IV
Congratulatory
From
the dimly-lighted passages of the court, the last sediment of the human stew
that had been boiling there all day, was straining off, when Doctor Manette,
Lucie Manette, his daughter, Mr. Lorry, the solicitor for the defence, and its
counsel, Mr. Stryver, stood gathered round Mr. Charles Darnay--just
released--congratulating him on his escape from death.
It
would have been difficult by a far brighter light, to recognise in Doctor
Manette, intellectual of face and upright of bearing, the shoemaker of the
garret in
Only
his daughter had the power of charming this black brooding from his mind. She
was the golden thread that united him to a Past beyond his misery, and to a
Present beyond his misery: and the sound of her voice, the light of her face,
the touch of her hand, had a strong beneficial influence with him almost
always. Not absolutely always, for she could recall some occasions on which her
power had failed; but they were few and slight, and she believed them over.
Mr.
Darnay had kissed her hand fervently and gratefully, and had turned to Mr.
Stryver, whom he warmly thanked. Mr. Stryver, a man of little more than thirty,
but looking twenty years older than he was, stout, loud, red, bluff, and free
from any drawback of delicacy, had a pushing way of shouldering himself
(morally and physically) into companies and conversations, that argued well for
his shouldering his way up in life.
He
still had his wig and gown on, and he said, squaring himself at his late client
to that degree that he squeezed the innocent Mr. Lorry clean out of the group:
"I am glad to have brought you off with honour, Mr. Darnay. It was an
infamous prosecution, grossly infamous; but not the less likely to succeed on
that account."
"You
have laid me under an obligation to you for life--in two senses," said his
late client, taking his hand.
"I
have done my best for you, Mr. Darnay; and my best is as good as another man's,
I believe."
It
clearly being incumbent on some one to say, "Much better," Mr. Lorry
said it; perhaps not quite disinterestedly, but with the interested object of
squeezing himself back again.
"You
think so?" said Mr. Stryver. "Well! you have been present all day,
and you ought to know. You are a man of business, too."
"And
as such," quoth Mr. Lorry, whom the counsel learned in the law had now
shouldered back into the group, just as he had previously shouldered him out of
it--"as such I will appeal to Doctor Manette, to break up this conference
and order us all to our homes. Miss Lucie looks ill, Mr. Darnay has had a
terrible day, we are worn out."
"Speak
for yourself, Mr. Lorry," said Stryver; "I have a night's work to do
yet. Speak for yourself."
"I
speak for myself," answered Mr. Lorry, "and for Mr. Darnay, and for
Miss Lucie, and--Miss Lucie, do you not think I may speak for us all?" He
asked her the question pointedly, and with a glance at her father.
His
face had become frozen, as it were, in a very curious look at Darnay: an intent
look, deepening into a frown of dislike and distrust, not even unmixed with
fear. With this strange expression on him his thoughts had wandered away.
"My
father," said Lucie, softly laying her hand on his.
He
slowly shook the shadow off, and turned to her.
"Shall
we go home, my father?"
With
a long breath, he answered "Yes."
The
friends of the acquitted prisoner had dispersed, under the impression--which he
himself had originated--that he would not be released that night. The lights
were nearly all extinguished in the passages, the iron gates were being closed
with a jar and a rattle, and the dismal place was deserted until to-morrow
morning's interest of gallows, pillory, whipping-post, and branding-iron,
should repeople it. Walking between her father and Mr. Darnay, Lucie Manette
passed into the open air. A hackney-coach was called, and the father and
daughter departed in it.
Mr.
Stryver had left them in the passages, to shoulder his way back to the
robing-room. Another person, who had not joined the group, or interchanged a
word with any one of them, but who had been leaning against the wall where its
shadow was darkest, had silently strolled out after the rest, and had looked on
until the coach drove away. He now stepped up to where Mr. Lorry and Mr. Darnay
stood upon the pavement.
"So,
Mr. Lorry! Men of business may speak to Mr. Darnay now?"
Nobody
had made any acknowledgment of Mr. Carton's part in the day's proceedings;
nobody had known of it. He was unrobed, and was none the better for it in
appearance.
"If
you knew what a conflict goes on in the business mind, when the business mind
is divided between good-natured impulse and business appearances, you would be
amused, Mr. Darnay."
Mr.
Lorry reddened, and said, warmly, "You have mentioned that before, sir. We
men of business, who serve a House, are not our own masters. We have to think
of the House more than ourselves."
"_I_
know, _I_ know," rejoined Mr. Carton, carelessly. "Don't be nettled,
Mr. Lorry. You are as good as another, I have no doubt: better, I dare
say."
"And
indeed, sir," pursued Mr. Lorry, not minding him, "I really don't
know what you have to do with the matter. If you'll excuse me, as very much
your elder, for saying so, I really don't know that it is your business."
"Business!
Bless you, _I_ have no business," said Mr. Carton.
"It
is a pity you have not, sir."
"I
think so, too."
"If
you had," pursued Mr. Lorry, "perhaps you would attend to it."
"Lord
love you, no!--I shouldn't," said Mr. Carton.
"Well,
sir!" cried Mr. Lorry, thoroughly heated by his indifference, "business
is a very good thing, and a very respectable thing. And, sir, if business
imposes its restraints and its silences and impediments, Mr. Darnay as a young
gentleman of generosity knows how to make allowance for that circumstance. Mr.
Darnay, good night, God bless you, sir! I hope you have been this day preserved
for a prosperous and happy life.--Chair there!"
Perhaps
a little angry with himself, as well as with the barrister, Mr. Lorry bustled
into the chair, and was carried off to Tellson's. Carton, who smelt of port
wine, and did not appear to be quite sober, laughed then, and turned to Darnay:
"This
is a strange chance that throws you and me together. This must be a strange
night to you, standing alone here with your counterpart on these street stones?"
"I
hardly seem yet," returned Charles Darnay, "to belong to this world
again."
"I
don't wonder at it; it's not so long since you were pretty far advanced on your
way to another. You speak faintly."
"I
begin to think I AM faint."
"Then
why the devil don't you dine? I dined, myself, while those numskulls were
deliberating which world you should belong to--this, or some other. Let me show
you the nearest tavern to dine well at."
Drawing
his arm through his own, he took him down Ludgate-hill to Fleet-street, and so,
up a covered way, into a tavern. Here, they were shown into a little room,
where Charles Darnay was soon recruiting his strength with a good plain dinner
and good wine: while Carton sat opposite to him at the same table, with his
separate bottle of port before him, and his fully half-insolent manner upon
him.
"Do
you feel, yet, that you belong to this terrestrial scheme again, Mr.
Darnay?"
"I
am frightfully confused regarding time and place; but I am so far mended as to
feel that."
"It
must be an immense satisfaction!"
He
said it bitterly, and filled up his glass again: which was a large one.
"As
to me, the greatest desire I have, is to forget that I belong to it. It has no
good in it for me--except wine like this--nor I for it. So we are not much
alike in that particular. Indeed, I begin to think we are not much alike in any
particular, you and I."
Confused
by the emotion of the day, and feeling his being there with this Double of coarse
deportment, to be like a dream, Charles Darnay was at a loss how to answer;
finally, answered not at all.
"Now
your dinner is done," Carton presently said, "why don't you call a
health, Mr. Darnay; why don't you give your toast?"
"What
health? What toast?"
"Why,
it's on the tip of your tongue. It ought to be, it must be, I'll swear it's
there."
"Miss
Manette, then!"
"Miss
Manette, then!"
Looking
his companion full in the face while he drank the toast, Carton flung his glass
over his shoulder against the wall, where it shivered to pieces; then, rang the
bell, and ordered in another.
"That's
a fair young lady to hand to a coach in the dark, Mr. Darnay!" he said,
ruing his new goblet.
A
slight frown and a laconic "Yes," were the answer.
"That's
a fair young lady to be pitied by and wept for by! How does it feel? Is it
worth being tried for one's life, to be the object of such sympathy and
compassion, Mr. Darnay?"
Again
Darnay answered not a word.
"She
was mightily pleased to have your message, when I gave it her. Not that she
showed she was pleased, but I suppose she was."
The
allusion served as a timely reminder to Darnay that this disagreeable companion
had, of his own free will, assisted him in the strait of the day. He turned the
dialogue to that point, and thanked him for it.
"I
neither want any thanks, nor merit any," was the careless rejoinder.
"It was nothing to do, in the first place; and I don't know why I did it,
in the second. Mr. Darnay, let me ask you a question."
"Willingly,
and a small return for your good offices."
"Do
you think I particularly like you?"
"Really,
Mr. Carton," returned the other, oddly disconcerted, "I have not
asked myself the question."
"But
ask yourself the question now."
"You
have acted as if you do; but I don't think you do."
"_I_
don't think I do," said Carton. "I begin to have a very good opinion
of your understanding."
"Nevertheless,"
pursued Darnay, rising to ring the bell, "there is nothing in that, I
hope, to prevent my calling the reckoning, and our parting without ill-blood on
either side."
Carton
rejoining, "Nothing in life!" Darnay rang. "Do you call the
whole reckoning?" said Carton. On his answering in the affirmative,
"Then bring me another pint of this same wine, drawer, and come and wake
me at ten."
The
bill being paid, Charles Darnay rose and wished him good night. Without
returning the wish, Carton rose too, with something of a threat of defiance in
his manner, and said, "A last word, Mr. Darnay: you think I am
drunk?"
"I
think you have been drinking, Mr. Carton."
"Think?
You know I have been drinking."
"Since
I must say so, I know it."
"Then
you shall likewise know why. I am a disappointed drudge, sir. I care for no man
on earth, and no man on earth cares for me."
"Much
to be regretted. You might have used your talents better."
"May
be so, Mr. Darnay; may be not. Don't let your sober face elate you, however;
you don't know what it may come to. Good night!"
When
he was left alone, this strange being took up a candle, went to a glass that
hung against the wall, and surveyed himself minutely in it.
"Do
you particularly like the man?" he muttered, at his own image; "why
should you particularly like a man who resembles you? There is nothing in you
to like; you know that. Ah, confound you! What a change you have made in
yourself! A good reason for taking to a man, that he shows you what you have
fallen away from, and what you might have been! Change places with him, and
would you have been looked at by those blue eyes as he was, and commiserated by
that agitated face as he was? Come on, and have it out in plain words! You hate
the fellow."
He
resorted to his pint of wine for consolation, drank it all in a few minutes, and
fell asleep on his arms, with his hair straggling over the table, and a long
winding-sheet in the candle dripping down upon him.