Author�s Note:� Okay� well,
since my first fic, Aftermath, has been relegated
by the short-sighted writers to AU, I�m forced to advise you that this is a
story outside of that sphere.� Still,
after this week�s ep, The Stuff of Villains,
I had to write this.� Looks like you�re
getting a couple of birthday presents, Psycho B!� ::sighs in exasperation with the Evo writers::
Disclaimer:� This story is angsty
slash erotica, and therefore not for the eyes of anyone under the age of 18 or
offended by homosexual material.�
X-men:� Evolution is owned by
Marvel Comics and the WB; believe me, this series would be very different if I owned it.
Recommended Musical Accompaniment:�
Poison and Love Is A
Loaded Gun by Alice Cooper
The Second Order Of Business
By Lady Eternal
��������������� Lance
watched out the window, his face a hollow as Pietro used the burn barrel to
destroy the suit Toad had worm around the house.� The obviously disgusted expression on Pietro�s face would have
struck Lance as adorable, were it not for the soul-numbing pain searing through
Lance�s body.� Pietro had come back, but
not to him.� The adorable little speed
demon had returned to lead them, to make them worthy of joining Magneto�s
militia� he hadn�t even bothered to say he was sorry for nearly getting them
all killed.� Turning from the window,
Lance forced his emotions back, hating that anyone could make him feel so
miserable� that after all this time he was still vulnerable to the same
betrayals�
��������������� Glancing
up from the fire, Pietro saw Lance turning from the window and felt a stab of
guilt.� With Gambit hanging around,
Pietro had been unable to say what he so desperately needed to say to
Lance.� And then Lance had gone upstairs
to clean up� and he hadn�t been down all night.� He could care less if Todd and Fred resented his presence; the
threat of Magneto�s retribution for anything other than empty words against him
was more than enough to keep them in line.�
But Lance� After the initial moment of rage, Lance hadn�t even attempted
to come near him.� It hurt more than
Pietro wanted to admit.� They�d been so
happy�
��������������� But
Magneto was not a man easily denied, especially by his submissive son.� There was a dominance in him that only Wanda
could match, and Pietro had been impressed many times during his youth with the
consequences of staying near his sister long enough to allow her own dominant
nature to be exerted over him.� His
father had called him, and Pietro had complied� at the cost of whatever real
trust Lance had begun to feel for him.
��������������� Usually
fast feet were heavy as he came inside, praying to the Gods of his people that
Lance would let him in.
��������������� �Lance?�
��������������� Lying
on his back across the bed, Lance didn�t even blink as that beautifully
familiar voice echoed through the door.�
Reaching out, he grasped the remote for his stereo and turned up the
volume.
��������������� Pietro
winced as the volume skyrocketed, the impact doubled by the lyrics blaring
through the door.
��������������� One down, one to go
��������������� Just another bullet in the
chamber
��������������� Sometimes love�s a loaded
gun
��������������� Red light, stop and go
��������������� Whatchya gonna do when you
play with danger?
��������������� Sometimes love�s a loaded
gun
��������������� And it shoots to kill.
��������������� I tried to look the other
way and fake it
��������������� You know you pushed me
right to the limit
��������������� I can�t take it!
��������������� Hot tears formed in
Pietro�s eyes before he could dash them away.�
I should have known.� I knew
Lance was depressed, sometimes even suicidal.�
I should have left him a note� something�� I didn�t mean to hurt him like this, but I didn�t have a choice�� A moment of silence preceded the track
change, and Pietro slumped miserably against the wall.� He knew this one, too� knew that Lance loved
to play his guitar in accompaniment�� He
hated that he�d hurt Lance so much��
Finally gathering his courage, Pietro pushed the door open, ignoring the
faint protest of the old lock.� It had
never worked anyway� Even though he heard the door opening, Lance never looked
up from his guitar.
��������������� Your cruel device
��������������� Your skin:� like ice
��������������� One look could kill
��������������� Your pain� your thrill
��������������� I wanna love you but I�d
better not touch
��������������� {Don�t touch}
��������������� I wanna hold you but my
senses tell me to stop
��������������� I wanna kiss you but I
want it too much
��������������� {Too much}
��������������� I wanna taste you but your
lips are
��������������� Venomous poison
��������������� You�re poison runnin�
through my veins
��������������� You�re poison
��������������� I don�t wanna break these
chains
��������������� Your mouth:� so hot
��������������� Your web:� I�m caught
��������������� Your skin:� so wet
��������������� Black lace on sweat�
��������������� I hear you callin� and
it�s needles and pins
��������������� {And pins}
��������������� I wanna hurt you just to
hear you screamin� my name
��������������� Don�t wanna touch you but
you�re under my skin
��������������� {My skin}
��������������� I wanna kiss you but your
lips are
��������������� Venomous poison
��������������� You�re poison runnin�
through my veins
��������������� You�re poison
��������������� I don�t wanna break these
chains
��������������� Poison�
��������������� Desperately, Pietro
fought past the arrowed words that Lance directed at him, racing to the
beautiful brunette that had captured his heart.� Lance looked up as Pietro tore the electric guitar, a Christmas
present from the speedster, out of those black-gloved hands, an anguished look
in those azure eyes.� �What do you
want?� Lance asked numbly.
��������������� �To
take care of the second order of business,� Pietro replied, his voice
thick.� Settling in Lance�s lap, he
wrapped himself around the rock-tumbler and kissed him.
��������������� The
deep, open, passionate kiss went through Lance like an electric current.� It suddenly occurred to him how much he�d
missed having the snowy-haired gypsy in his arms, those pale, slender lips firmly
attached to his.� In that instant, he
was willing to forgive everything�
��������������� Which
is exactly what he wants.� The
manipulative little brat.
��������������� A
surge of anger brought Lance�s hands up to Pietro�s shoulders, and he shoved
Pietro off his lap with almost vicious force.�
Pietro stared up at his lover with enormous azure wounds for eyes,
watching almost in dismay as Lance wiped the remnants of the kiss from his
mouth with the back of one gloved hand.�
�It�s not that easy, Maximoff,� the rock-tumbler snarled. ��I�m not that easy.�
��������������� �Lance��
��������������� �What
did you think?� That you were just gonna
walk back in here and everything was gonna be just like before?� That what you did was gonna be forgiven with
one practiced embrace?� Forget it, kid;
I�m done being played:� by Mystique, by
Magneto, and especially by you.�� Alice
Cooper continued to blast in the background, fueling Lance�s fury:� a soundtrack for Lance�s rage and pain.
��������������� In
a flash, Pietro was on his feet.� A Roma
never begged� not on his knees, anyway.�
�Lance, please; you don�t understand.�
Father promised me that you wouldn�t be hurt-�
��������������� �Really?� So he�s gonna get my expulsion
rescinded?� Or just create a new
identity for me so I can transfer to another school and graduate?�
��������������� �He
can�t do that, Lance��
��������������� �Then
I got hurt, Pietro.�� Lance paced away
from him.� �I can�t ever go back:� can�t finish school, can�t get into a
college, can�t even start to build a life for myself� let alone anyone else I
might want to share it with.�� Turning
back, he couldn�t quite hide the pain.�
�Not that I�ll ever be able to trust anyone that much.� Unless he can make me forget you, that
is.�� A low cry of pain left Pietro.� �You think I didn�t get hurt, Pietro?� Maybe not physically.� I guess your dad must figure I�ve gotten
used to the other ways I can get hurt by now.�
I�m surprised I�m not, actually.�
��������������� Blinking
back tears, Pietro stepped closer.�
�Lance, it�s not like that.� I
had to help him��
��������������� �Help
him ruin my life?� Start a race war?�
��������������� �No,
Lance� you don�t know what they�re capable of.�
Witch hunts, Inquisitions, Holocausts� they�re nothing compared to
what�s coming if mutant-kind refuses to prepare themselves.�
��������������� �Ah.�� Lance nodded sagely, his dark eyes turning
black from the pain.� �So he destroyed
us and my ability to trust just to prove a point to Xavier.� Just chalk up my feelings as a casualty of
war and move on, then.� I�m glad you
both can live with that, because I have to.�
��������������� Desperately,
Pietro grabbed at Lance�s arms and forced the brunette to look at him.� �Lance, stop it!� Nothing�s changed� at least not how I feel about you.�
��������������� Those
fathomless eyes, deep and echoing with a lifetime of pain, cut holes in
Pietro�s soul.� �But you�d put my life
in danger if he asked it of you.� You�d
abandon me� us, our life together� if he snapped his fingers.�� Lance could barely contain the tears in his
voice.� �Do you have any idea what it
feels like to know that I�ll always play second fiddle to your father�s agenda,
Pietro?�
��������������� �Don�t,
Lance� please��
��������������� Lance
only gazed deeper into those eyes� those beautiful, sky-blue eyes� eyes that
he�d watched grow heavy-lidded and dark in the throes of passion�� �Lucky me� I appear to have fallen in love
with the wrong twin.�
��������������� Pietro�s
face crumpled as another moan of pain burst past his lips.� Desperately, he reached up and kissed Lance,
twining his limbs around Lance�s body.�
Needing Lance to understand, he sent an endless stream of love screaming
along their sex bond in a desperate attempt to bring Lance back from this pit
of despair�
��������������� This
time, Lance didn�t have the strength to push Pietro away.� Instead, he crushed the slender body closer,
deepened the kiss, reflecting his wounded feelings back at Pietro along their
bond� needing Pietro to understand�
��������������� They
never made it to the bed.� Lance�s knees
buckled and he simply dropped to the floor with his precious, snowy-haired
attachment.� Pietro rubbed his body
against Lance�s like a small cat, savoring the warmth and weight� his bed had
been so empty without Lance� his very soul felt empty�� Deft fingers stripped him, touched him, drew
out his passion as easily as plucking notes from the electric guitar�� Lance couldn�t wait.� Desperate for even the fa�ade of Pietro�s love,
he barely had Pietro naked before his own clothes were simply shoved away and
he was buried to the hilt in Pietro�s ass� Pietro cried out incoherently, his
nails digging deeply into the muscles of Lance�s back, urging him on�
��������������� It
seemed like hours� days� Lance just kept pounding into Pietro, pushing the
snowy-haired brat from one orgasm to another until Pietro lost count� it felt
like Lance had lost his mind� and through it all, he flung his hurt and his
love and his need at Pietro across the bond, driving his point home with every
hammering stroke�� Pietro writhed and
screamed under the welcome assault� clawing at Lance�s back and arching to take
those punishing drives even deeper�
��������������� Tell
me you understand�
��������������� Yes�
��������������� Tell me you�re sorry�
��������������� Yes, I�m sorry�
��������������� Do you understand?
��������������� Yes� yes�
��������������� Tell me you love me, Pietro.
��������������� I love you, Lance�
��������������� Say it again�
��������������� I love you� I love you�
��������������� Don�t you ever leave me again.
��������������� Never� never�
��������������� Do you love me?
��������������� Yes� yes... Oh, God, YES�
��������������� Finally,
Lance let go.� Driving Pietro into one
last, devastating orgasm, Lance followed him over the edge, coming so hard that
he felt tears well in his eyes.� Curling
the sweaty, naked, trembling body of his beloved close, Lance brushed gentle
kisses over Pietro�s cheek.� �I do love
you, Pietro.�
��������������� �I
love you, too, Lance.�� Snuggling deeper
into that familiar embrace, Pietro breathed in the scent of bayberry and man
that he�d been too long without.� �It�s
gonna be okay, Lance.� I promise.�
��������������� Unable
to bring himself to believe it, Lance just brushed another kiss over Pietro�s
face.� �I know, Pie.� I know.�
A/N:� I know, I know:� I�m a
sick puppy�� I�ve been in an angsty mood
lately.� ;-D