you know, the one who reads in class
or dosent like what everyone else likes
shes not the prettiest girl in class or the smartest
shes the one nobody knows how really awsome she is except her close friends
because nobody wants to be seen with the loner and figure it out
thats me
Im that loner girl
the one nobody talks to
the one her closest friends think is so awsome but no one bothers to figure it out.
Im not skinny and im not the prettiest, hell not even close.
Im just a loner girl looking for a way out
because no one bothers talking to me or listening to what i have to say
they talk behind my back and laugh at my insecurities
Just to make them seem better
But no one even bothers to understand
No one will ever know how i feel
Im the loner girl
When i laugh my face lights up
but if you lookin my eyes,
you see the scared little girl just wanting to break out
on the outside im strong
smiling and laughing with the rest
on the inside im a wreck
in a crowded room
screaming at the top of my lungs but no one hears
no one even looks up
you always hear be yourself and be proud of who you are
those people never went to my school
where they dont care of who you are on the inside
just what you look on the outside
sometimes i just want to slit my wrists
or run away and wonder if anyone would care if i died
I doubt it
there would be people who would celebrate im sure
the ones i can name
the others would sympathise my friends
but behind their backs would smile and make jokes
thinking about it makes me cry
just four and a half more years i tell myself
until i dont have to see any of these miserable people ever again
of course i will see one or two over the years as i go and take a break from stardome at mcdonalds
do you want fries with that?
that will be their career
as for me,
dont worry
ill be famous one day
dont worry as for those of you who are snobby and shallow
your time will come
when you get a job, they wont care if you were head cheerleader
or first string quarter back for all 4 years
Thats because when you are 60,
you will still be working at mcdonalds because you need to pay bills
while my unpopular friends and i are wealthy
and getting paid to kiss those hot and steamy movie stars
that you drool over
so laugh now while i cry inside as you make your jokes
you only have four years
while i have the rest of my life
to laugh at you