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The guys came out and we chilled. Adam and Kevin got in a fight about sum Pyru Blood thing.. or sumthing around there. Adam walked down the road and me and Abby went to talk to him. Then I left to go talk to Kevin. Then Adam walked around the corner and told him that he wanted to talk to him. And asked me and Abby to go inside for a couple mins. We did and she started saying like right after I left Adam started talking about how much he liked me. how he wasn't sure if i really liked him or if i was just going to use him for sex. how he wanted to ask me out but wanted to wait until the shit with nicole was over.. like her stuff was out of his house n shit. After that stuff was said and me and Abby went back outside he was all huggy kissy onme. and i was like EE!! i was so happy. We went over to my house to pass time. But my dad was in an extremely bad mood so we just stayed outside. Adam asked me out :-D Val showed up to get the guys. Me and Abby got ready to hang with Steph and then Abby passed out on my couch. I started talking to Adam on the phone and then walked up to Abby's ear and screamed FIRE!!!! she got so pissed and yelled tons of obsene things in my ear. lol. THen she fell asleep again.. and I screamed it again. We left after that to Abby's. And then around 5 Stephanie came and picked us up. We went to her house and made macaroni and cheese and talked. Got dropped off at my house at around 8. Adam came and picked me up and first we went to Haggen cuz thats where our ride had to go first. THen we went out to Sandy Point. Watched movies, I made Mac N Cheese while the neighbors did like.. crack.. heroin and weed. Watched more movies. Got bizzy, and then went to sleep.
Decided to stay the night at Adams again. by telling my mom i didn't have a ride home. Once again we just watched movies and chilled. Abby didn't want me to stay the night there even though if i did go home i would just be chillen with abby and her boyfriend. And her bf was supposed to come out anyways. I told them on the phone that i didn't need Val to come get me but they showed up anyways. Then got pissed cuz I wouldn't go with them. Anways passed out about midnight.
Was supposed to get a ride at 5 in the morning but we didn't hear the phone ring when the guy called to remind us. So we had to wait till 3 in the afternooon. Even thoughhhh I had promised Abby I'd be there for her lunch. Me and Adam got dropped off at Abby's house and we chilled with her until like 11. Around 5 we went down to Babes Place and got fries and coffee. went back to Abbys . Around 9 we went to wait at Chevron for his ride. and they showed up around 11. so i just went back to abby's house and fell asleep there.
Woke up and Abby was getting up .. it thought to go to school. But when I woke up at 11 she was on the phone with Adam shaking me to tell me Adam says he loves me. Then she said the guys were on their way out and we were going to stay with them for a couple of days. We went to my house and my mom immediatly told me I was grounded for a week. I bitched and moanded about how 'nicole was going to be alone at her house because adam was going to be checking out the job corp thing in White Swan Washington. And that she needed someone to be with' yeah right .. but anyways , We left and got to Abby's house and looked down the road and the guys were walking toward my house so we called them back. and i had grabbed like 8 eggs from my house because Adam really likes eggs. but instead he egged all of abby's neighbors house and then we went inside looking for a ride + then we got a ride from one of Adams' neighbors . but we had to wait at Chevron for 45 mins. Me and abby are practically running away for a couple days. Me and Abby cleaned the living room and kitchen , and then Adam got a call . Saying that since he wasn't with nicole anymore that he wasn't going to be living there. So we had to grab his shit before Nicole showed up and get a ride. got a ride to Kevin's from a neighbor. stayed the night at Kevins. Abby i guess is now concidered a runaway. Adam right hooked Joel twice. Supposed broken nose.... split lip.... and black eye. cops came over and adam ran. he came back and we laughed about it. I feel bad because i got joel to go out there by calling him saying that i needed to talk to him. Umm ate sandwhiches and then fell asleep on the couch listening to music.
Ok so we woke up at like 9:30. Listened to music and cooked. Took showers got all spiffed up for nothing. me abby kevin and adam were in the living room. me and abby makin out with adam and kevin and Joe walks in points at Abby and says 'you lied to me. the cops are here looking for you' and then mike hammel walks in and says 'come with me abigail' and i decide to go with them because i don't have a ride home. We went to the Sumas police department place and he got all our info and then said we were meeting officer vanderyact in Lynden outside Safeway. Got into that car. and he said sumthin bout searcing us so i snapped off my necklace that adam gave me with the butterfly knife on it and shoved it in my pocket. went down to the ferndale station right about when school got out and went in a room. he took our pictures. and then got our info.. called my mommie and set me loose. I walked home and then just chilled by myself. watching tv. write about the 1-3rd tomorrow when i remember what i did :-)
Woke up at 10. Played on the comp and took a shower. Pretty boring moring. Joked around with my sister forever. Talked on the phone. Guys decided they were giong to come pick us up to go out to Adams place in Sandy Point and help him move out so i started getting ready and abby showed up. the guys arrived like 10 mins later and we headed out there. Well.. that bi-polar bitch Nicole was still out there. So Adam and Kevin went inside. I guess that Nicole blocked Adam's way in the bedroom trying to make it so he couldn't leave her. She looked at us and looked back at him and was like 'who are the girls. ' adams like 'abby and ..' she cut him off.. 'mandi.. you do know shes only 14 right' hes like' yes that doesn't fucking matter bitch get the fuck out of my way i'm getting my shit and leaving' she moved out of the way but was asking him to stay with her for just one more week to try and work things out. Anyways they got the dog in the car and we left. We weren't planning on going to SUmas but Val had just kept driving so we didn't say anything. Pretty boring night. Joe was being a total bitch I just wanted to slap her. She bought Kevin a 40oz of Mickeys or sumthing and i drank a lil more then the neck of the bottle. Took the dog for a walk and almost got a MIP for lighting a smoke like right before a cop came over and asked if we saw anybody that looked like they were 'fleeing from the law' but i slipped it up my jacket sleeve before he saw it. Had eggs and planned on egging Joels house like Adam had did the day or so before he hit him. But we never did. Started making bacon and eggs at 1 in the morning. and Vanessa (Wafer and Dan's mom) got pissed off. Watched Clone High, and the Real World. me n Adam got bizzy a couple times. and then we went outside to have a smoke. Sum guy showed up.. a friend of Kevins and I tried to jump onto Abby but slipped off onto the ground then I dragged her down with me. Went back inside and fell asleep watching music videos.
Woke up at 6 and went to the bathroom and then fell asleep till about 9. Woke up and smoked.. Lazed around. At 10 we got a ride home from Joe. Got dropped off at Abby's and got to the HS at lunch. got a soda. walked around. went and had a smoke. Flashed Will and sum other kid i forget his name. Right when the bell rang to go to class. Mr.Minifee walked up to Abby and told her to come to the office with him. I went with Jennie and waited outside her class with her. Autumn, Chinelle and her got into an argument. Whoohoo. She went in to use the phone to see what time me and her were going to go babysit and I went to lok in the office window to see if abby was ok. She was sitting in a chair lookin really sad. I went back and talked to Jennie. She went to class. And I went to the library for like 10 mins. Went home and got bitched at by my sister and Christine about me going out with Adam. I went to my room and started crying because they were being such complete bitches. So I went in my sisters room after she left to get some of my shit back cuz i thought she was going to baby sit and then go to work. butttt she came home to change her clothes and I ran out of her room soooo fast. she heard her door close though so she bitched me out. she left again. and I got the rest of my stuff. got dressed and shit got my school shit together and went downstairs and called Adam talked to hi mfor a little bit and then went to the library for like an hour. read a littile bit then went to get Abby from school. Right when I got around the corner. Abby and her mom went around the corner in Abby's new car. they stopped and I got in. her mom obviously didn't care when I said that i needed to be back at the high school in 15 mins. we drove till almost the mall then came back to Abby's. It was way too late to go see Jennie, who was waiting by the cafeteria for me. So I just went home. got on the comp and then fell asleep.
Woke up at like 11 to Abby talking a milliion miles an hour....... Said I need to get up because Mat and James were outside wanting us to smoke a bowl wit them. and that Adam and Kevin were on their way out to get us. So I got ready in like a half hour I guess. The guys called right before me and Abby went outside and said they were just leaving Kevins (in Everson). So we went outside and decided to go to the schoolt o smoke it. well on the way over there the guys warned us about mud. we weren't payin attentiont o them and ran right through the mud. I was already thinking i was having a bad day until i looked at the back of my legs and they were covored with mud. Well when we got to the top of the tower thing we found out that supposedly James lost his pipe when he was sk8ing. so we went down by the gym to look for a pop can. found one and smoked... Ran back to my house.. literelly, and I changed my clothes. It hit me like 15 mins later when I was ironing my shirt. Hit Abby then too. We called up Abby's mom and she said that there were doughnuts and pizza over there. So we booked it. We got there and scarfed a couple peices of pizza and sum dougnuts had sum soda. and upon eating Adam showed up at the door. We grabbed sum pizza and went out the door. Got in the car and Abby was being really stupid and I was just laughing at EVERYTHING anyone said. Adam gave me one of those Panti-roses. Like it looks like a rose but then you pull on the tip of it and its a thong. Lol. . Yeah one of those. Later on he gave me a really cute SpongeBob sticker. He handed me a 20 sac when we got to Kevin's house. Dropped kevin and abby off there and me and him went to Vals. Chilled for a while and was going to stay the night. Me and Adam went to the super duper market to get a drink. (it was so good) and he bought me a hatchet lighter. so tight. Went back to Vals and since it was Kevin's sis's birthday everone was over at Kevin's except Gary. A complete asshole that had his friend and his friends gf over. They kept dropping the N bomb while playing uno. Uno for fucks sake! they were drinking. And Adam remembered he saved two Icehouse for me . We went to the garage and I drank one. I felt like crap already so he put one in Kevins room which he was stayin in and also Gary was too. When Joe got back she was in the worst mood cuz Gary had moved all his shit up to her room and she hates Gary. So she went and took a bath. Me and Adam got bizzy in Kevin's room. ANd then Wafer came downstairs to say that if I wanted to smoke anything I would have to do it then when she was in the bath. So I went upstairs and smoked. Adam was called downstairs for like 20 mins. and he came upstairs and was pissed cuz someone (a.k.a. Gary) told Val that me and Adam fucked in her house... and so she won't let me stay the night anymore and she was driving me home. We went downstairs to wait for Val to finish eating. I layed down on the couch and watched Clone High. Laughing SOOO hard at the parts whereTom Green was on talking about ADD. Wafer was just looking at me laughing cuz i was so fucked up. Adam kept taking his hand and opening and closing his fist while moving it toward and away from my face. it felt like he was taking the breath out of me. lol. He went in to talk to Joe in the kitchen and I just started feeling like shit. He asked me if I was going to puke and I said maybe. so he tried to get me to move and I told him to stop. and he said if i didn't move then i was going to puke... so i ot on his back and he took me to the car. i passed out all the way to Ferndale and when I got to the door I just wnet straight upstairs and passed out again.
Woke up at 11 cuz the phone was for me. Me and my sister were bein stupid to eachother again. Felt like shit all day. Cleaned my room up to where u can see the floor. I have to help Adam find either a car or a place to live. I feel bad hes getting kicked out of ANOTHER place. I don't see why this guy Gary that is living at Vals with Adam is being such an ass munch. He drank my beer, took Adam's cigarettes, told Val that me and Adam were having sex in the house and she said i can't stay there anymore. Umm yeah anyways. I just sat on my ass all day. Talked to Adam alot. Abby came over for like an hour. Were going to meet the guys at the malll tomorrow at like 3:20 in the food court and go shopping. . I want to see Adam soo bad. I've tripped and fallen into luv and I can't (and don't want to) get out. Jared was asking me if I would go wit him the other day. and I denied him and he said that was really cool because I had been talking about Adam alot and would normally cheat on him if the moment aroused. But Adam is just too special for me to do that. Feel gross so I'm going to go lay my ass down and hopefully not fall asleep cuz Adam is gonna call me :-D . LUV U PPL
Woke up at 9:30. Watched TV all morning. Talked on the phone. Got ready around noon. Went to the library for like a half hour and then went and got Abby. Ran to her house and dropped her bag off and then went and caught the bus. Autumn was on so we sat and talked to her. Went to the bathroom adn when we got out we saw Kevin and Adam.. and sum other dude walkin like right past so we followed them till like Hot Topic when they started to slow down and look around. and me and Abby whistled and screamed 'AUW! SEXAY!' they turned around and ran toward us. We walked around for a while. got sum food, got a Spongebob sweatshirt, and a cute superman shirt. Umm when me Abby and Kevin were getting McDonalds, Jory his sis and sum guy were standing behind me talkin shit. And then I look up a couple mins later and hes standing by Orange Julious talking to Adam. They are all looking at a magazine from a jewelry store. I walk up behind Adam and hear him say thats what I'm getting my girlfriend. I say Boo! and he shoves the magazine in his pocket. Adam and Jory keep on talking and Jory goes.. which one is your girlfriend? Adam puts his arm around me... Jory begins to laugh. I look at him confidently. lol. with a smile on my face. he looks at me and asks 'what happened to the other one?' i was like bobby? hes like yeah . i'm like well he cheated on me and we broke up. he started laughing again. and then said he was gonna go. me and Adam start walking away i go ' so you and jory are friends?' he goes.. yea.. i say 'well thats fucked up' he stops dead in his tracks.. 'whats that suppposed to mean' i say 'nothing just that hes a complete ashole and i hate him' somehow he took that offensivly. stormed off toward the table Kevin and Abby were sitting at, slammed the jewlry magazine in the garbage, threw the cigarette that Jory gave him on the table and sat down. I sat down, grabbed my fries and McFlurry and started eating (like i do every other time i make him upset) supposedly he said my name to get my attention (neither me abby or kevin heard him) and when i didn't look up he stormed outside. i threw my fries down and just sat there staring at the wall. Earlier Kevin freaked out on me because I said his mom came off as a huge ass bitch. so he thought I was mad at him about that. but i wasn't he had every right to flip. Abby went outside to talk to Adam and Kevin tried to talk to me. But I just ignored him and started tearing up. Abby came back inside and told me that Adam said .. i can believe whatever the fuck i want to believe and sum other shit. I put my head down on the table and then just popped up and started walking to the bathroom about ready to cry. Before I turned into the bathroom i saw Jay and Ryan.. and then sum guy that whistled at me in the halls at the HS a while back. I went in the bathroom for like 10 mins. and then walked back to the table where only Abby was sitting now. She got up and gave me a hug. We talked about how hottttt Jay was for a lil bit and then Kevin walked in and said that I should go out and talk to Adam. And that he was only mad because when I called Jory pathetic he thought I was calling him it. he told Kevin to tell me that he was sorry and that he loved me. I decided to go outside to talk to him. But he wasn't out there. Soooo me and Abby sat outside while Kevin went inside to use the phone. THese two really hott ass guys walked up and asked us if we had another cig. we said no. and Abby went up to them and explained the situation and asked them if they would run away or talk to me. they both said they would talk to me. after i heard them say that i looked in and saw.. I think a juggalo named... Tobey or sumthin and Adam talking to kevin. THen they walked away and Kevin came outside and said that Adam was going to find Jory and kick his ass. Well we went and sat inside for like 10 mins . and then me and abby were gonna go look at rings in Claires. when we got by the Cinnabon thingie we saw Adam walking toward us. He walked up to me and gave me a hug and showed Abby his hands behind my back. I was like 'did you punch him?' hes like 'i think i broke his jaw, nose and gave him a black eye' Me and Abby went to claires... she jacked a cute anklet. Went outside and the guys were waiting for us. they said we had to leave. so we took like 20 mins to get to the bottom of the hill by the Bon and by the road. then we just walked back. I had to go to the bathroom so Adam walked me to it. He told me everything that happened before he hit Jory.. and he almost got ina fight with an old guy bcuz he was checkin me out. I got out of the bathroom. Adam picked me up and carried me outside where Abby and Kevin were fighting over a cig. Sat out there for like 10 mins . then i went inside to get Mcdonalds again cuz i felt like shit. sat down and ate. Threw french fries at Kev cuz he said ICP sux cock. and then Adam sat down and threw stuff at him too then Adam called him the N word. And i threw a crunchy french fry right at his fuckin ear which hurt. he looked shocked but he fuckin deserved it. it fuckin pissed me off. i guess promises don't mean much to him. cuz after the first time he said it i warned him i would kick his ass if he ever said it again. and he promised he wouldn't. 5 times since then.. its 'slipped' out of his mouth. and grr! Anyways. Went outside again. Adam was being hilarious. We had to run cuz Adam did..sumthing, and then he talked to sum guy andchic for a lil while and then me and abby + kev said we'd meet him inside cuz we were cold. We told kev we'd be back in a sec cuz we had to go to the bathroom but we got sidetracked with Tilt and went and raced. We came out and they were waiting for us. (lol busted!) We talked out there for a while and Kev went into Tilt. Val showed up. Adam had to read the rules that a security guard gave him after he whipped us with a string or sumthin. Then we got a bunch of chop sticks and attacked eachother wit them. We got in the car and got dropped off at abbys. we stood outside the car kissin and goofin off for like a half hour. me and adam showed off our 'hollywood ' style and our 'movie' style kisses. lol. like the one that goes 'O Martha' or sumthin and then the guy dips the chic and they kiss. yup were krazy.
~TIGHT SONG : AFROMAN: CRAZY RAP ~ Woke up at like 11:30. Called Adam at noon and he was just leaving to go to the DMV. So I talked to Kevin. and I guess that hes coming outto meet Abby at school. Don't know if Adam is going to come out though. I really hope he does. Miss him already. lol. Talking to Bobby right now. Bein a dick as usual. I'd love to see what happened to Jory.. happen to Bobby. Ahh that'd be the shit. Grrr (MrOwaysChillin: turned u into a wanna b cool kid that thinks she is cuz she got taught how to drink and smoke, instead of a lonley shy virgin girl with a bornin life) Ok for one. He didn't teach me to drink.... I NEVER drank with him.. I'd smoked weed before smoking it twice with him. So fuck that shit. And yeah I was a shy girl. I still fuckin am. And my life wasn't boring. Dont just thik becuz we fucked that my life was all of a sudden not boring ya prick Anyways. I get 50 bucks today cuz I told my mommy I'd get apps for jobs and i'd clean the whole house. Phhst! Adam doesn't want me to get a job. says if i want money i can just ask him and he'll give it to me. but i don't want his money. ok well i went to get abby from school and remembered i was supposed to wait for Kevin @ my hosue. well we rushed 2 Abby's house and when we turned into the alley behind abby's house kevin was standing there. i guess he hurt his knee really bad he had walked from my house. We chilled there for a lil while. then when abby's mom got home we went outside and talked to Chris for a while then started walking to my house. Passed Nicoles place and her and her mom were talking outside. I guess when Kevin was walking from my house to Abby's, Nicole flipped him off. So when we walked past her Kevins like 'i want to know why the hell you flipped me off' and shes like 'cuz your a little asshole!' and me and abby kept walking and she started talking really loud and was like 'and that little bitch slept in my bed' I was like o shit! me and Kevin got in a fight up by my house and Kevin just sat down on the curb and Me and Abby went inside. I cleaned up a lil bit and then Abby came in and asked if Kevin could come in. I said sure whatever and got on the comp and put music on. about a half hour later Adam showed up. He had a 5th of Bacardi Superior in his back pocket. We drank about the neck of it at my house. and then we decided to go down to Chevron to get cigarettes. Mat, DeDe and James were down there so we talked to them for a while and got cigarettes. went around the corner behind Ferndale Entertainment and I drank more. went to the bus stop with dede and adam decided to run from one bus stop to the other to see if he could catch it in time. he lost a pack of cigs. me and abby told kevin to wait at the one bus stop cuz we had to go tinkle at Chevron. When i was waiting for abby the guys showed up. and made me walk a straight line. lol. good luck doing that. Umm thats when i found out about the lost cigarettes and i was like 'are you sure you lost em?' hes like yeah you can even search me. i was like 'i'll strip search you.' and then tried to undo his belt but it was to confusing so he did it humself. then i unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. grabbed him and was like is that the cigarettes. o. no. too big. And then the worker lady came out and told us to hang out sumplace else. adam had his back toward her and his pants almost fell down. lol. Me and Abby were drunk playing hit for hit. And then we went over and sat at the bench at Ferndale Entertainment while to guys retraced their footsteps. I had spit all over the ground then felt like a noodle and fell off the bench into my spit and rolled around trying to get up. attackeed abby out of no where and gave her a hicky. The guys came back and abby was like she fell in her spit and adams like 'awe sweety' Umm they went back over by chevron and me and abby sat at sum other steps on the side of ferndale entertainment.
Woke up at 9. Feel like shit. bleh. called adam at 10 and was afraid he was going to break up with me. i feel a little better now and i think that i am going to go see abby and if my mom brings me back my 50 bucks i'm going to go to the mall. even though i am grounded for two weeks i guess. Just got in a bitch fight with my mom cuz she promised me 50 bucks and now i have to cancel my plans because she is being a cunt bitch. Tried to call Adam to tell him I'm leaving this fucked up place but he isn't home. Totally sucks my ass. I hate my life. I'm going to be grounded for Valentines Day.But fuck that shit! my first valentines day with a bf and I am NOT staying home. Dad was being a complete asshole. saying that if i pulled shit like that again he would move me so far away from here that i'd never get to seet hese people again. he said abby can't come over anymore. even thogh she did come over for like an hour before he got home. umm when i waas upstairs adam called a couple times and my dad said that he doesn't want me hanging out with him anymore and that he was going to get a restraining order put on him. i have to go to court.my dad went to sleep and i came downstairs and called adam. i could tell he had been drinking. shit i forgot to talk to him agbout what abby told me. that nicole and her had been talking and nicole said sumthing about adam trying to kiss her. which i thought i saw with my own eyes but i'm not sure if it happened. i asked kevin about it and he said it didn't happen.
Woke up at like 11:30. Waiting for Clarissa to hook my mom with 200 bucks so i can get 50 and go to the mall or sumthin. I need to see Adam or at least talk to him. I called this morning and he wasn't there. Kevin sounded like he was up to sumthing. He told my mom what I was getting for Valentines day and my mom told me that it was around 80 bucks. i hate ppl spending lots of money on me. I talked to Autumn yesterday and we talked about how he treats her the same as he treated me. His mom calls her Mandy. just like she called me Mitsy.. his ex. She thinks that hes cheating on her. And I told her I woldn't be suprized if he was. But anyways. I'm having Adam withdrawles. WHen he walked into my house on the 11th. Abby answered the door and I asked Kevin who it was and he said Adam i just ran into the other room and hugged him. I was so happy to see him. ~~ ok so i just got off the phone with adam and he asked me why i was dissapointed and i said because of what i heard from nicole and abby. and he said u actually fuckin believe that?! i say kinda and he hangs up on me. i call back and talk to kevin,. i say can u put adam on. he asks adam to talk to me and he says i don't fucking want to talk to her right now if she believes that stupid bitch. i say tell himi don't belive her! and i hear him say 'yeah fuckin right then why did you just say that you kinda did? and then i say you see kevin .... everything i say pisses him off. i told you guys this the other day but you didn't believe me. now do you see? he says eyah and that is what abby says about him too. i say yeah. thats true. and then he calls abby. adam calls abby while i'm talking to her and he explains himself and screams and yells.. bitches and whines... saying that he never did that and that he doesn't now why i don't fucking believe him. she says she does believe you. and then blah blah. she asks what his problem is with me and he says nuthin. i hate pissing him off and kevin. and i usually don't know how i piss them off. and valentines day is fuckin tomorrow and hes mad at me. grrr. kevin was supposed to come out here to see abby today but he can't . him and adam better come out here tomorrow though. i wish adam wasnt mad at me.~~~~~~~~~ just got off the phone with abby again and i had her ask kevin 'whom she was on the other line with' if adam was mad at me . he said he didn't want to talk about it right now. and he thinks that hes not going to see me again because he has to move out of kevins tomorrow. valentines day for fucks sake. and he has no place to go. ~~ got so pissed i told my mom i was going to the library. Walked to Abby's and then went over to Chris's to get cigarettes. I was almost in tears again so I went home. ~~~ got off the phone with abby and shes like ... guess whos over here? i was like who? adam gets on the phone .. hello sweety :) .. I run my ass over there and hes laying on the bed. i run over and give him a hug and kiss. we chilled for like a half hour or so and so I decided to walk home so I didn't get in trouble. Right when i got around the corner at the back of the library my mom walked around to see if i was actually there or not. finished mah book cuz i was so bored.
Happy Valentines Day.. i guess.... read on..... Woke up at like 10. Chilled ... and faught with my sister hella. Started getting ready at noon. Left at 1:30.... cuz I was gonna go to a 2:00 Valentines assembly with Abby. But found out when I got there at 1:45 that there was no god damn assembly cuz they had it at like 10am. So I just walked around till 2:30. Waited by Abby's last class but this bitch Mihayla told me she wasn't in class that day. Then I remembered her saying sumthing about in-school. So I had the bitch point me in that direction. She wasn't in there so I walked out the side of the school to go home.. But then decided to wait by the cafeteria to see if Jennie was out there so I'd have sum1 to talk to. And like right after she freaked out with the "oh my god mandi you look so sexy" abby walked by. I saw Bobby. he nastay. lol. I'm glad I can finally say that. Owellz. umm letz see... Abby said she was in the office with Sean R. because they decided to skip the assembly to smoke a cig but then the red haired dude caught them walking around the track..... searched them. took abby's full pack and two lighters.. and they found a pipe on Sean. So the dude took them to the office and called Abby's mom saying that he believed that she was under the influence. Which she wasn't. But yeah. Me and Abby started to walk to her house because Kevin was waiting there with a rose and sumthin else 'abby didn't even know he was going to be there' but anyways. we went to the bus stop to talk to jenny again. Autumn started bitching about how I stole Nicole's husband. I said that .. yeah they were engaged but he was already thinking of breaking it off with her before he thought about hooking up with me. She said she wasn't mad at me or anything and then Jenny came up. Bobby walked by and they yelled shit at eachother. Jenny said that she was talking to Bobby after I walked away. And she said sumthin like 'that wasn't very nice what you said about Amanda on the phone, shes my friend and i don't appreciate you saying that' and he screamed 'i liked her when i had my dick in her' and blah blah. but i didn't hear him. owells.. if thats all he can think of saying almost every time i talk to him he can lick a fatty i don't give a fuck. anyways. we went to Abby's and started getting ready to go out to dinner with Kevin and Adam. Adam was supposed to meet us at the mall. He was there already 'or so we thought' getting my Valentines present. So when I put my skirt on Kevin showed up with a rose for Abby and a framed poster of one of her fav animals. A snow tiger. it was so cute. anyways. I changed back into jeans cuz i had no shoes to wear with a skirt. Anyways thats beyond the point. We went and caught the bus after getting change. At the Ferndale bus station we chilled for a while and then when we were getting on the Bham bus Jennie got off and we convinced her to get back on and cum chill with us till we found Adam. THe ride there was really funny. We got there and walked around. We went into Target and since they are remodeling there is a biggg open space so we took a fluffy pillow shaped as a basketball and played a buncha games with it. then limbo'ed and acted all crazy. we went outside to have a smoke and saw this juggalo walk into the mall. we thought he was hott so we ran into the mall looking for him and finally found him at that store next to Victoria's Secret. Jennie started talking to him then I shyed away and left. We called Abby's house to see if Adam had stopped by cuz we couldlnt' find him and her sis said that he had stopped by then he went to check around Ferndale for us then he was gonna go back to her house. So we told her sis to tell him to go to the mall. We walked Jenny out to the bus and were hoping that Adam would get off. When he didn't I was practically in tears and told Abby that this was the worst thing he could do.... stand me up on fucking Valentines day. We went and sat in the food court by the door/payphone. and Abby was going to call her sister to see if she did tell him to come or not. WHen we were walking to the food court I asked her if she saw any of my ex boyfriends.. not to tell me. that would just ruin my day. Well when she was on the phoen with her sister she slammed it down and ran toward me. Shes like 'Christion is here!' I say where and then I see him holding the door for a bunch of people. Adam didn't like Christion so he followed me over to him. I stood looking at him though the door next to the one he was holding .. after all the people went through he looked up at me and was like 'oh my god.'
woke up at like 10. mom went to church and talked my dad into letting me talk to Adam. I called him and he said he can't trust me anymore and shit like that. which i know is my fault and i'll do anything to gain that back. but anyways. he was saying how he really should break up with me and shit. and then he said he made his decision and that he'd call me later. abby called and i told her about it. she called him to see what his decision was.. and then she called back and said he was going to get drunk at the horseshoe and then sumplace else to get drunker.. and then he said that he was 99.9% going to break up with me. But there was still that 1%. So I started bawling. My dad asked me what was wrong cuz i was sitting on the couch all morning just staring at the tv barely blinking. i said nothing was wrong.. hes like .. u sick? i said no... headache? ... no again... pregnant... hell no.. boyfriend.. umm yeah. . I went in the other room and again attempted to pierce my belly button and the top of my ears. nothing worked out but i have a red mark still... 9 hours after i tried my bellybotton. Anywyas he asked me to go to 711 for him which was good cuz i was already going to make up sum place and go to abby's instead. cuz adam had told me that kevin and chrision were in town and christion was coming to my house. but when i got to abbys her sister told me they had left 5 mins before to go to Babes Place. I asked if I could wait inside for her and she said yeh. so i wathced her play video games for a while and then said i had to go. went and go tmy dad a slurpee and kept the couple bucks change and told him i got ice cream . more attempts at my bellybutton. then told him i was going to the library. went to abbys and her sis said again they weren't back i asked to wait again and decided to go on the back porch to wait for them and to write a note to Adam. Well I got into ...... i'm really sorry. i love you so much. what i did was a mistake and i realize that.... and then i heard sumone walking down the gravel road. i kept on with my writing thinking when i looked up i'd see abby kevin and christion but i saw adam instead. i looked at him for like a second then looked back down slipped his note away and started one for abby. he walked up to me and asked where abby was.. i told him and he said he had seen them walking up by her house 20 mins earlier and Christion was in a suit. he kissed me then. like a ... i havne't seen you in so long type of kiss. then i asked him... what happened to the 99.9%? he said there was still 1% chance. and then he said.. 'after 3 or more shots of 100 proof alchohal i really started to think about it and your right.. you do deserve another chance. and then it was back to normal. me and him were holding hands acting like this never happened. We were walking around looking for them and then we walked past the blue church and there they were. when christion saw me and adam together he looked so hurt. we walked ovre to them and 'stupid me' asked christion what the occation was. abby gave me a really weird look and christion waved it off and walked over by kevin. i was like what the hell was that about abby? shes like.. he was gonna buy you a rose today and give you a second chance. i was like ooo fuck. me and abby walked down to 711 and then got back and chilled. Adam pierced the upper part of my ear. and holy fuck! it hurt so bad i could hear like 5 diff loud nasty pops. its cool though. Christion won't even talk to me. When Christion was asking where the bus stops were abby said she'd walk him out to it. I told abby i needed to talk to her and i guess told Adam i'd be right back . he didn't talk to me at all while we were waiting at the bus stop and then when the bus did come i got a hug. We started walking back and these two guys... as we got closer we saw it was Brandon Bailey (bad experiences. lol) and Chris Henderson. We flashed em then they started walking toward us so we booked it. lol. We got int he house laughing and shit and abby jumped ontop of kevin. i sat down next to adam and what not. he wouldn't even look at me or talk to me. so i walked into the bathroom. (right next to abby's room) so i could see if they talked while i was gone. they did. and adam said that he was going to go ride the bus around. i walked back in then and he was wearing his jacket. i sat down on the bed and saw he was wrapping an ace bandage around his fist. i asked him where he was going and he said to find christion and he was going to kick his ass. he didn't say anything to me after that so i was just like. Im going home. and abbys like no mandi wait. and i was like why. if hes going to just leave whats the point of me being here? then walked out of the bedroom. talked to ashley for a second. and then adam came out of abby's room and walked out the back door. i ran to abbys room and swung open the door. i was like what the fuck is going on around here? they told me and i ran out. started walking down the grassy hill in the front of abby's house and adam came out from the side of her house. he started talking and saying that christion had asked if i would just go alone to take him to bus stop. he thought that i kissed him or sumthing cuz hedoesn't trust me. he said if he heard about me lying or cheating it would be over then and there and i started crying and hes lik eyou better get home. and ij ust walked off crying and he walked the other direction to abby's bedroom window. i walked up behind him and abby saw that i was crying and ran and i met her at the front door. kevin was talking to adam and told me to come inside cuz it was cold and i said i didn't want to go inside with out adam.. meaning that i didn't want him to leave out of no where and adam was like .. owll shes a big gurl she can go in without me. i started crying again and went and sat on a chair in abbys room. the light was off and kevin was like dude just talk to her. hes like i already did talk to her there is nothing to discuss. hes like shut up dude your gonna make her cry .. shit. i was like too late. and then adam told me to go around back and talk to him. I sat on the table and waited for him to come. he's like what do you want to talk about.. i said i didn't know and hes like well kevin told me you wanted to talk to me. i was like no. and hes like well yyou have nothing to talk about i'm just gonig to leave. then we started talking. hes like. Christion told me that you said it was over between us. and if find out that that is true its over. completely. no more calling eachother. i'll probly not comeout here anymore. unless kevins chillin but if your here i won't come. hes like i'll go ask them if its true. and then he went inside to ask them. and i started bawling. went in the bathroom to listen and they totally backed me up. then i sat in the chair by the back door. he walked out put his hand on the knob and was like why are you crying. i know you know why tlel me. and i said bcuz he was angry with me and blah blah. then he got a glass of water. and i was like 'everything i say or do pisses you off ' and then started crying. hes like this is nothing to cry over...sat there for a couple mins and then hes like you know crying can make you dehydrated? and got me a glass of water. he started harassing all of the cats and like dancing with them trying to make me laugh. when i finally did he picked me up.. stood me up and gave me a hug and told me he was sorry. then we sat down on the chair.... and then we got sum blankets from abby... went out the the garage.. and umm yeah. lol. right when i was putting my pants back on abby's sister came out and said my mom was here. i was like o fuck! then i went in Abby's room to grab sum of my stuff. Adam showed up at the window. we opened it for him and he slithered through. got sum more kisses and left. went home watched tv. adam showed up at abby's later on with Ashley Edwards (o so sexy) they are cousins . lol I don't know how hes getting home or whatever. Hope hes not on the streets tonight. even thought hes been bfore in Spokane. dayum . my spelling has really sucked lately. owells. if you can't understand it then lick a fatty.. I'll write more about the last couple days tomorrow when i have more time. gnite!
Woke up at like noon. had a bitch of a time trying to sleep last night because of my newly pierced ear. and i love sleeping on my right side. and OW! it hurts man ! :-( Anyways, my sister was a bitch again today. Rearranged my room. So much more space in there now. i got rid of my god damn tiny couch that just annoyed me and was a space for me to throw shit. Adam called me after that. and told me to 'go to abby's in 20 mins' i said i couldn't and so he said to call there in like a half hour. Well I talked to Desi about it and then chilled trying to think of an excuse to go over there. So I just started getting ready and then my mom came up and was like what do you think your doing? i just said the first thing that came to my mind . i was like 'adam is moving to mt.vernon for a couple weeks so i AM going to see him tonight' and shes just like .. your going to get yourself in trouble.. and went downstairs i was like hell yeah. my sister gave me 5 bucks for cleaning the bathroom. lol. woohoo. when Bryce showed up for her I slipped out when he came in. (oo i'm slick. lol) Went over there and walked into Abby's bedroom and was like hello! when i opened the door. and she pulled the blanket up over her head really fast. I was like AHHH!!! and she put her shirt back on. i turned the light on and sat down and was like 'is adam here yet?' and then i guess i told em that he was cumin over cuz they didn' t know. Then she mentioned sumthing about Christion's drawing pad. and I looked through it. Hes damn good. Abby drw a pic at the back of a cemetary and then wrote a small note at the bottom for him. I drew a pic of a heart with barbed wire around it and an eye with tears coming out of it on the next page. I also added a huge note. Then me and abby and kevin started screaming at eatchother just like squeeking and being hella stupid. I looked up at the window and Adam was standing there. He held up a cigarette and i ran to oped the window but then Adam ran toward the back door and Kevin blocked my way to the window. he pushed me down and jumped off the bed.. hitting his head on the swinging light from abby's ceiling. he went into the bathroom and i went outside and helped Adam look for his jacket that he left in the garage the night before. Abby's mom took it (shes a cunt bitch) and put it sumwhere................ then me abby kevin and adam walked down to 711 to get muncheies then sat behind the post office for like 10 mins then walked back to Abby's hosue. me and adam chilled in abby's room. he found christions art pad. i was just thinking o shit plz don't read the note i wrote him. not that i wrote anything bad.. just that i figured he would get mad at me for even thinking of writing him a note. He started going over some of AChristions drawing s in marker and then when he left the room to talk to abby forf a sec i started ripping out the note. he walked in when i was half done and he asked what i was doin. and i said rippin gout a note. he held out his hand and looked at me like 'you know i'm only giving you one more chance.' i handed him the note and he read it and was like why didn't you want me to read that. and i told him. then we layed on the bed for a lil bit and abby told me that we had to go cuz her mom would be hom ein like 4 mins. so adam walked me to the end of the road cuz we had to go seperate ways. i got home and ate.. and was bored till around 10. thats when i caled the place adam called from. they said he went down to hang out at Ferndale Grain so i got to talkin to abby online and asked her if she wanted to go do a lil spyin with me. so i went all the way over to her house instead of her meeting me half way and she said her mom caught her sneakin gout. and i told her there were going to be 2 hot guys meeting us there so she put a chair against her door and climbed out her window.we walked around in a big circle by Chiuahuas and on the other the railroad tracks a couple times. Then we decided to go down to 711 so I could get a coffee. Abby went across the street to Chevron to use the bathroom. I walked by the window at 711 and Adam was on the phone. So I walked in he hung it up and said abby was missing. he had called abby's house.. and kevins,,, and mine. Abby walked in and I bought my coffee. And the bastards just sold me hot water. We went outside and used the phone. Chilled out there and talked to Jamie and i don't remember the others names. Sam and Marissa had fun flipping me and abby off and adam held me back from fuckin attacking her. abby decided to go home and we went the long way past ferndale drug. me and adam kissed and parted ways again. he was staying at his cousins but couldn't stay there till 2am. i went home and waited for him to call till like 3:30 am. talkedto ashley and she mentioned sumthing about me and her hanging out tomorrow, i don't think we will but anyways. fell asleep watching Half Baked.
Woke up at like noon. Sat around. Abby called me and I guess that on her way across the Canadian border (even though Kevin'shouse is right by it) her mom wouldn't let her stop by just to say hi because her mom said 'that would mean that i approved of your guys' relationship' and that pissed her off. Kevin called me to say he was coming out to se Abby. and i asked if he knew where Adam stayed last night. and he said yeah he stayed athis cousins. he had just got off the phone iwth him. I guess thatkevin is coming out here, and abby didn't know. i just got off the phone with abby. I am going to go over there later on becausemost likely , Adam will go over there. Ok so Kevin decided not to come out. I got 50 bucks and at 4:57 me and Abby caught the bus to the mall. the whole tim elooking around for Adam. We got to the deopt and started talking about how we didn't like our boyfriends drinking. And we hear this whistle. I look up by the phones and Adam is walking toward me. I was soo happy to see him. He was on his way to the mall.. to catch the bus to Sumas. We got on the bus and Jake and Joey were at the back. At the mall we walked around to the front to find a cigarette. and went inside to get Adam a Big N Nasty from McDonalds. I got a hot fudge sunday and went and sat with Adam and 2 guys. I think they were Nicoles cousins. Anyways he had to go out to catch his bus and so we walked him out there. like 6 juggalo's got off the bus from Ferndale. THey all had little cute rats in their pockets. The hottest guy must not have known that me and Adam were going out bcuz we were standing in a cemi circle.. me abby then Adam. and the hot guy took his rat and put it on my shoulder, and hes like 'do u like rats?' i was like yeah. and then it walked down to my boobs and he grabbed my boob when he took the rat off me! i just looked up at adam really quick but he didn't c. he left, and me and abby went inside. on the way through the doors the hottie was like .. hey where you girls goin?! and abby said shopping. we stopped ina store and walked out right behind them. went into Mariposa for a sec but got sicc of the bitches that work there so we left. the guys were standin by the cell phone thing outside Hot Topic. we walked aorund for 45 mins or so and then went outside to catch the bus. There was this crazy guy that could guess what day we were born on by the day, month and year we were born. freak shit. and then Abby got a cig from a group of 4 hot 14 y/o's. we got on the bus and Christions friends (the goth Jay and Silent Bob lookin dudes) were on the bus. the Jay lookin guy kept staring at us. at the gas station Jake and Joey got on and Joey tried to ge tme and abby to go to hishouse with him. We didn't thought. they got off at Williams. At the stop by Jory's house James, sum chic, Mat, and Crystal got on. Crystal walked past Abby who had her back turned to the center isle. Crystal fuckin punched her in the back hella hard. and then sat in the back by us. she was talking to her friends and was like 'shit i forgot my spikes' i handed my spike braceltet to abby and she wrapped it around her knuckles. we got off at the library. whew crystal didn't. umm lets c... got home and watched tv. bored
Woke up at noon. Adam went to his brothers. Abby and Kevin came over to watch xXx. first hour they were here we ate tons of food and listened to music. decided to go to Ferndale Drug. got a phone and sum other shit. Went back to my house and I put The Hot Chick on for them because xXx wasn't working. went upstairs and tried to hook up my phone but couldn't cuz the cords were too short to reach to my room. grrr! went back downstairs and finished the movie. adam called me and he said he would call me back after he went and found a cigarette. well abby and kevin had to leave cuz my dad was going to be getting home soon. adam called me back from Nicole's... his ex's.... saying he was getting his dog papers... i told him to call me back in 5 mins cuz i was going to take my phone upstairs and take a bath.. (cords long enough to make it to the bathroom.) and he never called me back. Well until like 11:30 when he just said that he didn't have a ride out here tomorrow .but he would try to find a way to see me. and that he would call me in the morning. i went to sleep. or at least tried to go to sleep at like 2am. kept thinkig about Adam. the first night we kissed and how he went about it. and when i was 'sleeping' listening to him talking to numerous people on the phone. 'i have the cutest girlfriend' to one of his friends.. to his brother' her name is mandi , she is so sweet, you'd like her' ... to abby.. 'she is so cute when she sleeps'. to another friend .. 'shes sleeping right now. i told her i'd sleep on the futon in the living room so she could sleep and she's like No! i'll be lonley. i still told her i'd sleep out here but i'll slip in with her. she is so cute.' i get up to go to the bathroom and he calls me over to him and he gives me a big hug and kiss and i go 'pass out' again. he comes in a lil bit later and kisses me on the forehead and goes to sleep. he told abby that its so cute and soothing when i grind my teeth in my sleep. HA! i figured he'd be about ready to choke me like i think John was like. anyways....................Abby can't come over till Thursday :(.
Woke up at 12:30. Had the freakiest dream about Tony Zapien. He has a teal colored mohawk (that i died) and i was at an ICP concert with him. lol. it was nuts. then I was with an older version of Christion at his grandma's house and he was theatening suicide but i talked him out of it. I talked to Abby this morning about the things I was thinking about last night. about adam.. and i said i didn't think that he still felt the same way that he was telling those people on the phone. I called the number he gave me last night to talk to him.. and it was a chick named Kelsey's cell phone. Talked to abby and said its depressing and makes me suspicious calling a chics cell phone looking for my man and having him call from an ex's house... hanging up and calling back after he blocked the number. I said I wouldn't be surprised if he cheated on me and said.. well hey you cheated on me so I don't see what the deal is about me doing it to you.. o by the way were still going out.. Talked to abby and she asked what i would do if he did do that and i said .. i would say .. fuck no we are not going out anymore, and then i would eat truckloads of ice cream and cry for weeks. and she said that she would be there for me and i can use her sholder to cry on as long as she gets some ice cream to. lol. I called again later and a guy answered the chicks cell and said that Adam wasn't arond. Adam called an hour later and said he couldn't get out here and is worried about his dog . ITs stayed at Abby's last night and her mom said that if it wasn't gone by the time she got home from work.. at 4.. that she would call animal control. she also told abby last night that if the neighbors complained about the dog barking in the middle of the night then she would be sleeping outside with it.! her mom is such a bitch. I talked to my aunt for Adam and asked if the dog could stay there till like 6:30.. thats when he can get a ride out here. and he said that he would call me back so i could tell him yes or no.. well i woulda told him no cuz thats what my uncle said. but also that Kevin t ook the dog with him to Sumas last night. but Adam keeps blocking his number when he calls so I can't let him know that. hes prolly freakin right now cuz of his dog.... He better come out here and see me. I don't know when hes going to Job Corps :-( . I'm gonna cry. lol. ~~ Ok so Adam called at like 6:15 or so and said he was at 711. So I started walking down there but cut short and went down an alley to Abby's house. went to the side of her house to look in her bedroom window but the light was off so i went to the front door. her lil bro told me that she had just left with a guy out the back door. figured they were gong to my house so i walked down the street and then turned around and went the back way to my house. asked my mom if they had stopped by and she said No. So I walked down to 711. They weren't outside so I asked the lady that knows Adam if he had been there. she said .. the wierd one? i said hes not weird but yea were prolly thinkin of the same one. and she said for me to meet him at abbys. i got a soda and went there. Nobody answered the back door So I just walked in. and Adam had JUST walked out the front door. I went outide and hes like 'so abby finally found u?' i was like.. huh? i haven't seen abby all day and he said that she had went looking for me. we sat out on the front porch for like 5 mins then went out to the back porch when we heard Abby pull up. she had gone grocery shopping with he rmom. God damn Adam looked hot tonight he was wearing a Roca Wear outfit his brother got him and a new Iverson hat. rawr. We got sum pics. :-D Adam talked me into going to Ashley's house to see if he could stay there tonight. We stopped by Tara's house first. then went to Ashley's. When we were about to leave he pulled me over by the window and was like 'what do you think of my girlfriend... shes so pretty" then he started petting my head and was like 'gorgeous!' hes like 'would u do anything with her?' i was like ok i'm goin home . lol. and she looked me up and down and was like 'turn around..' so i did and shes like 'lift up the jacket' so i did. and then adam spun me around and grabbed my boobs. lol. she slipped back in her room and was like 'i'm not sayin nuthin' he stuck his head back in the window and shes like 'i would if i was single. DAMN!' and then he gave me shit all the way back to Abby's 'my cousin likes you.. ashley likes you.. she'd do stuff with you' blah blah blah . i was blushing for so long .lol. Got to Abby's and sat outside for a while. Everyone at Kevin's was stoned and being complete assholes to Adam. we went over to sum guys house to see if Adam could stay there tonight but he couldn't. More bullshit at Abbys. I went home at like 10:15 when Abby had to go inside. Adam and me parted ways. and he called me at like 11:15. I was like where you stayin tonight? and hes like 'you don't wanna know.' i was like.. 'yes i do' and he said at the trailor in Sandy Point with jsust Nicole. hes like 'u mad at me?' i said no .. he said 'dissapointed?' i said no. and hes like 'then what you sound sad.' i said i was just scared. and he said i have nothing to worry about he wouldn't hurt me. i said yeah.. but there is always that chance. he said 'y would i hurt you? i said 'bcuz i hurt you'. and he said 'i'm not into the whole revenge shit. ' and then he said that if i wanted him to come out tomorrow and stay here with me then i need to call him before 10 in the morning.nicole better be sleeping in the bedroom and adam better be sleeping in the living room or i am kicking serious ass and throwing that diamond ring from adam in his face. and screaming 'love you forever? man fuck that shit!' ok whew. got that off my chest. started talking to Andy tonight. fun times. Abby and kevin are mad at eachother. not cool. sleep at 2am., (finished the 2nd, 7th, 8th, 17th, journal entries. I'll finish the 11th and 14th tomorrow. THen i'll be all caught up with this month, and finish the ending of last month.
Woke up at like 10:30 but couldn't get ahold of Adam. He called at like noon and said he was on his way to abby's. then he calle dme at abby's and i went over there. Abby wasn't there. She was at a counsling meeting. When she got home she was pissed after just getting home fro ma counsling meeting. SHe got mad and we went to my house. ............ He showed up at midnight or so . I snuck him in. He stayed until 2:30 till I woke him after he was snoring really loud. He took one of my blankets and left. Don't know where he went.
Woke up at 7:30 am to Adam throwing his knife at my window. It was pouring out but I couldn't let him in for like 15 mins cuz my dad was sitting in his car. When he left, I let Adam in. Made tea and went upstairs. Put my contacts in and went to my room. My door had a lock on it. (two pairs of scissors in between the frame thing and the door.) my mom came to the door twice while we were *cough cough* and then an hour or so later my sister came up while we were *cough coughing* again. She said my dad was coming home early cuz he didn't feel good. so like a half hour later Abby called and said she was in Burlington. ANd that she had Krispy Kreme donuts over there.
Woke up at like 12:30 and called Abby she told me to come over because her brother and her brothers friend were pissing her off. ~~~Write more lataz~~~
woke up at 12:30 and called Abby to see if she'd talked to the guys yet. She said that Adam was on his way out and Kevin was going to try to come out.So I got off the phone and went to go get ready. At like 1 I called again to see if the guys had showed yet and she said Adam was there. So I talked to him for a couple minutes then I told Abby to meet me half way. I got 50 bucks from my mom and left. Got to Abby's and chilled there for a while. Adam left for like 20 minutes to go get 3 packs of cigarettes and when he came back me and abby were dancing hilariously stupid. Went outside and smoked and then walked down to Ferndale Drug to put my camera in to get developed. Went back to Abby's and chilled for a lil bit.
woke up.. walked home.... listened to music... cleaned the kitchen... got dressed... sat on abby's back porch for a while... kevin showed.. went to the hs.. kevin got kicked out.... then abby bitched at crystal... brandon almost got hit by a bus. lol.. walked over to the bus stop to see jenny, she never showed... went to Little Ceasers with Chandra, and Robert..... Went to the HS looking for Ashley cuz Adam let her borrow Kevin's clothes... couldn't find her... Sat on the bleachers for a while. I was left out like a mofo and wanted to try to get a hold of Adam so I left Abby followed me..... Went to her house and smoked.... Chandra and Kevin showed up. .. Went inside and watched parts of Austin Powers Goldmember... Abby's mom came home and kicked us out because it smelled like smoke inside... went to Chandra's.... her mom is awsome.... left to go for a walk'to smoke'' and ran into this guy named lee and sumbody else me and abby always talked to. walked down to the train tracks.... smoked weed.... went to the park.... me and Chandra swung until abby and kev showed up..... the other guys disapeered. I had to piss so we went over to Lee's to use his bathroom. Sat down and finished watching Apollo 13. Went over to Chandra's and ate.... Left at 9:15... I'm going to cry hella. I think that Adam called me today and I didn't get to ttalk to him :-( . I want to see him so bad. I misses his kisses :( not a good thing. write more tomorrow about the past week or so.
Ok so I'm starting to see that today is not my day. Woke up at 10:30... Talked to Kevin and he said he got jumped by sum1 walking down to meet his ride home... He desribed the two guys.. and they sound like Vic and David. He said they like cupped their hands and hit him in the back and shit.. punched his balls. lol. And other shit. I talked to Christion. Said hes had the flu since the last time I saw him. I tried to heat my nacho cheese up in the microwave and the bowl cracked and broke. i was like Fuck! Adam called me at 12:30. All he said was "i'll be with my brother today. i'll come out and see you later tonight' and then we hung up.. A minute or so later he called back and was like 'I'm getting sum money from my mom today. We'll go to Babes Place or sumthin' Then that was it.. I was thinking if I even wanted to go because I know what he was probably gonna say. SUmthin along the lines of 'I stayed the night across from Nicole last night... I went over there to get the rest of my things.. SHe kissed me.... ok.. I kissed her too.. " yeah.. anyone wanna bet me 50 bucks? I know I'm right. grr. Abby doesn't know about Kevin gettin jumped yet. he promised me not to tell her. But I think she'll see theres sumthin wrong and I'll end up telling her. Gonna go get ready to capture abby from In-School now. TAH TAH ~~~~ umm got abby.. got stoned.. more later
met abby at the hs... went with abby kevin, chandra, and laura.. got stoned... adam came over... smoked more..went home
woke up.. adam came over till 12:30... went and got abby, went to abby's.
woke up at 8:30 when Adam called. He said that he was on his way. At like 9:30 I got out of bed and came downstairs...ate.. put on a movie.. its 10:30 and he's not here yet. Chandra said sumthin yesterday about maybe hanging out today since she gets out at 1 today. SHe goes to Clearview and I swear she was checkin me out the other night when we were gettin stoned. ~~~~~ stayed the night and sandra's and sara's. got in a big ass fight with Adam. he told me not to call him anymore, so I went outside and cried on Chandra's shoulder, and then Kelly, Mark, me and Chandra and sum other guy went on a topless nature walk and I made out with Chandra.
