His touch feels warm
She doesn't notice her bleeding
He strokes her hair
She doesn't notice he's leading
He whispers to her
She doesn't notice he's lying
He says that he loves her
She doesn't notice she's buying
He's got her now
She doesn't notice she's trapped
He's kissed her mind
She doesn't notice she's not thinking
He pulls away now
She doesn't notice he's leaving
He'll come back though
She's noticing slow
Her eyes show the wreckage
That is now her soul
Her eyes take in hate
Her eyes are black holes
They saw the truth
After being unbinded
She's living hell now
Since she's been unblinded
Everything has gone
Who fuckin cares
My only two comforts
Have stranded me here
I'm alone and consumed
With the hate I breathe in
I"ve broken down and fell apart
My empty heart burned
And now I'm left the cry the ashes
change your mind
let's leave this place
change the lights
let's leave this hate
the concrete floor
is bare and cold
these ideas you hold
they're much too old
the path you take
to the side of the room
could make you stand
could make you bloom
but what you hold
in your hand so cold
could make it end
could destroy your ___
change your mind
let's leave this place
change the lights
let's make it safe
you're on the verge
just one more step
only to turn
to the memories left
right just turn right
all those right choices
gone wrong
it's your job to keep on
and try to step forward
it's quicker that way
just open your mouth and say
change your mind
let's leave this place
change the lights
let's leave all this hate
I've changed my mind
let's just break free
I'm no longer blind
if only you could see
(intended to be a song)
never again
fuck you!
there's no love
you can claim your thoughts elsewhere
don't ever get this close up
never before
did those words have meaning
now they are my hate
my pain and my fear
never again
don't ever come back
you think I'll give in
you think I'll take your shit
never before
don't touch me
fuck you!
I am my own
leave me to myself
if there's anything
you need to know
it's that I don't give a shit
dont' take it wrong though
it's not that I don't care
about anyone else
it's just you
who gives a fuck
what you're thinking
it comes from an empty mind
it has no meaning
you have no purpose
so why bother
and why bother me
why use me
to feed your lies
why live in my damn shadow
if you're only gonna destroy my life
why me
was I different
did I seem without thoughts
did I seem easy to decieve
easy for you to use ignorance against
what the fuck
I got more sense
than any person you've ever tricked
you've got no sense to realize
you're damn fucked
don't worry for what I'm about
I'll worry for myself
I rather like this doubt
I'm not thinking straight
I'm escaping from myself
my two minds negotiate
and I think I'm gettin somewhere
but I don't want to leave
I rather like this nowhere
uncertainty is so full
all my mistakes matter
I kinda feel special
I'm empty and useless
but everything I do echoes
did I really make things a mess?
I'm sorry, I was listening to the past of myself
everything I've ever done even slightly wrong
is all so neatly placed on this shelf
I'm reliving unneccessary pain
what better way to pass the time
all this weight of guilt I gain
it's bound to be good for something
look, I was right
it's helping my falling
suddenly there's this hate
there's all this pain
there's so many questions of fate
and I just keep going down
I've gone past the normal fall
I've gone past just hitting the ground
so maybe I don't like this place
no, I don't like it too awful much
myabe there's some way to escape
I think I'll choose this ideal looking one
what's this junk I'm hearing
murming of the voice of reason
turn it up full blast
I still can't hear a damn thing
It all tastes the same
like the one before
nothing seems different
just salt to the eyes
I've heard every one
it all sounds repeated
there's something different
it's just not easy to read