:: Me ::

:: Monday, February 11, 2002 ::

well thigs are doing good rihgt now......i am hoping to get with sean :) but thats about all
:: shayla ariel 5:42 PM [+] ::
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well i got back from my speech meet....it sucked really. its always about kristina....the guys practically drooled over her today i felt as if i didnt even exist. it made me feel so lownad icky. its always about my friencds...never me...why? why? why? it really sux
:: shayla ariel 5:27 PM [+] ::
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hey everyone.....i have been sick for the last 2 days..havent eaten anything sence lunch on monday at noon...i jsut been sick ot my stomache and i have a sore throat and a hella bad cough...it really sux...but enough about that..i jsut got a new hotmail addy [email protected] u ppl can add me if u want to...but ia m gunna jet now.laterz all..but everyone jsut go visit www.mediabyleslie.com/buddy he is a great guy
:: shayla ariel 4:27 PM [+] ::
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hey people out there...whats up allo...i just got 11 inches cut off of my hair hte other day but ne way. lisa says i looke more "punk" now but whatever. to see pics of it go to teh pics page and it is on the last page of pics. anyway. i just got home from the basketball games it was alright. me and beth did the splits for some reason jsut over by the bleachers . but we are on crack like that. but ya....omg every limb of my body hurts for some reason. i jsut feel like crawling up in a hwile and dying. i feel like shit right now and it probably isnt going to get any better. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH... *kablam* there goes my life.......grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..not fair.....why why why why why why why why why why why everything is crumpling aorund me...andt here is nothing that i can do to stop it ...all i can do is sit there and watch..
:: shayla ariel 7:22 PM [+] ::
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it is me again..this time a little less happy...i feel so guitly....i want sean sooo bad....but i have josh......grrr why do i gotta be so stupid.....its not fair.why me???? i need to do sum stuff to get rid of the pain.........something anything......lifes not being good......so why should i......i know i made a promise..but that is a promise i am gunna hafto break.......
:: shayla ariel 7:08 PM [+] ::
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hey ppl whats up ...not much here...went to norfolk with greg today. got to see the jay-bob. he is such a stud :) got a pic taken with him lol. ne wayz....grr that boy is damn yummy lol its just like WHOA lol. lol gotta stop thinking about him lol he has a g/f and i have a b/f lol....hum de dum de dum lol uhhh.....ooh yeah lol i should be getting sum new pics up soon hopefully as soon as my broke midget ass can get enough money to develop 5 cameras lol.. well i am gunna jett laytaz
:: shayla ariel 6:27 PM [+] ::
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wow what a new years....i have never felt more isck in my life lol.....i didnt drink at either of the parties weent to but i took some pills . i was feelin it that night.i came home and had some vodka and a fuzzy navel or 2 and sum strawberry daiquiri. i didnt get to sleep until oh about 6:30 am..i kept thinkign i was gunna puke.adn the pills i had in me made me shaky and all so like i couldnt quit shaking i thought i was gunna die lol. but it is all good i am jsuta bit shaky now....after sleeping till 5 in the afternoon kinda helps lol. We went up and saw sean last night. he is such a hottie graaaaarr yum yum lol. jon acted like he was pissed when i called. i dont know what his deal is but whatever.....grrrrr....lol but ne wayz i think i am gunna take sum tylenol and go back to bed....in out
~*~punk-Shay-Bob~*~
:: shayla ariel 5:45 PM [+] ::
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me is sad yet again..surprise surprise......me and josh arent gunna be together on new years.....but that is nothing...a friend of mine is down...and he really needs to get happy again..it isnt good that he is down....i started having bad thought again earlier today..i ahve been trying to kick them outta my head but they just wont leave......everytime i look at myself i have that same thought..........why wont it jsut go away......why cant i let anyone know???
:: shayla ariel 7:36 PM [+] ::
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well here it is the day before new years eve :) hehehehe cant wait. me kristina jeanine and jennifer and melissa are going out. We are supposed to go cruising and whatnot. ME and kristina are going all out with gliter and kirstina is gunna wear her feather boa lol. WE are gunna have a kik azz tiem i am hoping. hopefully we will get up to stanton to see sean :) and jon 2. if he even wants me to see him (jon that is) he has been being wierd laytely) he is like not online ne more....hmmmm......ne ways well i am out
*PunK-ShAy-BoB*
:: shayla ariel 1:49 PM [+] ::
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