'cause my own words never quite fit

..at the moment..

..in my mind, these are the words repeating..

i heard you talking in your sleep. near the end, i heard you singing... your voice was calling out my name; pulling on my earlobes "this is not ours. my heart frames a window, my loss is really your own." yeah, talking is just one draft and said.

"i love you, too"
-rainer maria

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I've got it now
a thorn in my side the size of a cadillac
Drive it through
'cause backin up now would be next to impossible
I had it all
When I was with you I forgot about everything
Eighteen months
Eighteen months seems like fucking eternity...

But you'll be there, to dry my eyes
When I breathe you in, in ninetyseven...in ninetyseven..

I've got it now
like a thorn in my side the size of a cadillac
Drive it through
'cause backin up now would be next to impossible
I had it all
When I was with you I forgot about everything
Eighteen months.. I won't breathe for eighteen months...

I don't deserve this, I don't deserve this,
I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this
I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this,
I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this,
no I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this no.

"ninety-seven" - alkaline trio

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"i don't believe in fate. there's no forgiveness, there must be something. more. i'm convinced, regardless of all the times they said that i should forget everything."

from "viva anger, viva hate"
-rainer maria

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