| Death of the Ford So my car died the otehr day. And I was stuck at home like I used to be. After you get a car and get used to driving every single day... Not being able to just pick up and leave can really get to you. I went kinda loopy. duhdoodoyder! yeah. anywhow. It took about two adn half hours to fix the stupid thing. Eveything is all ten years old and stiff and not moving like... so it took awhile. I was up until after one AM with my dad, standing in the road pulling stuff out and putting stuff back in.... it sucked bvasically... But lately, I been doing nothing. But I came back to me realization of the nevitable that relationships never workout... especially when you're young... and the only thing you should think about in a relationship is that you need to have a good time now while it lasts and not think 20 years into the future that you're going to be married to that person. Becuase people and things always change. I dont think married people even stay loving eachother for very long. Some just stay together cause there's no point in going through the divorce and being alone... financial dependency... I suppose. Or not wanting to make things worse on children... stuff like that. I'm only 16... I can live another 5 to 10 years without hearing about marriage again... *yawn* I better go before the rain picks up again... stupid nature ~Allison~ |