself or people chop it off and i just climbed up and said it was chop off! Haha! I was lame yeah! We went to sit by the Singapore River for four whole hours! Of which we sang songs view the buildings ard us and u were thinkin of how nice it wld be if u stay ard boat quay and i said if nite u wanna slp u wun be able cuz so many people will be making noise when they go pubbing. Haha! I rem how worried you were when you saw how solemn i was after u put down the phone with ur mum. We den decided to leave cuz u wanted to visit your dad and u carried my bag while i carrried yours! Haha! Funny man! And also how we ended up boardin the wrong train! =X Then was at Tanjong Pagar, where both of us say bye bye as if we were at the airport's departure hall lidat! haha! Lame!!! But it was fun! I love it a alot!
There are in fact a lot of wonderful memories but haha i can't possibly name them all rite? What matters most is i've kept them in my heart which i'll nv forget. 32, You had been a wonderful person to me. Thank you for giving me a lil space in your heart. I appreciate it a lot. I'm happy u're finally able to get back with her. I wish u all the best yeah? Whatever it is, i'll always be your angel, your bread, your friend who will be here for you 24/7. U can always count on me! I'm sure you know that too! =)
When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I'll be waiting
Count on me, I'll be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you
See you through
I'll be there and there's nothing
I won't do
-17 love 32-
