I just didn't know it yet
Could you tell? Can anybody?
I was in love with my boy-next door
And though he flirted and he teased
I blew it the night I kissed him
In the dark laying side by side
all my worst ideas and thoughts came to pass
As I kissed him and realized he was not perfect
He was not and will never be the same guy
the one I imagined in all my dreams
day and night, in and out, thinking of him
I made him seem perfect, inside of myself
the idea he was flawed like every other human being
had never crossed my mind. Not once!
But he is flawed, I came to find out
that faithless night I blew it when we kissed
It never should have happened, I'd still be in love
In love with the thought of a boy so perfect
nothing could touch, nothing could damage
my undying love has gone.