Frozen Nights
This bed is so cold when I'm in it without you.
I seek in the night for your loving embrace.
When I find nothing my heart starts to rue.
For I cannot handle this empty I face.
Tears drown my dreams, I choke on my sorrow,
I reach to embrace but it's me that I hold.
All I can do is fight for tomorrow.
I cannot allow my sick heart to fold.
Alone, I hear you whisper my name,
I look around but there's nobody there.
I feel you presence, but it's not the same;
being without you is too hard to bare!
I hold on to hope like a vial of venom.
I know it's unsafe but I cannot let go.
My clouded up spirit is trapped in a plenum,
so full of love but there's no one to show.
It's better to love and to lose, so I'm told,
then never to have loved at all.
Whoever first said that has not felt the gold,
and certainly never experienced the fall.
This bed is so lonely, I lie here alone,
and wish for the past that we've shared together.
I think of the love that, together we've grown,
and whatever happens I'll love you forever.