in black we have the random poems. in red we have the meaningful poems writtten for a purpose
whispering comes close
surround me
so paranoid
come close
your breath
touches me
get it away
I can't feel
leave me
just don't go
see myself
hear it go
off again
and running
ice so thin
while sunny
feel this
feel me running
feel my pulse
as I'm going
slip on by
unnoticed loving
(this poem makes me think of sex.. for some really odd reason)
feel me
next to you
breath touching
but I'm not there
right beside
so near away
close enough
you don't see me
invisible eyes
stare right back at you
transparent, I know
but don't you feel this too?
reach out and touch
do I even exist
my blood on your hands
that you must've missed
I'm desperate now
when you turn from my kiss
reach out to touch
and you don't know
you see my though
as soon as I go
you know what I think
so why bother to say
you see through my thoughts
in some simple way
and you know what I mean
when I'm trying to say
today is my only
throw tomorrow away
draw near and hold close
just be there and stay
because my mind has just left me
today I'm away
touch to awake me
hold what decay
kiss me my only
throw tomorrow away
I don't need what's next
you're here in today
there for me
always there for me
take a second glance
now you stare at me
torment me
can't let me be
questions keep coming
answers die with me
is it fair to flee
to let me be
my thoughts aren't free
doubting leisurely
avoid neccessities
easy to see
those who leave me
vast eternity
and yet here's me
kneeling cowardly
crying to save me
leaving cautiously
leave there for me
do you think we should keep on? think it through
these games we play to fill the space
mind against mind to just go back
when we're both to blame all time erased
sleeping on the couch to just go back
third night in a row and loose my fate
lost to logic thoughts
as our feelings erode when the fights are lost
and we've payed our cost
think it through will you still believe
to fill the space he'll love you most
to just go back
all time erased
to just go back
to your cold face
spilled your coffee
and left at eight
avoid the arguement
screamed across plates
and to loose you
bothers me less each day
yet I miss you less
when you're away
(cont. at top)I feel like a freak writing from a guy's point of view...
look, come on
just look again
lost your location
and you keep asking when
fail to realize
can't you see?
look around
look straight past me
look again
everything, all things
frustration leads
you lost sight of what you see
can't move on
each direction seems just to be
turn in circles
tell me what you find
how's it feel
to know only, to be blind
can you say what's real?
look to answer me
lost your sight
lost your feel
lost to your eyes
lost in what's real
what to find?
just look around-you've lost your mind
forget all that you've been told
the useless words
your thoughts still hold
forget the meaning and the feeling
submit to this new cold
you're lost and you can't explain
why the only thing you knew
seems beyond just plain
twisting inside it's purpose
your mind forgets it's sane
forget the life you led
come clean the thoughts so moral
now take all you've been fed
leave it with her
leave your life to the dead
beyond what you've been told
her skin so sweet, what bitter scent
her lifeless hand to hold
one breathe to her, your love
both eyelids to unfold