| Apr 14 Dude, I just realized that it's been bout a month! Well to catch you up on things, oh ye few people who actually visit this site and even fewer people who read the boring life of me in an online journal, I've had these songs in my head for the past few weeks: The Numa song, yes, that romainian nonsensical song with that Gary Newman guy dancing that's been flying around the internet, and a few Stephen Lynch crazy songs from his CD "A little bit Special" no one believes me but the lyrics to that song mentions the special guy's name is ED, not Fred, or Dred, or Bread, nope, although he does think "He's a piece of bread" but come one would it be funnier to call him Special Ed or Special Fred? well anyway there's those 2 and his mother's day song.*shivers with toungue sticking out* and there's that Jim Henson's dead song, or as I like to call it The Ode to Jim Henson. Sounds so much better doesn't it? well anyway Special Ed, Momma dropped him on his head, now he thinks he's a piece of bread, cause he's a little bit special...I ran track, went out in malls, Ed ran head first into walls...We'd play tag, he'd get hurt, I'd play soldier he'd eat dirt..." and then the best part of course comes at the end "one day while talking to Special Ed, he grabbed a brick and he swung at my head and as he laughed at me that's when I knew, Special Ed just made me Special too...next to me Ed is fine yea he's a F***in Einstein." And as for mother's day well that one's short: "Thank you dear lady, for being my mom, you did all my homework you took me to prom, and I was the only guy who got lucky that night" *Shivers* l8r Peeps! food's here! May12 It's been about a month again. and that insanity test has become a song. And I just got done with a 5-way call with my friends. Which was totally confusing and fun! So there's this Junior car parade tomarrow and I'm s'posed to ride with my friend and her boyfriend. It just might feel like I'm the third wheel but I guess it's better than not going, right? I dunno. I'm just not so sure she'd do anythin like that. Have you ever felt like whenever your mom comes in on you surfing the normal sights on the internet you're suddenly doing something wrong? It's not like its rated R or X or even PG13 it's just, you feel weird as though she's gonna judge you somehow by what your looking at. Even if it is only PG or G rated. I always feel that way with my mom. I don't ever feel like I can tell her anything. She always seems to get upset at whatever I'm doing. "Yea, mom, I found the care bear's web site and it's got some really cool stuff!" Then she gives you that weird look and treats you like you just walked in, "Hi honey, how are you?" or worse, she'll ask you "really dear? what was so good about it?" Either way, you feel uncomfortable because there's something in her eyes that you can only describe as the look that can kill hiding beneath the surface. For example, the other day I was looking at the Numa Numa dance on albinoblacksheep.com when she came in. "What's that dear?" I laughed when I answered, "Oh just some crazy guy lipsincing to some romainian song." Then I looked at her and her eyes were like daggers. And I had to jump off the internet and go into my room to listen to music. I don't know if she's just waiting for me to mess up and do something like find the "unrated" sites on the internet or what, but she's creaping me out! GAHH! May 17 So now She's giving me that look cause I laughed at the term "blue balls" wtf? dunno but that's been a joke amongst my friends and now she's wondering where i heard the term before. What do i tell her? The uniforms for flag team this year are sposed to be psycadelic lookin, its really rather scary and has nothing to do with our school. but it "makes us stand out" I think a little too much. but no one asks my say in any of this. Can any one get anything twisted from O.G.? what is O.G.? does it mean Oh God? or Oh gross, or Overcooked Greenbeans or On Grass. Not a clue here, I just wanna know cause a friend of mine got a text message from someone in like boston?(maybe it was texas or california or something) who sent her "wats ben up?" and then "O.G." she didn't ever respond. She doesn't think she knows anyone in boston though. My friend is so obsessed with Ron from Harry Potter and the Phantom from the Phantom of the Opera. Is too much obsession a bad thing? Or is it just sadly annoying? Maybe I should try to get her a boyfriend? "If I could find the right words, could you paint us a picture that works? More emphasis on function rather than design.." ~:Atreyu May 18 "Amber is the color of your energy!" really cool song! oh yea! but I can hardly hear over my brother's friends drumming! The two of them really give me a headache. "The Greatest Song in the World Tribute!" Also cool! but again with the drumming! "there shined a shiny demon...and we played the first thing that came to our heads...look into my eyes and it's easy to see 1+1 make 2, 2+1 make 3...ahhh!!...woa..this is not the greatest song...this is just a tribute...couldn't remember...(*gibberish like skat*) and the peculiur thing is this, the song we sang on that fateful night didn't actually sound anything like this song! this is just a tribute you gotta believe me and I wish you were there, just a matter of opinion.." and they are playing my morrowind game. Oh well as long as they don't save over my game or anyone else's game. (techno starwars) awesome! trying to think of a name for the band a few of my friends are trying to start. We know it might not get anywhere but it's worth the fun, right? plus when I do get started with my own band, I could use some of the experience and stuff from this one. which would be really cool! I'm so bored and with the neighbor over I can't get comfortable cause he's always right around the corner and stuff and i don't want him to see me in my pj's or anything cause I don't really like him and don't wanna do anything to attract him, plus I have a boyfriend that I love very much and I don't wanna do anything that might harm our relationship. We've been dating for 2 years and 5 months on and off but I don't count the on and off cause I didn't go out with anyone else even though he did. Dunno it wasn't that much time apart, so I don't count it. It's proly only 2 years 3 months. See so in comparison, not much time apart. cause he took about one week for this one chick, one week for time, about one month for some chick that refused to date him for the whole summer, but I don't keep track of that. I keep track of being asked out for the first time on Fri, Dec 13, 2002. the day before the sadie hawkins dance that I asked him to like 2 months before that. I'm not sure why I asked him so far in advance. I guess I just really liked him and didn't want him to be taken before I had gotten the nerve or the chance. And guys E-mail me please! It gets boring when no one ever e-mails me and I just talk about my whole life story online to the very few people who ever read it and so if the very few people who do read this would you pleas e-mail me? It can get boring hidding in front of the computer for the dreaded neighbor to leave or Aaron to come visit and make me feel more comfortable hanging around my own house. That sounds really sad doesn't it? My BF has to be here to make me feel comfortable around my own house. Well, it's not always that way, it's just when the neighbor's over which is alot recently cause he's moving! excited about the moving not the always being here part. I can't wait until he moves cause I'll like never see him again. It'll be so cool! I could chill around my house with out worring about <him> (italics if I were any good at making that stuff happen). later days! |
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