| Hurt If it kills me I will smile When my whole life is full of misfortune The snowy valley caressing the cold wind My skin blue and frozen Stone eyes afraid and tormented You will remember each time You will know each time You will realize each time You will feel each time You hurt me Everything I feel and know I know for a reason Each bit of damage lasting A longing for the better life Longing for the lie of hope I will remember each time I will know each time I will realize each time I will feel each time I see you Visions of nothing joyous Taunt my cracking heart The voices filling my head Ear splitting screams of despair I am lost and forgotten They will not remember They will not know They will not realize They will not feel When they hurt me Like everybody else The blinded eyes to me Upset and saying I hurt them Saying I hurt you How can that be said When you don't know you hurt me first? The things that I cannot say All it takes is that little corner All it takes is that cold breeze All it takes is the darkest night All it takes is the sadness All it takes are my tears You will never know I will always know They will never know Huw much I am hurt Silent screams Silent cries Silent words Unseen tears Unseen frowns Unseen torment The only thing I can let be seen The smiles and encouraging words The mask of happiness I put on The smiles I give to others The sadness I receive The unknowing parts of life |