"Give it to me I throw it away."-- NIN
"Destroy the mind, destroy the body, but you cannot destroy the heart."-- The Smashing Pumpkins
"It's gone if you blink
I can see it as soon as you think it...
look at the way she's seaching
trapped in a world that's hurting
so bad it makes her cry
but I won't let her say goodbye" --311
"My wingspans are razors and broken glass and abandoned memories and songs that get burned at the dead letter office."-- Allie Cat Bitch
"Those who feel me near pull the blinds and change their minds."-- David Bowie
"Would you catch me if I was fallin? Would you kiss me if I was leaving? Would you hold me cuz I'm lonely without you?"--Counting Crows
"The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing that it will never be returned"
"A pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else. But all the drugs in this world won't save her from herself."--Marilyn Manson, "Coma White"
"Simmy, you're a rockin bitch"-- a few words of encouragement from someone who's at least supposed to be my friend
"Nothing can dim the light that shines from within"-- Maya Angelou
"There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path."-- Lawrence Fishbourne in The Matrix
"Everything scares me in one way or another"-- Jay
"Oh my God! I'm gonna faint! My heart! Oh no! Quick, call 411!"-- my genius mother
"i used to be so big and strong.
i used to know my right from wrong.
i used to never be afraid.
i used to be somebody
i used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide.
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody" --NIN
"Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have" --NIN
"When you want it, goes away too fast. Times you hate it always seem to last. Just remember when you think you're free, the crack inside your fuckin heart is me. I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day" --Marilyn Manson
"so I'm clutching it tight
another glass in my hand
and my mouth and the smiles
moving up as I stand up
too close and too wide
and the smiles are too bright
and I breathe in too deep
and my head's getting light
but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
and I'm starting to sway
and the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
and they won't go away
so here I go
here I go again...
and I'm starting to laugh
like an animal in pain
and I've got blood on my hands
and I've got hands in my brain
and the first short retch
leaves me gasping for more
and I stagger over screaming
on my way to the floor
and I'm back on my back
with the lights and the lies in my eyes
and the colour and the music's too loud
and my head's all the wrong size
so here I go
here I go again..." -- The Cure
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