of pain, abuse, and neglet
of fear of yourself
of rythm of blood
Blood flowing like a river running
of wind blowing
of snow falling
and raindrops plumeting
I can't see threw it
to brighter days
to memories past
burning my heart black
Though this pain hurts so much
there is still one thing
that can sincerly make me happy
it just will never come
Come to me, with thoughts of new
wonderus things
of life and love
of beauty and fun
Being with the man of my dreams
would not make this depression
go away, but would help
as i lift off one layer of pain
and start of the next another day.