CHANDIS POETRY - PAGE 2
VOODOO

He came .... He came
He came in me
Over me
Through me
He came .... Swimming in my skies
Working his special brand of Voodoo
He came

Many moons ago I walked on water for you
I made my heart the perfect place for you to play
Running free is what you do best
I 've learnt not to expect too much

A momnetary slip in sanity found us here
Holding on to daylight saving time by the bucket full
You know, I always wanted to
Would have slit my wrists if I knew that it would make a difference
Bring you
Back in
Tattooed to me forever
Till death then it all falls apart
The story always seems to end that way
I thought I wanted the story of us to be different
But there is always a cost for so much freedom

In feeding me your flesh
You have kept me in bondage
Our seperation has never been so difficult....so permanent
This solitude I cannot accept
I don't deal that well
And neither do you

Your eyes still move me
No one can get under my skin and fit me so well

Our arguments seem petty
We haven't grown up enough to see...to really see

You slipped out
I almost didn't feel you go
Your aura was still holding me, leaving me
Came home smelling like someone cheap
A girl can only look away so often
Before the woman in her has had enough
Wants to stop turning a blind eye acting deaf and dumb
I am that strong to let you keep on walking
I am that strong, only because I know how really weak I am

No one can get under my skin and fit me so well
No one can get under my skin and fit me so well
No one.
TOO MANY PEOPLE SLEEPING IN OUR BED

You pierce my skin with your intellectual rambling
Man, reflection of my moon-child
Father of my love child
Bearing me gifts of deliverance
You mother me
Smother me with layers
Of heartache
Am I like her?
Tell me
Drawing romantic notions with
Siren songs
Castrating you like your father did
When he told you
Men don�t cry
And only faggots have women as friends
Am I too strong for you?
Since I don�t suffer from penis envy
Or devour you hungrily with brutal pussy lips
My celibacy a reminder of your mothers own decay
Am I like her?
Warning you against going blind if you
Spank the monkey one more time?
Tell me�
What makes you want me in one breath?
Only to turn the other cheek away from me when it�s all over?
Am I like her?
Your eye candy
Bleached blond ambition
Trophy to your cause
Too pretty to love you
Too smart to care
Go on baby
It�s ok to admit that you too
Were hurt and scared
Walked over and played
Abused by packages all prettily tied up
Only to find that unwrapping love
Led to too many people sleeping in your bed
Then leaving you to die from unseen wounds....
The journey is too short to eat so many sweets
That you�ve forgotten how to feel
Let go, inhale me in
And I will fill you.
FALLEN FROM GRACE

I am winged creature sent to be your muse
And divine your future through my eyes
Heaven is missing you tonight as do I
My angel hair has gone coarse
No longer disturbed by the signature of your touch
My voice has changed character
No longer sweet but acrid and akin to that of a shrew
Youth has abandoned me and time marks my skin
With age and shame
My wings gather mites
My once supple hands bend into twisted forms
Incapable of love
You would not want me
Still, I long to be written onto the pages of your life
A reflection of my purpose
Saviour of myself
For what muse am I if I am without the inspiration of your gaze upon me?

THE CALLING

I hear my people cry
I hear my father�s voice
Trying to reach me
I am the worthless child
Who rebelled and didn�t want to be found

These wars have torn me away from myself
Left me broken
Now I try to mend
The past
Is no enemy of mine
I have learnt from every single crime
What it means to be part of this human personality.

I hear my people cry
Reflected in my mother�s voice
Trying to reach me
I am the prodigal child
Who never understood what it really meant to be you

This love has brought me back to myself
Shown me my true home
The past is no enemy of mine
I have learnt from every single crime
What it means to be human.
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