Woke up at 3 in the afternoon. Ate a bunch. Umm basically just talked on the phone all day. DL tons of music. Joel fell asleep on the phone like 5 times but wouldn't let me get off the phone with him so he could go sleep. Cecelia called me and asked if I wanted to help kick Autumns ass. Freaked me out though, just picked up the phone after getting out of the shower and thought it was Joel so I was all happy, then I picked up the phone and heard a girls voice and I melted. I don't talk on the phone to chix, and I don't think many have my number so I thought it was sumthin bad.
Went over to Joels. My sister gave me and Abby a ride there, but we went to Haggen first to get food. Saw David Perez. He is so awsome.. sweet... cute.. YOu know.. the works. The second most perfect guy I know. Anyways. The horn on the Geo sounds like a car alarm/cop siren. So we honked it at people alot. We sang oldies because the radio broke. Saw a horse litterally fall over. It was so funny! Swerved a bunch at the ditches cuz they scared me. Rocked the car at a high school parking lot and went through some huge ass puddles. We stopped by the Super Duper market and got some gum and gas. When we pulled up we saw Joel, some guy, and Blane skateboarding in the road. We got dropped off over there and watched the guys sk8 for a while. The 'some guy' was Kelly. And he's REALLY hot and funny. He looks like a guy from some band but I can't figure out which band it is. Walked around and Sk8ed some more and then walked around some more. Went over to Joels bcuz we were freezin our asses off. Listened to music.. talked.. and just chilled. Went downstairs and watched part of a KMK documentry/movie thingie. Went back upstairs, and decided to go sk8in again. Then went over to Kevins for a ride home. And we ended up chillen over there for an hour or more. We were gonna stay the night there and smoke sum bud but Joe said that it wasn't happenin. So they gave us a ride home and it fuckin started snowing! Me and Abby ran around outside in our tank tops and then she went home.
Woke up at like 3. Don't know where Joel is. Just sat on my ass listening to music all damn day. Mat came over and we talked to him for a lil bit. Found Joel eventually and talked to him for a long ass time. Till he dissed me and I told him I had to go. Started thinking of sum ways to break up with Joel cuz he did some pretty hardcore drugs the other day that I'm not down with. Anyways, my sister died her hair and when she was done she drove us to Haggen to get some donuts. On the way there we saw Kelsey (chic Bobby cheated on me with) and the whole way there we were thinking of things to yell at her. We got our donuts after Desi was done flirting wit the cutie there that likes her. and At a stop sign we saw Crystal Smith (my ex's sister) and I don really like her so I rolled down my window and was all BITCH!!!!!! Then we saw Kelsey , and I pussed out , so my sister honked the horn, swerved at her and screamed 'THATS A HUGE BITCH!' It was so great. We were gonna go egg my uncle Dans house but my sis had to go to Burlington. Talked to Joel all night.
Got pictures developed from when me and Abby went over to Joels. They are really really cute. Walked around and just chilled again. Didn't talk to Joel till like 6. He called and asked if me and Abby wanted to go chill with him at his brothers place in Lynden. So we went. For all you people that know Ferndale. You'll understand these next couple sentences... Robbie was drivin and that exit before Mcdonalds... two coming toward two away. So like 4 way... Well we went on the second one, into oncoming traffic, so we had to go over the lil curb thing. and that may be confusing, but we were laughin our asses off for like 15 mins. Anyways. At first we had to go to Blockbuster in Lynden and got Triple X, and Bad Company.... THen went to Safeway and Robbie and Chris went inside. Me Abby and Joel sat outside and Joel sk8ed. me and Abby got cold and wanted to go get sum candy so we went inside.. Joel followed. Right when we get to the candy, Robbie and Chris walk by with fuckin tons of Bacardi Silver, Mikes Hard Lemonade, Wine Coolers, Bacardi 151 and some other shit. We were all Hell Ya! His brother said that if anyone drank they weren't goin home. So I drank 2 Mikes, 2 Bacardi's and half a wine cooler. THey didn't think they had enough alcholal so they ran back to the store and got a 24 pack of BudLight. I drank half of one. Finally got to do shit with Joel. But we were in the bathroom, and people kept coming in to see if we were actually doing anything (cuz supposedly hes a pussy) but we were just makin out and shit. But people kept coming in to piss. Which sucked. But what sucked more is that Joel passed out! I woke him up a couple times but he wouldn't like actually get up. So I went back to the living room. They told me to just go back there and rape him. Lol. There all like "take his virginity!' i was like 'whhhhaatttt?' cuz he told me that hes had sex wit his last gurlfriend. But.. I donnoz. So I went in there and he still wouldn't wake up so I went back to the living room and pretended to fall asleep. He came out like 5 mins later. Umm lets see, before we went in the bathroom Chris kicked Joel in the balls and then he got up and went to the bathroom or so we thought. We looked around for him and he was sitting on the back porch.. pissed and smoking but we got him to come back inside. When we were in the bathroom, Chris wife went to sleep. So I went out and watched the guys play video games for a while. THEN I pretended to fall asleep. Well I kinda was asleep but I was tryin to stay up to see what they would talk about. He kept asking Abby to kick his ass, which pissed me off bcuz I hate it when she beats up on my bfs. Anyways I was layin on the couch with my feet behind Abby and my head next to Joel. I was ignoring him when he ws whispering my name in my ear and touching my face.. Abby told him not to wake me up because I get pissed when people do and kick ass. But Joel decided to get stupid and started to shake me , almost causing me to puke and (mind you i was half asleep,eyes closed thinking myself that i'm asleep) and then he screamed HEY in my ear. So I said really loud "fuck you get the hell away from me you fag" and turned around with my head by abby and feet by joel. Abby kept telling him not to fuck with me and that i was gonna get pissed buthe kept fuckin with me. he stopped for a lil while until abby wasn't in the room but when she left he started to tickle my feet. and I said really loud again "what the hell do you think your doing?' and curled up in a lil ball. so he sat down on the floor next to me and started to play with my hair and touch my face, then he asked if he could have a kiss and i said no. So he just went and sat down. his brothers kept tellin joel that 'they could almost guarantee that joel wouldn't have a gf in the morning, ' and that if he didn't start kissing some ass he'll lose me. be a nice guy and get her a blanket and pillow. blah blah blah. joel felt really bad and kept tellnig abby he was sorry. Gradually i 'woke up' and he asked me if i was mad at him. i said no, and he told me what happened.But whatever, we had sum fun playin around wit cigarettes. Umm Chris went to sleep so we started to watch Ice Age. Well like 15 mins into everyone passed out but me. SO I woke up Abby after I lost my contact.. umm woke Joel up a couple times but then he passed out again. So a lil while later we woke Robbie up too. Got home at like 8 in the morning and just passed the fuck out!
We woke up at like 5 in the afternoon! I'm grounded till thursday. grrr. Sat around all day. Walked around town. Was going to get pics developed but they were closed. Got a buncha munchies. Joel has school tomorrow and gets home at 6. I won't be able to see him as much anymore. But he doesn't have school on Fridays. He wants me to talk to my mom about going to Timber Ridge. I don't know though.
Woke up at 12:30. Chilled with Abby, went to Ferndale Drug with her. THen went to her house to see her brother. Made a new sn.. DrnknNnjaMstr151. or sumthin around there. Took a bath in the dark, lol but i had a couple candles in there. Had Abby in there so I had someone to talk to, and my sister kept harrasing me. lol. Joel called while I was in there and he told Abby that he'd call when he go tto Johns. Well he didn't do that.. and I called Johns and he wasn't there. And then I called his house and he wasn't there either. But he called me back like 10 mins after that. Talked to him for the rest of the night. He told me he'd call me back in an hour, at 11:30, cuz he was gonna go get sumthing to eat and go to the Super Duper market and get a sobe.. yeah.. its like 12:30 and he never called me back. :( thats not cool. this happens every night. owellz.I can't believe I'm grounded till Thursday. I wanna see Joel so bad. Jared started talking to me today, and saying that hes been thinkin about me alot lately and shit. owellz. i'll be back lataz. i'll write about new years and the 4th tomorrow. PROMISE! lol.
God damn i hate this mother fuckin computer. I wrote the New Years thing and the 4th, but my fuckin computer wouldn't save it. owell i'll just fill you in briefly about my day. Ok, Joel told me he loved me, and we thought that he was going to juvy., Cortney called me and we talked for like a half hour or so. Bobby bitched me out. Don't care though, wasn't really paying attention.
Went over to Joels. But mainly ended up chilling at Johns. We smoked weed at Johns. and then went over to Kevins and watched Half Baked the dog almost ate Josh it was funny as hell.the weed in Sumas sucks though. They thought it was the shit but me and Abby were all 'whhhattttt?'
Woke up, and Kevin called to say that he found us a ride. So , the guys showed up and we dropped Joel off at his house so he can change his pants and eat or sumthing. So me Abby and Kevin went over to Kevins place. Went outside, and Waffer started talkin shit to Joe. So Joe kicked Kevin out. We were at Kevins for like 20 minutes then decided to go see what Joel was up to. Kevin couldn't come in so he chilled outside behind a shed. Me and Abby went inside for like 20 mins while his dad was out getting him food. THen we walked back over to Kevins and tried to play some DVDs.. but we didn't have the remote. we were gonna watch JoyRide and Jay and Silent Bob strike back. But instead we had Riddilin Fag run to his house and get CKY4. We watched that, and its sum funny ass shit. lol. We had to leave at 10, and when we got to my house.. once again we just stood outside talking for like 15 minutes. Fuckin I guess when me and Joel were makin out RObbie came up behind me and started to hump me. And then he was pretending to be a cheerleader, and Abby kicked him in the balls. Next thing we know we see him pissin behind a tree screaming "it burns!' then he started to hump a tree. Went inside and watched movies and talked to people online. I drank a couple glasses of wine and got pretty loopy. Met this guy David online and met him at like 5 in the morning. Went back to his house, ate drunken cherries and .. yeah i hate being drunk now. We were almost falling asleep so we left.... he bought us a pack of smokes... Got home at like 7:30am. I fell asleep at like 8:30 while watching Lilo and Stich.
Woke up at like 1:30 I remember last night I guess my mouth was open when I was sleeping so my sister fed me CheeseIts. Went and chilled with Joel for a little bit. David is trying to hang out with us again. Bleh, bad idea. Tomorrow me and Abby are supposed to go pick Joel up from school and then chill with him for a while. Abby had a family meeting thing today with sum chic at Babes Place. She got really personal and shit like that. I think thats reallly stupid. they want to put her on the pill . which is also really stupid.
Woke up at like 12:30. So many people called this morning and I guess I hung up on em all. lol. Was gonna go over to Joels but Robbie didn't have the gas to come get us. So we decided that they'll just come over tomorrow. So I cleaned my whole house today. + thats basically it. Abby's on the phone with Kevin now.. and Joel hasn't called me back in a bit. Bobby signed my guest book and is being an ass again. Owellz. I don't give a fuck ! lol. My room looks all cool now. Has a special touch.. or somthin. I just choked on a chip. Earlier I choked on apple juice. It was great. lol. Dude my webpage sucks. And I don't know what to do to make it spiffier. Lol. A commercial just came on and its all "who would have thought your best friend would be short and bald' Me and Abby cracked up SO loud. lol. Ok Well I'mma find sumthin cool to do.
Woke up at like 10. Cleaned my entire house. Got dressed and went outside for a smoke. Robert Paz was outside so me and Abby went and talked to him for a bit. He was on his way to Mat's house and they said they were gonna stop by. So they did, and Mat and James were high. It was so funny. My sister came home like 10 mins after they got here and like 10 mins after that the guys showed up so Mat, James, and Robert had to leave. Joel + Kevin came over from like 5 to 11. And Robbie stayed for like an hour of that. We went and got pizza, played Xbox, listened to music, and made out alot. lol.
Woke up at like 1. Got on the comp , listened to music and made pancakes. Abby was talking to Kevin on the phone and Joe walked into the room and started bitching a yelling at Kevin about how Abby is a crackhead and shit. Buncha stupid shit. Listening to music and Joel just called me and said that last night his dad unplugged the phone when I was talking to him and yelled at him. He was wearing my Wraith shirt so his dad was yelling at him to take it off. And he wouldn't so his dad put him in a headlock and punched him and gave him a black eye. :-{ . Thats not cool at all. My sister is going to Arizona on Friday to Monday. Grr and my grandparents still think I'm in school or sumthing cuz I'm not going with her. ~~ Ok well my sister isn't going to Arizona. My grandparents don't want to drive to Las Vegas to pick her up. I talked to Joel for a lil bit but he was all fuckered up and was talkin to his friends and not me, so I told him to just call me later. John called me and we talked for a lil bit. Kevin hasn't called Abby back yet, and he only has my number so. Yeah. I don't know whats goin up with Abby either. Last I heard she was going to talk to that counsler. So she could be in juvy right now, but I don't know. Desi is breaking up with Stachatory Steve, for a guy named Bryce. I got to meet him today. Hes a cutie. I think hes like 20. My sis is moving out in like 4 months when she turns 18. Woohoo. lol. ~~~ Mike came over for like an hour and a half waiting for my sister to get home. He found out that she was gonna go out with Bryce and hes pissed as hell. I think he was drunk. I dranklike 4 glasses of yummy strawberry wine and I couldn't feel my hands. lol. He went home when I set the smoke alarm off. lol. Des still isn't home yet and its like 2:18 am. owellz i'm going to sleep. tomorrow me and abby are gonna go out to lunch with this cutie we met tonight named Marvin. lol
Woke up at like 3 to fuckin Mike hitting me int he face with my body pillow. Then tore all my blankets off. I was all 'god damn, what if i was naked' hes all 'what if?' I was like fuck u get out' So he left. I came downstairs and got on the comp and Marvin was on. I asked if he met Abby cuz I guess she called me a lot. But he said that he was there for an hour and she never showed up... Ok i'm talkin to Abby online and I guess that she slept in too. ~ Autumn IMed me and was all "bobby and all the other juggalos are mad at you. i was like y? shes all i donno i think its cuz of your profile or your webpage. Owell fuck that! Went down to Babes Place and got coffee. Joel got fried again. Watched TV. Chilled on the comp. Abby went home around 10. I was on the comp and watchin tv for the rest of the night. Pissed off that my mom won't let me go to Florida with Abby during the summer. I don't care what she says, I'm going! But yeah, Desi and Mike are fighting. My sister started packing at like 3:30 in the morning. Got ready n shit, and then Steve was supposed to take her to the airport at 4:30 but didn't show up till around 5.
Ok, so continuing from last night. Steve showed up at 5 and ended up making my sister late for her flight. So they said fuck it and decided to drive down to Seattle to see if they could make that flight at 7. Well being the dumbasses they are , they stopped for breakfast along the way and missed that flight too. So she had to wait at the Seattle airport with Steve until the 3 oclock flight, which we think she got on. My dads pissed because of that and because he went to reknew his lisence and they said they couldn't do it until he got glasses. haha. David is being a jerk bcuz me and Abby won't go with him and do Extacy. He knew we hadn't done it before and figured we didn't know anything about it, so he called it MDMA or sumthin when he asked us. And Abby said sure, I was all, WTF dumass thats X, shes all, O SHIT! lol. anyways, I don't have a ride home from Joels... David was supposed to be my ride but he wants sumthing out of it. umm no. lol. i don think so buddy. but yeah. He has a friend over.. .Dustin and I think that is Tyrone's friend. And that pisses me off so bad. I don't know why though. Anyways, I'm gonna go get dressed n shit. TTYL ~Mandi~ ~~~~~ Went to Joels... Well mostly to John's. Smoked weeeddddd. Umm went to Kevins.... Man I'm such a tease. :-P 2 u Joel. Write more later.
Woke up at like 4 oclock and talked to Joel. He was gonna just come pick me up but then I guess that Kevin called Abby and told her to come along. We drove around Lynden looking for Joels dad. And ended up finding him and his mom at sum pizza place. And his parents were all pissed off because they didn't know me and Abby were coming. And then we lied to them and told them that the guys picked us up at the Lynden bus station. But they lightened up alot while we were there. and after his mom had a couple drinks in her. It was pretty cool. After we ate Robbie and Joel wanted to play video games. And Robbie was talking about tackeling a lil girl that was playing a football game that he wanted to play. But then Joel seriously tackled him off the chair when Robbie did begin to play. And that was funny as hell. After that we went back to Joels... went upstairs and listened to music.. and what not... Kicked boner fag out. And abby went outside to talk to Kevin. Around that time is was past 9:30.. past our time to go to Vals to get a ride. Sooo we went over to Vals and went home. Abby went home around 11:30 and I stayed up till 5:30 in the morning. I called Abby at like 4:20 cuz i thought that she still might be talking to Kevin but I guess she got off the phone with him like 10 mins before I called her. Watched a movie from my sisters... 16th birthday I think.. And it had shit like Hanson and Spice Girl videos on it. lol. I've been thinking about Christian alot today because at dinner. Joel and his dad were talking about what crackheads the people were that they had to install sattilites too. They said like they are mentally disabled.. and theres like 15 people living in the house.. I asked what road they were on and they said Northwood and me and Abby looked at eachother real quick. It sucked major ass. Abby started goin back out with Kevin today.
Woke up at like 4 cuz Kevin was calling for Abby. Called Joel but he was not home. Talked to my sister and let her know that Mike talked Christine into telling Steve about Des breakin up with him. Got dressed n shit around 6 and went over to Abbys. I guess that earlier today Robert P. and Mat went over to Abby's.. Sat in her room just staring at her while she was sleeping and then after she woke up Mat was like lifting up her skirt and trying to put his hand in her shirt. Then they stole her cigarettes and left. Me and Abby came back to my house and watched Big Daddy. Made sum pretty cool bracelets and necklaces. Got on the comp for a while. Today is my dads bday so we munched on cake n shizzle. Abby went home and now i'm bored.
Woke up at 1:30 when Joel called me. Tried to figure out the money situation of getting so Lynden.. So when I FINALLY got sum bus money I told Joel I'd see him at 5:45 and then hung up. But he had called me from sum music store in Lynden so I couldn't call him back and I had meant to say 6:45. Anyways I went over and got Abby and we started walking to THe bus depot. She hadn't felt very good and she had puked before I went over there so she didn't exactly want to go. But i talked her into it and told her that she wasn't going to puke anymore and to just forget about it. Well right when we went under the train tracks she started puking everywhere it was so nasty. So we went to Haggens to use the little gurls room and when we walked out we saw some really sexy guys in line for Chinese food. Same sexy guys that were at Subway earlier. Anyways of course they caught us checken em out but when we were using the phone by blockbuster they came up a couple feet behind us and just stood there talking to eachother. But whatever. Abby's mom came and picked us up and I went home. Called Joels house to tell his mom what was going on and like 5 mins after I got off the phone with her Joel called me. TG! and he told me he would call me when he got home.. Well he never did so around 8 I called him.. and he was at Johns getting all fuckered up. But he called me a lil later and was bein pretty nasty so I told him i had to go. He called me back a lil lata and i guess me and abby are going over there tomorrow.Abby got her hair cut this morning. Freakin like an inch below her shoulders. Her hair was soooo long! Talked to John today.. and David... who is STILL trying to get me to hang out with him still and I told him I dont think I could handle that and he gets all pissy. Desi got home from Cali today at like 3 or 4 and went straight to Bryce's. DADS UP GOTTA GO!
Woke up at like 2:30 when Kevin called. Robbie was supposed to come pick me and Abby up before he went and got Joel but he decided to be a lil bitch about it and Joel called me from Sumas and said they were on their way around like 4. And then like an hour later they called from Everson and said they were on the way. I was like GRR! But then they got here.. we were almost to Abby's house when we saw sum flashing lights behind us. Well we got pulled over. The hot cop thought that Val was drunk so he made her get out and asked her what she'd dranken that night, she laughed and said Diet Pepsi.He made her take a breathalizer then went around and got all of me, joels, and kevin's info. The reason why they thought that she was drunk was because she went over the fog line and was goin pretty damn slow trying to find abby's road. we were there for a half hour, and it took 3 cop cars. Kevin was being a smart ass the whole time. It was hilarious.. I was crying it was so great. Joel was paranoid because he was stoned as a motha fucka and Val keptlaughing about how he asked what shed had to drink and she was pissed that kevin was being stupid. Listening to Eminem singing loud and then went and picked Abby up. Abby had to be home at 8:30 but Kevin insisted that we go to his house even though we'd only be there 20 FUCKIN MINUTES. But yeah the whole way we were all quiet + when we got to Kevin's fag boy was there chillen with Wafer, and Dave. We were there for 20 mins like I said and we left at 8. supposedly it took a half hour to get to Abby's from Sumas but we got to her house at 8:35. Me and Abby were messing around and pressed ourselves against the window and all of a sudden her brother comes up and punches the window. It breaks, me and everyone else are laughing our asses off and then her brothers hand started bleeding. so me joel and kevin ran back to the car because her mom was ragin. went back to my house .. ate a bunch and got online. once again (i'm used to it by now) but Joel never called me back. David is trying to get me to go to his house and drink and get high with him. but he scares me so thats no good. going with abby tomorrow mornign to the high school to get her new classes and i'm going to get her from school too. I don't know if I typed this already but I've been in a pretty bad mood the other days. I dont know what I'm doing with my life and that pisses me off. Also .. my friend Logan and Donald in SoCal lost their dad in a car accident a couple days ago. If u dont want to know the whole story, well fuck it, i'm going to tell you it anyways. Ok well Skip and his neighbor were outside talking and they heard a car accident at the store a mile or so away. Just making sure that it wasn't one of their kids they went to go check it out. They found out it was only a fender bender and went to turn back on the the main road... and a cemi hit their car. Skip died instantly and I don't remember his name but his neighbor only got 3 broken ribs and a punctured lung. I talked to this guy Andrew that I was going to hook up with is close friends with Donald and lives right across the street from Skip. ANyways he says that Skips exwife is taking it pretty damn hard, donald is alright, and he hasn't talked to Logan lately. It totally sucks my ass because my grandparents used to live right next to Skip but then they moved to Arizona. And recently I started making some close friendds with the people in that neighborhood. anyways. I made a new RateMyFace accound.. its KottonMouthKween420. and Abby's is BongTokinBiSexual420. Hers still may be getting reviewed or whatever though.
Alright so 6 am i started getting ready to go to Abbys. 7am I left my house and went to her house. Since I hadn't slept all night I was really hyper and had an unusual amount of energy. We were like almost the first people at the highschool. We saw sexy Stephanie when we first walked in but shes a bitch and didn't talk to us. Went into the bathroom to fix out hair and what not and then we saw my grandma so we asked her where to get Abby's schedule, she said the cafeteria. So we went there and the doors were locked. So we starrted going in through the main entrence and that bitch Kelsey walked out. We asked the asst. principal where we go and he said.. the cafeteria. so we followed him and he opended the door for us and sum others. Almost got caught when Abby gave me a cig. And these scrub guys were stairing at me. I was all decked out in black wearing headphones blaring Slayer. And Abby looked like a prep. Lol. Perfect match. We were holding hands and shit and they would ntot take their eyes of us so I flipped em off. Went to go get in line for Abby's schedule and there was one girl just standing there waiting for her friend in the next line. She moved and I guess she heard me call her a bitch because she went over and whispered sumthing in her friends ear and she looked at me. So yeah, After abby got her schedule and we were walking away the chic walked up to me and shes all "sorry if i was in your way" and I just kept walking. Bleh..fuck the bitch. Anyways. I went to go give Abby a hug and hit my hand with my spike bracelet and started bleeding. Walked around to Abby's classes. It was raining which licked my ass. and saw Mihayla and so we started talking to her. Ditched that bitch and went to the locker. There are sum awsome flame shoes in one of Heathers bags. 0:-) . Ehh lets see. Bell rang so she went to her class and I started walking out the main door and this guy was like staring at me but i didn't care all that much cuz he was hot. I usually hate it when people stare at me. But anyways. Walking home blaring music.. mexi guys with their freakin heads out the window went by. i think they were yelling at me but i couldn't hear. Got home and got on the comp. Fell asleep at like 11. Mom tried to wake me up a bunch when people callled me but i wouldn't have it. lol. She almost told Robbie that I was sleeping at 4. But I jumped up and grabbed the phone. He said that Joel thought that he was picking us up today I said I guess. and since he was in Bham he told me he'd be here in 10 mins. Well I got online and told abby to come over immediatly. and about 45 mins later Robbie showed up. We waited here for line 15 minutes, and tried calling abby a bunch cuz her punk ass wasn't here yet. So we decided to just go over to her house and see if she was there. She was and told me she 'didn't see ' when i told her to come over. Robbie was late cuz he went to the library. Abby saw Sean at school today! umm Mihayla thinks I'm ugly. woohoo. See thats why I'm glad i don't go to the hs, i hate bullshit.Umm Robbie dropped us off at Kevins and a couple mins later Joel and Kelly showed up. Joel almost got jumped at school so he wasn't really talking just pissed off. but loosened up a bit when we egged bonerboy. umm Joe came downstairs and kicked us out. So we went walking around for like 20 mins. Got the idea to go to Bobs Burger + Brew or whatever its called to get food. But stopped by Johns. They were stoned as a mother fucker playing Halo. And we were there for like an hour and a half. I got pissed at Kelly cuz he called me fat. So me and Abby went outside to smoke and talked about how we were both having second thoughts about our bfs. The guys came out and we went to Bobs. The guys were being hella stupid and got their asses kicked by me and abby for saying the N word continuosly. They were lucky we didn't just walk out. THen they started playing with EVERYTHING on the table. We ate, and then John walked in. We were all whats up? He looked at Kelly and was all , 'i know you took my weed' blah blah blah then he bitched for like 20 mins and he left. We left about 10 mins after that. me joel and kelly walking in front of abby and kevin by like 10 feet. Joel was like you gonna smoke us out Kelly? He started laughin and was all hell ya.
Woke up at 4 in the afternoon. Got online and talked to Abby. Around 6 got dressed and went over to Abby's. Walked down to the hs to get those cool shoes out of the locker, but the doors were locked. We were with Abbys lil sis and so we walked to my old house on Donna Lane. We were standing outside of it and Abby was all 'it looks like the house from The Ring' and i started running back up the hill. lol. Went back to Abby's ate yummy cereal. Got a cig and went home. Started my schoolwork, but got confused so i just got on the comp. Thats when all hell broke loose. lol. First off Ash started talking to me. Supposedly she is having Mandi withdrawels. Whatever. She's slept with 15 guys. (holy shit!) and is debating on going out with Danny Finfer.. or sum guy from Meridian. Anyways.. I was in a bad mood. Ash's lil bro pissed me off.. Joel found out that I'm possibly breaking up with him.. Mike B is bein a loser.. I flipped out on Mike H and now hee doesn't want to be friends with me. I'm just too harsh. lol. O yeah.. Look below right and read what Christine said. That pissed me off alot. But what pisses me off more is that even after what autumn e. said to me (bottom left) autumn f. says that she still wants to kick me AND abby's ass. Owells fuck the system! I'm outie. Have to meet Abby at her lunch tomorrow. ughh. gotta start wakin up before 4 in the afternoon now!
CdAzZLeD313: yo mandy> this is autumn, wussup? Well, I know ur not there, so i hope you get this messege. I juss wanted to say sorry for being such a bitch to you. I know you didnt deserve it. OKie dokiez. Have fun doing whatever you're doin gurlie, Okay? Peace of a playa!!~~:-)
CRX1RacinGSR: you with brandon? TeNdeR HeArT49: what?! CRX1RacinGSR: my bro just walked in and said that you two were back together TeNdeR HeArT49: where the fuck did he hear that?! TeNdeR HeArT49: i am so not stupid enough to get back with brandon CRX1RacinGSR: good girl CRX1RacinGSR: it was kimmie TeNdeR HeArT49: what about kimmie? CRX1RacinGSR: kimmie told him TeNdeR HeArT49: what the shit? CRX1RacinGSR: i duno TeNdeR HeArT49: that is so fucked up
Ok so I guess I'll start off at 2:45 in the morning. David came and picked me up and we went back to his house and watched Men In Black 2. Before I went over there I drank the last of my moms wine and was a lil tipsy and then I helped him finish off the Drunk Cherries and the shit that it was in. ew.. At 3 we started to watch Men In Black 2. We watched that a couple times + we did sum stuff. He passed out at like 6 in the morning. So I figured I'd let him sleep a lil. Well I think that I watched MIB2 like 7 times. And at like 7:45 Davids phone started ringing in the other room, i went over to him and was al "david, your phones ringing" hes like... 'survive it' i was like CHA! so I sat down all pissed. And then watched MIB again and then i was like 'David!' he looked up at me, and i was like 'Can you take me home now?' like right when I said that his eyes got huge and he started freaking out cuz it was 8:45 and his mom was up. He took me home and I got on the comp till like 11 when I decided to leave a little early to go see Abby at her lunch break. Well I never saw her and I walked all over the hs and down by Ferndale Drug to see if she was smoking there. Well lets see. I went to the locker to see if those shoes were there, but no they weren't god dammit. Umm went to the library and looked at sum magazines. Lost track of time and went home around 1. Fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up at like 2:05.. Carla, David, and Christine were over. I was on the phone with Kevin when sum hottie came over. I told kev about me cheating on Joel and about Abby wanting to break up with him. Abby called 10 mins before school got out. and Me and David walked down to get her. O yeah.. I forgot to type that at like 9:30 in the morning I was talking to this cutie (looks like Joel) that was on RateMyFace. And I learned alot about him.. Like hes an insomiac. Has a 4 year old son with a 25 y/o woman in jail. Um lets see that chic raped him when he was 15.... His son is fuckin awsome, like hes a lil juggalo and shit. Umm anyways.. I went upstairs to give my mom 60 bucks that Clarrissa brought over for her. And I almost got away with 20 bucks.. Um yeah I went into the bathroom and I have a hicky onmy neck and one on each of my ear lobes. EEK. Joel Is gonna kill me. But yeah. I went and got Abby and told her what h appened with David. umm went to Abby's house for like 10 minutes . But went back to my house cuz the guys were trying to find rides to see us. We found a BacardiSilver bottle on the way to my house and I was like WOOHOO! cuz i have those blacklight drip candlesin a lot of beer bottles n shit. Anyways we told the guys we were busy but Kevin is going to Abby's tomorrow at noon. I dont really want Joel to come. Mike came over and dropped off a letter and a rose for my sister. He found out about David and almost told Joel. Grr. Umm he wants to hang out with me sumtime. woohoo. lol. Umm Joel got off the phone with me. And I don't know if he was being an asshole because of the fact that he had like 6 beers, smoked hella bowls and did acid. Yeah that makes me want to go out with him still. But hes all' Ok yeah, your faggin off with that queer so I'm going to sleep' i was like what the hell, don't be like that hes all 'no i'm gonna stab that fucker in the neck blah blah blah. and hes all 'i'm going to sleep have fun bye' and hung up i was all WTF?!?! thats not cool at all. I think that David is in Canada filming motocross shit for his friend. Dude.... David has like the sexiest ass in the whole world. lol.
stayed the night at Nicole Cadiente's. Joel almost got the shit kicked out of him by Kevin. Abby got a tattoo. So did Kevin.. Kevin also got a mohawk... Wearing a white tshirt and sharpening his knife.. he looked like my grandpa..when he was a sailor. lol Adam is soo freakin sexay.
I woke up at like noon because I didn't feel good. I was the only person awake and wanted to go fix my hair before everyone else woke up and started screaming bloddy mary. Lol. I was in the bathroom and I totally felt nasty. I started gagging doing my hair so I sat down on the side of the tub and almost puked cuz I heard Nicole gagging too. She came in and I felt better so I went out and then I heard her puking so I put on my shoes and coat and went and sat outside for like 20 mins. I came back in and Abby, Kevin, and Joel were awake. We watched cartoons for a lil bit, and then Nicole and Adam came out. They ate a bunch and we watched movies. They played hit for hit again. lol. it was great. I think I sat in a rolling chair all morning. Just rolled around wherever I wanted to go. I was like OOO donuts... ROLL OUT .. DUN DUN DUN WITH THE TOP BACK. ME AND MY HOMIES... AND SUM CHOCOLATE.. DO O ONUTS. LOL. umm anyways. Nicoles dad showed up at like 5. Went back to my house and watched movies. Around 8:30 abby had to go. So Kevin went with her. Me and Joel just listened to music. Nothin 'majical' happened. lol. Bored as a mofo. Went downstairs to 'find munchies' but I got on the comp for like 5 mins.. Then I went to go get more muchies. Turned around and Kelly and Robbie were at the door.
woke up at like 10. went to abby's lunch. went to the library and did my school work till i had to go meet abby after school. went to abbys for a lil bit. then came back to my house.. then back to hers, and back to mine. abby went home and i watched tv. david wants to see me again tonight. fuck! umm lets see here...... joel is embarrased to tell me he loves me. I'm gona write more about the past couple days tomorrow I'm too damn tired too do that tonight. lataz
i think that today me and joel have been going out for 1 month... umm i talked to him for like five minutes today and then he went to sleep he asked if i was going to break up with him because that is what Kevin told him tonight. I told him no -ehh- and yeh. Um Adam called me like 5 times today. and the fifth time hes just like "how late can you have calls?' i said midnight, and he said ok bye and hung up. i was all wtf? hes been actin kinda strange around me. Talked to Kevin today too. I told him I liked Adam and he prolly told him. Kevin said if I started going out with Adam he would never talk to me again. I don't want to go out with him. i just think hes cute and funny. But hes having a kid with Nicole so I don't want to get involved with that. I want to see the movies Old School... Final Desitination 2... and I'm pretty sure there are sum more. Umm on Saturday me and Abby are heading into Bham to hang out with Daniel Turner. woohoo. lol. Um yeah.. I read almost a whole book today. Its pretty good. I don't remember what its called though. Mostly I just watched TV today. woke up at like 3:45 because I stayed up till 5 listening to music and reading. I'm freakin turning into my sister. I don't eat alot and do mad crunches before I go to sleep. Pretty gay huh?
Ok so TODAY i've been going out with Joel for a month. Didn't really talk to him that much though. Which sucks balls. Nicole and Abby's bf's call me more then they do. Saturday morning me and Abby are going over to Daniel's. And at like 6 Abby, Stephanie, and I are gonna have a 'girls night out' or whatever you want to call it. Ok so last night around 2 am I went over to David's house and watched Panic Room. Got a lil down n dirtay. Umm.. Watched Ice Age... then cartoons. Got home at 7am and passed out. Woke up at 5:30. Did my make up and shit and went over to Abby's. chilled there for like an hour and then her mom drove us down to Haggen to use that change machine thing and then we went and got Abby's sis from Awana's. Walked down to 711 to see if anyone would buy us a pack of Camels... and Scott and Char were there so we were going to wait until they got outside and ask them, because Scotts mom works there. While we were waiting, Abby's friend Wally showed up and told us he would buy them for us.. Butt...... him and Scott are friends so they were inside for like 20 mins talking... and I didn't now it but Scott and Wally are cousins. So me and abby were outside being really hyper and watching people give us wierd looks because we had our arms around eachother. About 15 mins till 9oclock he came out. and I went home. Called John and talked to him for a lil bit .. and called Joel after that but he wasn't there. Ate a bunch and got on the comp. Joel called around 10:45 and my dad made me get off at 11 sumthing. Went upstairs and cleaned my room. Even under my bed *pictures my mom fainting* Anyways got all my shit ready for tomorrow. Have to meet abby at her last class after school and go to the Library with her.. So she can do her school work and I can do mine. Read a guestbook entry that I'm not going to post cuz its cumplete bullshit. they say sumthing like they kick it with j and ryan and i'm not down with pnc.. umm hello.. i chill with them too, and i do listen to PNC .. hella actually. and the dude prolly doesn't even know my so he can lick his moms hairy cunt. Anyways now that I've got that out.. I actually finished a pretty damn book in like 2 days. its a pretty good book. Hmm lets see. David found out I told Jared we were sleeping together, and Jared found out that me and David were sleeping together and now they are mad at me and want to know why .. even after they told me not to mention it to anyone.. they know about eachother. that confuses me but yeah.. i blamed it on my drunkeness. Hmm lets see...... Joel was pissed because Kevin was stoned and told me to dump Joel and go out with Dan (dans a huge motherfucker) Umm David knows Joel because they are both friends with this chic that lives with her grandparents in Sumas. Woo hoo he knows Bobby too. He dated Mandy. and bobby and david both fucked mandy. Which i think is the grossest thing. Owellz I don't give a fuck. Jenny freaked out when she saw me the other day.. like always " oo omy god manda!!! you look so sexy!!!" lol. Yeah.. flattering.. i'm sure... Ok well I'm done typing for the day.. gonna catch up on sum other. PEACE! Ok so I wrote alot about the 26th. NIGHTYNIGHT (i'll write about the 25th tomorrow.)
K so I didn't sleep last night, Got ready to go c Abby around like 10. Read sum books. And then went to the library. Was there for like an hour. Wrote Abby a note and then looked at sum magazines. Stopped by Abby's house to see where her last class was. The door was unlocked so I got some of my clothes back. Left her house at like 2:15. Went to the HS. School got out and I had to check out sum hotties in Abby's class. lol. Anyways we went outside and waited with Jennie until her bus left. And then walked to Abby's. We sat outside and smoked and then went outside for a lil bit before we were going to leave to my house. I saw a hottie run by so we ran outside and yelled shit at him. Stood out there for a minute and three guys were walkin down Washington street. They were hot from far away and so I was like "abby! i'm gonna flash em!" They turned and looked at me so I turned around pretending to get Abby's mail" when I got the nerve to look up they weren't there so I RAN my ass to the back of abby's house and down the street and was like 'should i do it?' abby's like 'ITS WILLIAM!' i was like o.. okay then 'HEY GUYS!' they turn around and WOOSH! my shirt and bra go up. They start running toward me. So I book it into Abby's house hearing 3 guys yelling "hey come back! show that shit again! where the titties?!" lol (later on found out that an old guy cam out in his underwear and was like 'is there a problem?' the guys are all' hell no we jus saw sum titties') Then abby went outside to see where they were and they were like... at the end of her driveway. They are like 'lets see those titties again' so i flashed em again. They're alll YEAHHH!!! then I went inside for a sec. Came out smoked a cig with them. And they were gonna go get some weed so we went down to the HS with them. When we were walking off Abby's porch William goes " you do have sum mad nice tits ,... give me sum props for that" and then taller guy which name I found out later said that too. Name is Mike. hes FINE! Anyways. We were walking in front of Will and Mike cuz the other dude left and Mike goes.. your ass jiggles. but i like that and i think my juggalo friend here likes it too cuz he cant take his eyes off it.. well neither can i but were not talking about that. i just started laughing. and then Will had a plastic fork and he was poking abby and tickling her with it and then she shouted ' mandi's ticklish get her. ' so he attacked me i was all fuck! then we were walking. the guys were kinda close behind me and will fuckin was i guess humping me (don't ask) and he goes that was mike! and then mike goes no thats later on. and then will put his fuckin fork in between my legs and goes. i did not just put a fork in between your legs! it was mike! and mike goes 'it wasn't a fork and sure.. i wish it was me' went into the office and used the phone.. and then went down to the library. chilled in there for a while. found out that mike has his nipple pierced. when abby was away he asked me if i was a virgin, and talked it up for a lil bit. hes so adorable. i think he likes me... i hope he likes me. then when we were gonna go get a ride up to his house we were at the end of the street by the high school and his brothers drove past and picked him up. stayed up till like 5 in the morning
Woke up at 4 or so Talked to Kevin on the phone and we decided to stay the night at Adam's. Like right before we went over there I called Joel and he was high. Heard some bitch in the backround go 'Joel where are my pants?' I was like 'who the fuck was that?' hes like 'nobody' and then the girl goes 'who are you talking to?' and he goes 'doesn't matter' and then the chic says again 'joel where aremy pants?' i'm all 'ya know what joel?' hes like 'what' i'm all 'its over' hes like 'no mandi wait' and i hung up on him. Immediatly called Adam and told him what happened. Got to Adams and watched movies made food. They were out in the living room for a long t ime and me and abby pretended to be asleep. he tickled me witha feather to 'wake me up' I went to the bathroom and when I walked out Abby and Kevin were walking to the living room saying they were sleeping on the futon and I was gonna be in with Adam. Immediatly I got nervous. went in and sat on the other side of the bed from him. And picked the movie THe Others. IN like the middle of it he almost held my hand when he handed me the magnetic rave blinky thingie and then a little later on hes like ' let me see your hand' and i held it o ut and he held on to it hes like 'is that ok' i was like yeah. and then a little later on hes like 'what would you do if i kissed u?' i looked at him smiled and said ' i donnoooo' and hes like... 'can i kiss you?' i was like yeah. and we kissed. and made out for a little bit and then he asked if i wanted to go any further and i said yeah. so we had sex. when we were done and laying there naked hes like 'that would be really akward if abby and kevin came in right now' We put on Jay and Silent Bob and after that we went out to see if they were still awake. cuz me and adam had stayed up all night cuz we had a ride home at like 7 in the morning. i put water on abby and they woke up. then we got ready and went next door for the ride. went to abby's house and honestly don't remember after that. damn i didnt think weed would actually loosen my memory. lol.
