forget all that you've been told
the useless words
your thoughts still hold
forget the meaning and the feeling
submit to this new cold
you're lost and you can't explain
why the only thing you know
seems beyond just plain
twisting inside it's purpose
your mind forgets it's sane
forget the life you lead
come clean the thoughts so moral
now take all you've been fed
leave it with her
leave your life to the dead
beyond what you've been told
her skin so sweet, what bitter scent
her lifeless hand to hold
one breathe to her, your love
both eyelids to unfold
whispering to me
wonder if it's true
fading image of you
eyes to see
beauty blocks out
blood rubs the skin
all is left for doubt
isolate this voice
head circled around it
wind carrying on
over eyelids
over breath
carry it on
mine own advice
yeah tlk bout random.. makes no sense to me, so you can try.
without you
to get lost with
I'm lost today
thinking I maybe
might know less the way
searching and finding
no hope for me here
only to turn down
the right way I fear
what's this now
you've beat me
gone before past the sand
and it's unnerving
this feeling that seems to land
that we're more lost now
together once more
and neither of us
look up from the floor
as we turn our backs
to lost distance we've gained
half hoping we turn up
to this place again
Maybe this seems a little hard
With distraction feeding my brain
And maybe I'll come out with this all wrong
Cause I just don't know what to say
But it's days like these
When I just need you more
Crying myself to sleep on the floor
And it's days like these
When I see everything
Just a little bit sideways when you come to me
And there's days like those
When I shout and lie
I turn without even bothering to say why
There's days like those
When I can't stand the noise
I fall over and break and shatter your toys
Ans maybe this seems a little bit hard
Living my life with 51 cards
And a little distraction keeps feeding on me
So you might find it hard just to like me
Days when I'm lost and can't find my way
On and on without failing you stay
Days when I'm lost and confused and erased
You keep wiping the tears off my face
Days when I think that I've hurt you so badly
Are days when I realize how much you love me
And days like this
I can't sit back and watch
Your love get torn and tossed
Days like this
I gold back my grudge
So days like this
Today, I love
the burning inside
I was thinking of leaving it
drop all I have
let it go
just to flee from it
and I know hiding spaces
seem to run low in doubt
but I can't help but try
as it all figures out
the sweetness runs out
when there's no water feeding it
it's all running over
as I forget to believe it
back of your head's
got a mind of it's own
slow down and wind up
when you've forgotten you've flown
left for what follows
that burning you've got
concealed in the gallows
that you've given no thought
the sweetness runs out
when there's no water feeding it
it's poison to consume
as I forget to leave it
why can't you just stay on your shelf
pretty little thing such a shame to waste
keep all those things to yourself
leave it for your own erosion
stay far away from me
all those twisted torments with
just stay up on that shelf
sweet little thing it's a shame to waste
never bother me again
with those horrible things that circle
just stay away from me
all those fucking uncertainties
stay away and let me be!
I don't want all this
just go, you're free!
horrid little thing gone to waste
cease your torment of me
smash your shelf and come to me
I don't feel this right
your breath harms me
I run to hide and turn to see
pretty little thing, enviously
wake up each morning
in a hole in my bed
trying to sort out
what all's been said
hoping to find
you've been found and claimed dead
your fucked up new ways
of torturing me
shift off a pattern
I've been fed carefully
and someday one morning
I'll be found and claimed dead
and you only think
that it's all in your head
it's your fault my body
willfully bled
I get caught
hung on this feeling
I feel that I fought
but there's not use in trying
when they found what they sought
caught me dead and lying
and if only you knew
that this inside me
it's hidden from view
I let you find it
to deal with it coming
if only you know
I badly need you
michael if you take this wrong I will murder you. (advice- you can easily avoid being murdered by looking cute in socks... so bleh)