tangled

My thoughts mesh together in my lust filled head,
though I can't feel myself slip....
My own heart bleeds from disuse,
yet I live each day with an enthusiam untrue to prying eyes.

Tangled in this web i weave...though i don't feel the need to be free,
If everyone would leave me be, Disown me, Forget me. maybe I could start a new. But if I shant no matter... I guess Only time can heal these wounds I posses. feel free to tare at my spine. feel free to set my soul aflame. only then will I ever see you...as you..and only that way...