poetry

Judged on a daily basis. Judged by all diffrent races, for this isn't a racial thing, its just some "average" people fling. You call upon us by the wrong name and judge us by our outer frame. At least we're not plain. We don't run along the mainstream, instead we watch it flow by and wave "hi!" but never seem to get a proper reply.

The darkness slowly takes me over.
Consuming me with it's evil ways.
clutching me down, keeping me low.
The darkness slowly drags me below, Under the surface where no light shines.
I'm consumed by a dark world...my mind.

The cut that never heels.

The sore the emotional sore that never went away.
I try to fight it, but it is here to stay.
Trying to rid me of any happiness. I can run but i can't hide these sores, this cut that never heels.

Sucluded in a dark room, to dark to see where my happiness had floated away. To sad to cry. Im trapped in my own prison left to think, and notice my fears within me. Im drounding in a pool of blood, eating the soup of dispear and breaking the bread of unfofilment. Ill cut myself like a cheep coupon, my life is half price today Surrounded in a puddle of blood, here i lay. Left to think all alone in my dark room. No longer do i want to stay.

These are poems from my personal life and experiecnces so they may not make sence to you or maybe you just think they suck but hey, i like em'.

I can't decide, but i'll try to hide all my secrets and they jsut cause more pain. Through my self-indulgded ways and sad attempts at love, i cry myself to sleep from all my sugar-coated bullshit. I'm caught in a cluster of lies and false hopes. I'm unsue of your feelings and unsure of mine. I'm twisted and mangled in my own web of horrible torturous decisions. It's mind-boggling, every thought is filled with fear. I'm in a box, elosed are my thoughts.

My heart is shattered like glass.
My emotions are tossed into the air.
You've given me such pain
And treated me like you dont care.
I'll sit in simplisity and weep.
What more can i do, but think about you?
I'll curl up into a ball and let all my sences fall.
From head to toe........There they go....

I could have died maybe i should have died, when i saw you walk inside, And as you shut the door i put my eye back on the floor, when all i really wanted was to look some more. Does a wallflower play? Or does a wallflower stay on her wall? You see, i live alone, but ive made my happy home, all my furniture is centered around my phone. And im awaiting for the call my imaginary friends and all. Those who would never let me be taken by the fall. And now that cyron is getting louder and thses people are starting to crowd in on me. Where does a wallfower go when her flower gets pulled from its wall?

So sweet
So calm
Fun
Entertaining
Sexy at that.
Happy and lovable
Cuddle with me.
So smart and adventurous
You've got the Zen feel.
The way you make me smile without really even trying.
You stole my heart