Welcome to my photo journal, which includes periodic narratives. All language and photos herein are rated PG including, surprisingly, entries made during my induction period. If you see something that does not meet these standards, let me know.


Age 38- December 10, 2004- Me at my top weight of 333 pounds. Bulging above and below the belt.
In Spring 2007 I joined a gym to use the pool and cross-country ski machine. I lost 40 pounds.
In Summer 2007 I gave up the gym membership for financial reasons.
On Christmas of that year, I set into motion priorities to exercise and use Atkins to accomplish a goal...
I wanted to lose 100 pounds, from my highest weight of 333 pounds, to reach 233 by Christmas 2008.


December 25, 2007- No, I did not weigh one pound. The correct reading is 301 pounds. No, the scale is not small. My feet are size 18.


December 25, 2007- Me and my 301 pounds on the treadmill, walking one mile after stretching. Made mental plans to buy the right foods. It was a start. Claimed a familiar mantra for my weight loss journey and this journal. It is so simple that even on a carbohydrate-deprived morning, feeling the induction flu, my brain can comprehend and my will can follow:

December 29, 2007
Told my wife I was starting Atkins again, on January 1, 2008. I am an extreme carnivore and eat very few vegetables and fruits, so Atkins suits my preferences, but I recall a few years ago, when I lost 40 pounds on Atkins, that regularity becomes a problem, if all one eats is meat and cheese. Can you say hemorrhoids? Of course, those who have actually read the book know that a 'meat and cheese' menu is neither recommended nor condoned by Atkins, contrary to news reporters who fail to read the book prior to reporting on it. I went shopping with my wife and picked up a few veggies from the acceptable foods list, foods that I already know I could stomach. I will try them over the first week of induction. I have added incentive to living Atkins for six months nose-to-the-grindstone and then taking stock. My knees are killing me. I look fat. I am fat. I cannot hide this double-chin with any pose. I have no energy after essential marital activities. This is bad. I also recall, from my first Atkins experience, that my failure was precipitated by a lack of food alternatives and a weak choice to crash Atkins with a bread binge. Four years have passed, and the availability of recipes for acceptable, documented food alternatives has skyrocketed. I am drawing up menus for each meal, to reduce the excuses that will accompany withdrawal symptoms upon approach of, and entry into, ketosis. I am plugged into adbb daily for support. My wife is not onboard with me at this time, as she is content with my being fat (huh?). I will be doing my own cooking, which is fine for me because I know the menu will be followed to my standards and I won't miss meals. I am now stretching and walking daily about a mile, usually in the mornings so as to reduce excuses that tend to pop up later in the day. I walk with a slight incline on the treadmill, to slow the speed while maintaining the work load on my body. I also started performing situps, legups and pushups and, as of today, perform one set of 18 reps for each exercise. I increase the number of reps when I can increase them for all exercises. I hope to recover a set of weighted dumbbells loaned to a friend, to add biceps and shoulders to the areas worked out. That is all for today, Atkineers.

December 31, 2007
Went shopping for Atkins-friendly cooking supplies and to fill up the fridge for my first month of menus. Stayed faithful to the acceptable food list. Re-read adbb sections on food substitutes, to deal with cravings. Have almost memorized the recipe for a mock danish. The fridge and freezer are now full, with my wife's carb foods next to my Atkins-approved foods. I repeat...

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