1. Sunrise

im so sick of never understanding the way that we both feel* i just wish that you were something that i could have that was really real* but its hard to understand when all you ever do is walk out on me* if only happiness was something that was free* every time i look for you you're always gone the moment that i came * when i woke up that morning you left before the sun rose up that day* and after all of this you never even said goodbye * i'll say it for you anyway*goodbye * all the times when you were gone i never understood the way that you are* if only you could stay close instead of being really far* i wish that you could be my sunrise at the beggining of my day* but somehow i'm managing and its all ok

2. Living a lie

lately things between us have been getting really kind of strange* i'm living in denial thinking things are still the same * it's one of those funny things you realize when she sais that she's dead* then you see her some place else and it feels like you've been shot in the head* you tell me to leave but how can i when im not there* every time i try to call and talk your always washing your hair* i should of realized it when you told me that your grandma just died* sixth time this week come on you know that your living a lie* come over with some flowers you slam the door right in my face* my hand is caught in the door thats why they say love hurts anyway* irony is when you break up on a sun shinny day* you say your through with me but hey i guess that is okay*

3. Independent

becuase every days a chore just to stand up to you * then i wonder whats this for then i relize its becuase of you* i can be independent i can think on my own * i can do whatever i want dont want to be your clone * every day i ask myself whats in your head* if i was to be like you i know id rather be dead* i wake up early tomorrow and i open the door* your standing ther telling me what to do but really whats that for * becuase everyday is still the same you always yell at me* all this shit has never changed you always tell me what to be* i know where you can go and shove the things you say* but i guess ill never know so goodbye anyway

4. Time ago

i remember those days when you were on the phone* you asked me to play you that one song cuz you liked it * i remember those days we talked for hours at a time* youd think it was a crime to feel so good* i rember those days when happiness was shared* we were one and never a pair and it was great* i remember those days when you let me hold your hand* only you coudl understand the way i felt* because every now n then i reminice about your smile* and everynow and then am i living in denial* cuz every now n then every now n then* cuz every now n then it happens all over again* i remember those days feeling the touch of your lips* our very first kiss it was fireworks * i remember those days all the heart ache that i felt* when you left with someone else i wanted to die *

5. Sitcom

i walk in the rain today* nothings on tv* nothing interest me * except the words they say* all the eyes are on me now* what am i suppose to say* what do they want from me* does it matter any how* what happens when your life becomes a sitcom and you don't know what to do* everyone is counting on you but you don't know what to say * what happens when your life becomes a sitcom youve forgotten all your lines* you have to pay a fine and you just want to quit* just give me one more break * let me rest a while* i'll try to fake a smile * and not drop the cake * ive forgotten all about me* who i was before * i try to reopen the door* but i dont have the key *

6. The theatre sucks

im so sorry if i did you wrong you know i never meant to anyway* im so worried and so scared about what your going to say* so now what am i supposed to do you left me standing here with out a word to say* and every body else thinks im happy inside so just sit back and enjoy the play that is my life* grab some popcorn and a snack because the shows about to end * i hope you like being stabbed in the back because its no longer pretend

7. Time machine

so many things that i never learned* to many choices that were burmed* how many many people will there be* when the world turns around* go back in time i dont know if i would * would i want to even if i could* then again all that made me what i am today* so go away* dont waist your time* yes ill be fine * why don't you go home* just leave me alone * why do you still bug me like before* why cant you ever find yourself the door* my whole life is still like before with you* if i had a time machine and it was quick* think of all the mistakes that i could fix* then again all that made me who i am today* i made another mistake again today * i quess theres something wrong with what i say* how many times will i be yelled at * because im wrong * im not perfect that is my excuse* i try to tell you but its no use * but then again all that made me what i am today* so many things id wish that id done * if i could take it back would this still have begun* i think a lot about that concequence * if you take a piece down will you still lose at your expence

8. See you again

because of you i cannot sleep at night* even though you held me tight it just wasnt right* how many times are we gonna have to play this game* you left a while back but things are still the same * if i could see you again* id still call you a bitch * you just laughed when i told you how i felt* you complain a lot got to play the hand your delt* and right now that my brain is on the brink * i cannot talk right now because i have to think* you never listened to anything that i say

9.Adolescence

ive tried everything i can to get out of this and i know youll say it like you did before * id rather live my own exciting dreams than to live a life thats bored* because everyday youll tell to me to growup and stop acting young* but how am i supposed to when my life has just begun* cuz every day i know youll say* every thing and pretend its all okay* ill smile and nod and take the blame * but its okay because im not listening anyway* i run out the back door just to give my ears a rest because there sick of listening to you * i bet you never knew life was just a test but it seems that ive failed you * becuase everyday you tell me to go and find a brain* its been five years and yet things are still the same

10. To you, from me

i know just how you feel when she left you * well she had her reasons but you never wanted it to end * so now you dont have a place to go or a single thought to think* when everythings gone wrong but just hold on* so now that everyone is gone* and your standing all alone* you fell so depressed* you just want to go home * theres one thing you need to know* and before you go * there is always hope for you * youve always tried your best and always did your worst* no matter what people say it always seems to hurt* people will say anything just to shut you up * when everythings gone wrong but just hold on

All songs � 57 days l8er