| Admitting I'm afraid I have to admit That I thought I saw the joys Of life and what's in it But I was sadly mistaken Because I'm often proved wrong Just the other days I was told Something that hurt inside But I managed a smile And said "no worries" As I do to say many a time But I don't walk it off Like everyone expects me to do Because inside it hurts So much and it won't stop But it's okay I know my friends are there for me And I think that I annoy them Because I'm serious about their word And that's good Because they go through with it I feel happy with them But some still make it hurt inside Even though they don't mean to Because it's the thoughts I get That makes it hurt But I'll stop admitting Things people don't want to hear Because it proves to be useless On my part So I'll be quiet |