Sky Dive

so todays a new day and i'm so sick of the old everyone's telling me how i should react now that the leaves are fallen will it get cold you took away something i can't get back

i can't believe i let you be mine it makes me sick to think of all that wasted time

so do you hate me never want to see me again its hard to think when you're in head and its hard to see but maybe we can still be friends or would you rather i just show up dead?

goodbye i never thought i'd say it goodbye i was always the one who you blamed it on

Awaking To Unconsciousness

the world just comes crashing down the streets are lined with yesterdays news informing us of everyone that died we wish we could just ignore the truth a thousand broken hearts stop beating just for you and is this what you had in mind did you know what you could do

so where do we go when we've been everywhere and on the final day do you think that you will disapear and answer me this, do you think you lived your life well after the rain of the fallen ends will you be the one who fell

dreaming of memories and everything you wish you'd done only when the good out weighs the bad can the war finally be won lets just keep praying on that everything will turn out right maybe when we forget our anger we can then win the fight

all our dreams, replaced by memories of what we lost, get it back at any cost our memories, fade to reality give you some examples of how i use to be

i use to think , that life was a bad dream never waking up, or at least thats how it seems this is partly true, there's nothing you can do so just hold you breath, and you be heaven sent (don't fall asleep you'll never wake from this dream) (make sure you keep your eyes to the east)

It Doesn't Even Matter

he's ready to fly away from everyone and everything days blur into months its all the same always losing her stupid games he'll look up in the sky and try find the brightest star make a wish for it to fall so he can give it to her, she'll have it all

and she says it doesn't really matter when things are said and done boy meets girl, falls in love, its all just for fun and now his heart is somewhere under the oceans waves all because he forgot but then gave his heart away

his dreams are gone replaced by a nightmare he now lives there's no waking up from this coma he's now in he dives down and pulls his heart out from the oceans sand then tears it up so no one will ever get to it again

Momento

i did this all for you i tried my best but i guess i can't come thru when we think of all the things we'd undo i just wish that you'd tell me the truth i know i ran away from you you always said you had something better to do i should have left it as friends and walked away i guess i never should have stayed

so now its all gone is there anything left to say should i turn around and say goodbye then walk away my lungs won't breath the words just won't come out as i scream in silent misery i'm letting it all out

i wish i could let go its easier said then done you know all in all where did we go if you could read my mind then you would know its getting hard to sleep there will always be a part of you i'll keep a momento of when you cared it appeared to me that you couldn't learn to share

Nothing to prove

i'm trying much harder then i thought i could it makes no sense to me how everything still feels the same i'm thinking the same thoughts i always think

the consequence at your expense you've lost it all now take the fall nothing to lose nothing to prove who do you think you are? you know you're nothing special

and i'm dying i watch my blood fall to the ground it rolls between the cracks on the floor and i can't forget a thing you've said this pain i just cannot endure

Help me thru this

tell me are you happy without me why am i even asking that i know the answer not what i want to hear but i can't seem to get you out of my head please help me thru this now

i've thrown it all away and had to say goodbye again

days go by and the seasons they change as we grow older nothing stays the same what you once loved, you now hate but i can't seem to find a way please help me thru this now

its useless its useless to believe that everything will be okay

Taking time

i'm sick of changing. like the wings of a dragonfly they're constantly moving. never stopping for a break the wind brushing against them as i strain to keep my flight. sometimes its everything i can do to make myself believe that i'm all i need.

so now as i'm taking time to make my wish upon a star that doesn't care at all. all i can think of is you. its times like these that make us who we are. because of you i know who i am.

i know i could be so much more but some part of me is scared to try. i make myself so mad sometimes. so i'll take the strength i've gained from you and make my flight to heaven. because heaven's silent without you

Oblivious To Everything

all i need is a halo and two broken wings then i can say i had it all then lost everything when heaven denies me and i'm sent straight to hell thats when i kno i've fallen farther then i ever fell

but the hope still remains the sun shone thru the storm reminds me of how i feel when i'm with you like there can be no harm

when time seems like forever and it floats thru my hands everyone would be happier if we could understand lifes not about trying to make all the anger gone its about falling and breaking and still you just move on

Time stands still

ok here we go whats happening is not how its supposed to be just so you know everything there's nothing left to see what we say is the same thing over and over again please say you'll stay because your everything to me your my best friend

time stands still as we part could this be our last goodbye? you know how i feel we know things are changing but we don't know why please explain how things came to be like everythings falling apart and tell me now am i wasting my time thinking of how perfect we are

just so you know i'm not going to spend tonight alone so take my hand we'll run away from everything and the days will pass we'll hold on to eachother and forget the past so come with me and we'll teach eachother how great life really can be

so now we're gone we've forgotten all the pain that we once had it won't be long before you forget our faces or where we're at not enough words to explain how things could be so great and no more hurt at least none that we will ever see

I Think I Need You

i think i need you i never thought i'd hear myself say it but i think you are the best thing thats ever happened to me prayers do come true because tonight i'm here with you and everything around us is glazed in golden blue

the moons glow makes your hair three shades of black with the wind at our backs we'll be just fine there's no room for anything else in my head because its filled with everything you have said your the calm in the middle of the storm that tells me no matter what happens everything will be fine even tho i say it you say you love me more if you mean then come with me tonight

right now so much is said in silence can we just lay like this for an hour more you know i mean it when i say i love you yea i'd die for you too so lets just stay here and be quiet we don't know what life has in store you know i mean it when i say i need you everyday i love you even more

now i'm writing down how i'm feeling trying to make this perfect but the words won't come to my head and the autumn breeze seems deffining when all thats left is the sound of our breaths we've both had good times and bad but we're stronger now than we were then i hope when you kiss me you mean it yea i know its not just pretend

every word that you meant all the time that we spent all of the memories will just fade away all the things that you did and all the things that you do just remember me because i can't forget you

i've spent my whole life searching for someone like you remember me because i'll never forget you