~*~*~My name is Heather, but most call me Header for various reasons. I'm at the ripe old age of fifteen, ehe, only sixteen in December. I'm a junior at Red Mountain High School in Mesa, Arizona. My favorite things to do include playing softball, listening to music, messing around on the internet, sleeping, and attempting to figure out conspiracy theories among my friends. I crack myself up =) I'm the damned cutest thing you'll ever see, and the cutest thing you know =). I have a very open mind, I'm not judgemental, and am the coolest person I know. I think the song, "Meet Virginia" by Train really describes my personality, therefore I consider it my theme song, not that any of you really care or anything =). But, yeah, I am a walking, talking, breathing example of the ever-familiar cliche, don't judge a book by it's cover, and it makes me laugh to see how people act around me prior to getting to know me, and afterwards... cracks me up, you don't even know, hehe. And, I have a habit of befriending people in need of solid friends. My basic attitude is if you want to be my friend, talk to me, I don't have a problem having anyone as a friend =) The two things I cannnot stand is mean people and homophobics. If anyone wants to talk, my screen name on AOL is headerpie, and for msn, my little email thing is [email protected] feel free to talk any time! =)~*~*~


~*~*~I have no preference as far as music and cliques go. With the help of some friends, I'm gettin' more into punk and ska stuff, which totally kicks ass. I listen to just about anything with the exception of classical, oldies ::Header CANNOT stand oldies!::, jazz, stuff like that, and I'm also very knowledgeable in the department. I can name any song that I've listened to more than once in like, three beats, go Header, you wanna talk about hidden talents, haha.~*~*~

~*~*~For someone who's gone through hella shit, I'm a pretty optimistic person and I try to enjoy life, and make the best of the situation. I used to be one miserable person... most of you who have known me for a while now knows that. I hated life, I hated it to the bone. I had a lot of emotional problems. My biggest issue is my mommy's death back when I was only in seventh grade. After she passed away, my daddy told me that the one of the last things she told him was, "Let it go, Howard." Ever since then, I tried to be optimistic and not worry so much, and I've been successful. Every once in a while I swing back into my depression... it got really bad at the end of last year, but everything's all better now! =) I don't usually get upset, but when I do, I'm fuckin' livid. I'm the nicest person in the world until you piss me off. I'm never taken seriously when I'm upset though, people just tend to laugh at me, which pisses me off more. They say I get too cute when I'm mad, and that's something I'm SO not proud of, but it's all good.~*~*~

~*~*~My friends mean the world to me, and I would do anything for anyone I cared about... actually, I'd do anything for anyone who hasn't pissed me off. My family are my friends because they're my source for support, comfort, and confidence, unlike the people I'm related to. Blood doesn't mean shit to me. I've never looked to my blood relatives for guidance, but I always look to my friends. Sure, I love my daddy and all, but he SHELTERS me like all hell. I understand why he does it... I'm kinda living the movie Anywhere But Here. If you haven't seen the movie, it's basically a Mother refuses to let her daughter grow up for fear of her leaving.... yeah. I sware, if I didn't have the friends I did, or be into music as much as I am, I would have killed my self a hella long time ago, no joke.~*~*~

~*~*~My favorite types of video games are SO role-playing, and my favorite video game, hands down, is Lufia II for Super Intendo. I absolutely love the Zelda series as well. I just bought Wild Arms, a game that Tesh and Miko absolutely love. before I'm finished with it, I plan to master it, hehe. I get really good at just about any game I play if I get into it, and I can play for hours on end. I like, seriously get obsessive over video games, haha. I don't really play 'em much anymore, but I know Lufia II by fuckin' heart, oh yeah! =) hehe.~*~*~

~*~*~My goals for life consist of: graduate high school, graduate college, marry My Vincey (hehehe)... but as far as careers go, I'm not sure. I'm REALLY not sure. It'd rule to be a bartender, but that doesn't really make enough money to like, be considered a CAREER, unless you are a fancy bartender, like the one in them James Bond movies. I'd make a GREAT fashion designer, lemme tell you... I have a preddy unique sense of fashion...hehe. I'd have lotsa fun with that one =) I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens and find out what my occupation of choice will be, eh? When I showed this pic to Sancho, he laughed and said that these rugrats will be my children. I didn't deny it.~*~*~

~*~*~I don't believe in a God, although I do believe in a higher power, that being FATE. After attending a Narcautics Anonymous meeting with my super friend Emily, I heard her logic on this, and I totally agree with it, and it makes sense to me. Most of my friends think fate is bullshit, but what do I care? I'm entitled to my beliefs just like they're entitled to theirs. I'm not really a religious type-a person, I was baptized mormon, and regretting it. I don't consider myself a mormon because I hold no belief in the religion AT all, plain and simple. I like this lunchbox, it says a lot, haha. No, for reals, if someone preaches religion to me, I tend to get a little upset and contradictory most of the time, and I have a problem with full-out Bible Thumpers. In my book, there's a difference between preaching and disscussing and sharing. And, I'm told to thank Jesus for the sacrifice he made, right? Well, I'm sorry, I don't recall asking anyone to die for me, thanks. I question faith and religion, I always have. I'm thinkin' that I'm not going to find an answer anytime soon, either. It's not worth gettin' all upset and stuff, though, so I'll wait it out.~*~*~

~*~*~As far as politics go, I'm not too into all that, but I'm SO Anti-Republican. Yeah, the biggest issue I have with republicans is they're against abortions. My daddy says the only difference between a democrat and a republican is the democrat threatens to make your life miserable and the republican actually does make it more miserable. I guess that's close to the truth, eh? I cannot stand George W. Bush, at all. He's a dumbass, and he doesn't know how to run a country. In his response to the shooting that took place at Santana High School in California was that it was, "an act of cowardice"... how assinine is that? The only reason he's the president because his daddy was president, and he has his hand up Junior's ass and controlling him as if he were a puppet. That's all he is, a political puppet. Then again, that's what all politicians are, am I wrong? I've come to the conclusion that I need to be the president of the United States. It'll solve all our problems with inadequete leaders, eh? I'm all for the rights we are TOLD we have, but when we excercise these rights, and get trampled, arrested, or KILLED because we do, that's fucked up. In the words of Marilyn Manson, "We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves."~*~*~

~*~*~Now, believe it or not, I'm not into drugs, tobacco, although I kinda like drinking... hehe. One experience, haha, it ruled. If it was offered to me, I'd do it again, but I won't go looking for it, it's not a crutch YET =). I had a not kewl experience with tobacco; I have a feeling that's what killed my mommy, so I'm really not too fond of it. But really, though, I want to know how someone gets started smoking... like, smoking pot gives you a high, and when you get drunk, your inhibitions are released.. those kinda things are fun! But what does smokin' do for ya? I still haven't found a logical, or justified reason to smoke. I don't like to preach about drugs or anything, because it's not my place to tell people not to do something... I don't know if I can say most of my friends are straight edge, but some of them are, and for those who aren't, I don't condone the stuff, but it's your life, and I'm not going to tell you what to do and what not to do. Yeah, I don't have a problem with being around people when they do do it and stuff, but I would have a problem if i were to like, be pressured into joining... it's never happened, which is great because I pick good friends ::hehe:: =) so I don't have to really worry about that one.~*~*~


"I am just a worthless liar, I am just an imbocille. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well."
~*~*~Tool, "Sober"~*~*~


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