| omg, omg omg! I am sooo mad! okay, today was ok, but i went to the movies wit jennifer right? and i told bobby i could give him a ride and he said that it would be great, then i like dont speak to him again. he didnt reply to my emails or phone calls and when i go, he is there. that didnt bother me as much as he totally ignores me! its like i know im not that popular but whenever he is around his other friends he dosent care about me but online he is like hey whats up? i think he is like ashamed of being my friend or sumthing, but im not taking his shit anymore! im sick of trying to be his friend and do stuff for him cuz it always blows up in my face! i cannot stand it anymore! Its like he is ashamed of me! and he totally ignored me! god, i have the worst judjment! he is like dr. jekell, mr. hyde! i cant take it anymore, im tired of crying over him, im tired of walking behind him like some lap dog and im tired of this whole thing! god i just cant stand his bull shit! and to top my day off i ask rachel hoffman to the movies with us and she says she has to go to her dad's, ya..her dad's. after about 5 minutes of the movie, she walks in wit her popular friends! ya , now i know who my real friends are, thanks a lot rachel. god, this is f-cking pissing me off! dude, i cant stand anyone else's bull shit! god, then she bumps into me and acts like she didnt know me! god everyone is pissing me off. i cannot stand rachel hoffman, always acting like she loves everyone and she used to call me one of her best friends. i cant take her bull shit. i cannot stand bobby anymore. i wish he never moved here. i hate school, i hate people! aaaaaaahhhhhhh! i hate everything! this is sooo pissing me off. especially the whole bobby and rachel thing! dammit! i cant take this f-cking piss ass shit anymore! and this whole thing wit "L" and my birthday is coming up. im going to FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
