Poems / Writings
disclaimer: I did not write these.. if I do write any, I will post them on a different page, and I will put a link up. But we are getting ahead of ourselves here...
rant-type things.
I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.
I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.
I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you, for to me, you mean so much.
I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you.
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.
- author unknown? u?
backward glances no one else should see cloud my memory along with thoughts of pencils and papers and bells going off.   the noisy lunchroom gives us little time to hold real conversations but just by looking into your eyes i can see a whole world of meaning, novels upon novels of storys to be told.  i can smell your colgne and taste it on the tip of my tongue.  smell the scent of your hair as it blows in the breeze and feel the jump in your step as you walk alongside me. and you can see me glowing next to you.  your presece makes me giddy and childish, as i feel myself slip back to 5th grade when holding hands meant everything because we were afraid to touch one another. i dont think ive ever felt this way about anyone before, you make me feel infinate, and strong.  for the first time in my life, i want to take it slow.
- u?
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
-Skittles
back.
petals are dropping from a rose,
and it's sad to see something so beautiful die,
to watch as the stem bends because it can no longer support the weight of the bud
the only strong part left are the thorns that prick our fingers.
"nothing gold can stay"
but all that's tarnished never leaves,
and there will always be a part of us
that cannot let go of what must one day fade away.
-u?
sometimes i feel the world slip through my fingers
sliding through the cracks in the sidewalk
and filtering down into oblivion.
when i close my eyes i swear i hear the world
crack and shatter, even though i don't see it.
i know it happened.
and i'm afraid to open my eyes again
i don't want to see the world laying broken
and deflated at my feet.
nothing was meant to fall at my feet.
so i sit on my rooftop, afraid to close my eyes
for fear i might hear the world begin to shatter
(but maybe it was myself
that i heard break)
--i spoke too soon.
standing frozen inside a snowbank as tears stick to eyelashes.  fingertips numb from cold air.  so in love with this lack of oxygen.  and you.  green eyes, sly smiles, severed hearts.  nothing to be afraid of.  this heart pounding faster with the sound of your name.  anticipating your return as minutes seem like hours.  but you appear, and we walk to a place where something is always more than nothing.  -at full volume.
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