I don't know as much,
about myself,
as everyone else.
Because they've all done things,
that make them experts on being Shannon.

And they all know,
how to fix me,
and they all know,
that I should let them.

They know what pills I should take,
and what actions I shold take,
to change myelf.

They tell me all the time,
when I should sleep,
what I should eat,
who I should see.

What I want dosen't matter,
All I thought I knew,
is wrong.

What I feel,
is wrong.
What my body tells me,
is wrong.
What I exsperience everyday,
is wrong.

Becuase even if they've just met me,
they know more about what's going on,
inside of me,
tahn I could ever know.

It dosen't matter if I know it's fact,
it's wrong.

Somehow I know one thing though,
that I am everyones problem,
thats one thing they've told me,
that I already knew.

And they all have different ways,
to solve the problem.

Pills, doctors, actions, people.
Some say "Take this",
and I listen.
Some say "kill yourself"
and I go to listen,
but yet another says "No, Talk to them",
And I don't know what to do,
but everyone else does.

All I know is I am a problem,
that just can't seem to be solved.
So I know one more thing,

They should just lock me away,
so that they won't have to see the problem anymore,
so they won't have to know me anymore.