march

Woke up at like 7 when Adam walked in. I apologized sooo freakin much. We fell asleep. Woke up at 10. Got bizzy. Around 12 started getting ready to go to Sunset Square to get Adam's money. Met his brother at the library (hes hella hott) and went down there. got 140$ out of the bank and then went over to BigK to get him a bike. Picked out a spiffy one that colors are purple and orange. Rode on that with me feet on the pegs (ouchie my ass hurts) back to the bank to get more money. Went to Jiffy Lube to get the tires pumped up.. Rode it over to the Cigarette store thingie and but nobody would buy us a carton so we rode the bike back to the bus stop and caught it to go downtown where we thought we'd have better luck. When on the bus there were a bunch of crazypeople talking to themselves and shit. We made fun of alot of em. Got to the bus depot in bellingham and tried to avoid this dude that would kick his ass if he found out he broke up with Nicole. Ran into his juggalo friend that said he would buy us a carton. I looked up and saw Christion and then just looked back at Adam and was like 'Christion is over there' and he looked up at Christion and was all 'Hey fag come here' talked to him for a minute then went  lookin for a Cig store. Found one and then got my 5 packs and shoved em all in my tiny purse. 3 of Adams friends came up and talked to him for like 5 mins then rode on tha pegs to the bus stop. The bus to the mall was already there so we hopped on. Mike May and his friend was on and Adam talked to them for a lil bit. Got off at the first stop at the mall to go stash his bike and told me to meet him at the food court. I got off at the second stop and Mike asked me if Adam was my bf and I said yeah. Was walking through by Hot Topic when Adam came out of the bathroom. I wanted to see how long I could follow him for, but by Orange Julious he looked around the food court then looked behind him and there I was. Went to McDonalds and he made me eat. Grr. I'm already fat enough. I gotz a large fry, big n nasty, and mcflurry. After eating we went and had a smoke. And then grabbed his bike and rode it to the bus stop. Jory walked over

Woke up at 12:30 and got online. Started going my homeschooling and Abby got online and said she was coming over. Bobby called me and I talked to him until Abby got here. I guess that me and him are cool now.. Him and Autumn aren't going out anymore. Abby got here and I started doing my spanish work. We were so hyper. My aunt Flo came over and blew up a  new blue chair for me. Kevin showed up right when me and Abby were in my room about to light up a smoke. Chilled for a while. Christion and Kevin got in a fight over the phone about a blade and now Christion doesn't want to talk to me or Abby again till he gets it back from Kevin. .... Later on Kevin called Sandra's house. I heard him say.. 'is adam over there' then.. 'i just want to know'... and then i hear him say 'hey dude how long have you been there' and then 'i just want to know..' abby gets on, and i ask kevin how long he had been there.. kevin says' i'm not supposed to tell you... but he stayed there all night..' I stand up start walking down the hallway and throw the lanyard or whatever with all the keys on it fuckin hard at the door. and sit on the bottom of the stairs crying. i guess adam was tryingto get them to give me the phone but they wouldn't and i just said to give it to me. he doesn't think i trust him.. we got over that after about an hour of bickering. he got off to go take a shower. and i told abby and kevin they needed to leave. Around 7:30 I tried getting ahold of Adam hella because but it was busy. When I finalyl got ahold of him he said yeah to come pick him up at 8:15. At 8:30 I tried to call him to tell him we couldn't because Bryce got burnt at work and had to go to the hospital. So Desi had to go down there instead. Bullshit! So that pissed me off. I talked to my sweetie for a lil but then Sara needed the phone. Abby talked to her dad online. uhoh. Kevin wants her to meet him at the church tomorrow at 11. But she hasn't gone to school this week, so she's already fucked. ~~write more about the unfinished ones lataz~~~

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ADAM AND HAPPY 16th BOBBY!!! 
now if i could just find adam. I talked to him last night, and he said he'd take the bus out here today. But yeah donno where he is now. Tried calling Sandra but nobody is answering. Abby didn't go to school today because she is going to hang out with Kevin. Abby's brother is going to war today, Joe is going.. even though shes pregnant.., and if Joe goes, Kevin is going. So Abby is freakin out and thinks her brother and Kevin are going to die. Could give a fuck less abbout Joe shes a raging bitch. But yeah.... Tried calling bobby to wish him a happy bday... even though all hes doin is lazin around smokin weed. .. but its busy. . I'm bored n lonely. My mom is gonna put me on the birth control patch, and the smoking patch. lol. woohoo. Patch it up woman! ~~~ found out that adam tried waking up Sandra this morning by kissing her.. and tried kissing her many times after that, he broke down the door to get in the bathroom while she was in the shower. I told abby to meet me half way, and told my mom if adam called to tell him to leave me alone. Abby told me when we were in front of her house 'break up with him mandi, you don't deserve to get treated liket his....hes lieing to you..... he told kevin that he was thinking of breaking up with you. ' thats when i burst out crying. i went home and tried calling him but nobody answered, I called Sandra and talked to her about it. It didn't seem like she was lieing to me. I talked to Kevin too, I was so mad I wanted to rip a bunch of holes in his new RocaWear jean jacket.... Kevin told me I should, and after I scream at him and throw the jacket in his face.. call him a hick. lol. Adam called and hes like "hey sweetie , i'll be there in 20 mins" i was like " i dont' think thats such a good idea' hes like 'why not?' i was like 'becaue i'm pretty fucking pissed right now and don't want to see you' hes like 'whats wrong' and i told him what i heard.. hes just likle 'no no and no, i never did any of that' Talked me into believing him. even though everyone is telling me to break up with him. HE told me he'd be here in 20 mins, and i said ok. hour and a half later he called me and said he'd be here in 10 mins.. I went outside and had a smoke, and then he came over. got bizzzy , ate pizza, smoked, and fell asleep. 2:10 in the morning David called me trying to get me to go hang out with him.~~~~~

Adam never called me back last night so i fell asleep around midnight . Woke up at 9:30 when Adam called and talked to my sis and said he was coming over. Got up did my make up, and went downstairs to eat. chilled around for a while, and played Xbox. He showed up, and I did my school work, and he played Xbox. my parents left and  we kept on doin that. I started doin my make up and shit at 2. and we rode down to abby's house to see if she was there, then we went down to the HS to see if she went to school today. Well she didn't so we went back to her house to see if she was there yet, and she wasn't , so we went to 711 SAVED two sodas by the name of Strawberry Fanta , since they are off the market! they are free! free i tell you! ahem.. . anyways. In other news, we went back to my house and layed in my bed for a while, i felt icky and he was talking about nasty parts from The Bourne Identity intentionally to piss me off so he went downstairs to watch my mom play xbox, i came downstairs and fell asleep on him in the chair,  woke up when my mom left to go babysit at 3:30, and Adam played Xbox. He left at 4:15 to catch the bus, I took a shower. Talked on the phone. DId more homeschooling shit. Changed my webpage around, talked on the phone. Took a lot of pics of me, and of Mat and Robert when they came over to use my bathroom. lol. Pissed off at the guy my bf fucking lives with.

adam borrowed my digi cam and went and took pics of him, David, Kyle, and John bmxing. i was bored all day, and pissed off because I heard that CHandra and Jennie fucked Bobby. That got me ragin. What also got me raging is that Adam's mom called and was like 'i know your not going to like what i have to say to you, but i think you are distracting him, he needs to have him mind on JOb Core right now and getting his life together, and it seems the only thing stopping him from going to job core is you. i also don't like wasting money and i wasted 500 this month to find a place for adam to stay and hes come up with every excuse he could just to go to your house and fuck you. Now I know where your dad works (airport) and if you don't take care of this, I will. Do you understand?" i was so pissed off I rapped hardcore ICP songs for an hour and a half straight. Adam came back over for a little while and i told him what his mom said and he called her up and got 5 seconds into bitching her out and she hung up on him. Adam left to go ride around  cuz he couldn't be here while my dads awake.~~  Adam came over, and we fell asleep around 10. Adam insists he talks to Bobby every time he calls its fuckin crazy.

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