121201,01:48amCST-Well it's definetly been a while since I've written here and I think it's entirely due to a thing I call "laze". That's the word I use to describe laziness. Well I'm in college now, in fact just finishing up my 1st semester. I'm finally 18, and I can buy my own smokes. I plan on quitting smoking after I get my next paycheck, so I can afford some nicorette or something. I'm still working at the ice rink btw. It's been hard, the last 3 weeks to a month have been some of the hardest emotionally of my life, resulting in me feeling the worst I ever have. I'll try to explain why over the course of the next few journals because I'm tired and need to go to bed, even though I get school off tomorrow.
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121301.07:37pmCST-I had my first of two finals today, I got home by 9 am and I've been lounging around all day just relaxing, playing games on pogo.com which btw is an awesome place to just waste hours and hours. Today was great I actually got to take my mind off of all the shit I don't like about my life.
