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Dear Diary,
I have decided that this will be my last diary entry for a while. Some people (MEGAN) cant handle the responsibilities of reading someone's diary and keeping it a secret. Just kidding megan, I dont care. But I just dont have time anymore to be writing and so I am going to end this but I will add the old ones to the page and you can read old one's whenever but no new ones will be up. But for my final diary entry Im gonna give my last juicy secrets so you guys can go and spread the word.
1.) My feelings for Grayson have subsided. Meaning that I still like him but Im open for new crushes. If u know me i dont like talking about the guys i like with people. I just keep my thoughts to myself. So if Grayson likes me, thats cool and if he dosent thats cool too. Whatever turns you on.
2.)The whole Bobby situation is totally weird. I dunno, my friends all think I still like him and in my heart i will always love him but I think I have just gotten to know him too well. No one can really understand because they dont know about all the things that I have seen and heard from him. Believe me, there's not enough days in the week for all the theropy im gonna need.
3.) My home life totally blows. My mom has left her boyfriend for the 2nd time and got an appartment and i cant deal with this sh*t. When im home i want to be at schoool and when im at school i want to be home. My mother wants to be my best friend, my life revolves around my sister because i cant go anywhere because she will be home alone, and my dad is overly protective and starting to sound like my mother, wanting me to call him every hour on the hour and if i dont get out soon, Im gonna slit my wrists.
4.) My school life is even worse. Im constinantly critisized, with everyone giving me looks like i have two other heads growing out of shoulders. Jenny Kasak wont stop f*cking talking about me. the little whore. Oh, by the way, i know a little secret that she goes around the bases one too many times with guys. But you didnt hear that about me. And jenny, honey, EAT SOMETHING! you are so skinny, if she stepped on a crack, she would fall through. she makes me sick and shes not even pretty! How she has friends i will never know.
5.) Im questioning my sexuality. lol jk just thought i would see if you are paying attention.
Anywayz, i g2g. enjoy.